What's up folks?! Happy Screwed Saturday/Sinful Sunday if you're already!

Unfortunately, the SMO ladies only have 1 more chapter left after this one.

This means that this is Jess' LAST chapter of the book! I know I know. Let's cry together.

Okay, enough crying because if you know Jess like I do, she's rolling with the punches!

Since these are the girl's last chapters, we're going to just enjoy the chapter and limit ourselves on questions.

Please see the triggers that are in the summary of this book!

Anyway, you may continue! 💜🤫 (Bring a box of tissues and enjoy Jess' last POV! )
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There's something that I haven't truly been honest about lately. Something I didn't want to speak on because I figured it would ruin my wedding. It would change the atmosphere and there were so many people here. If I left, our wedding would have been cancelled and I didn't want to wait to marry my best friend.

That something was that the twins were on their way. The past several weeks have been shit. Multiple back pains and it felt like I was on a very bad period. I've been in so much pain and Jana would ask if I was okay. I couldn't tell her that I was truly in pain because she'd take it way too seriously. I was fine...or so I thought.

Even though I was in so much pain, I couldn't and wouldn't let my pain ruin my wedding. The kids were pushing my damn limits by kicking my stomach tirelessly and pushing up unto my internal parts. They took most of my energy and it had gotten to the point where I couldn't even stand much anymore. I was scared the babies would come out if I did.

After the wedding ceremony, the dinner started and the party began. I'll be honest. I didn't know how to feel about that list Brian accidently announced. I just gave Jana the benefit of the doubt because her dad did pass away and she was just a mixture of emotions. I knew how that felt as she's seen.

She still carried on with the wedding even though he died and that surprised me. It took some guts for her to do that. Had it been me with my uncle, I would have probably broken down and called it off. Her doing the same would have been warranted and, now that I think about it, it would have been better to do so. With the kids coming and her father passing away, it was needed. For both of our sakes.

Now, I regret following her decision.

So, before the dinner even started, the wedding party came out in twos. They were dancing to some party-like song by Mariah Carey and it was cute...but I didn't feel like dancing. Something made me feel like I was about to piss myself.

Once Bryce got behind the booth, he introduced us with our new family name and it made me smile. Didn't take my mind off of my peeking twins, but it made me feel a bit better.

Jana and I came out holding hands with everyone clapping and cheering with genuine smiles on their faces. I won't lie. I couldn't shake what my sleazy mama gave me because this mama's babies would have fell out from my vagina head first. We don't want those problems.

Anyway, my stomach was in knots and my babies continued pushing on it making the feeling a lot worse. A nervous feeling was flowing through my body already and that had a huge effect on my food compactor. Did I really just say that? I really have to stop hanging with Tiff. All of these names are crazy.

All of our friends and family made their special toasts, which took about 30 minutes with Tiff taking up most of the time. Then, everyone went to get their food. Cake wasn't being served until after the dinner. They were serving taquitos (vegan ones for Jana), a variety of fruits and vegetables, cheese dip, and juice or water. Some of the attendees couldn't go to the bar. Wish I could go to the bar right now. I need one hell of a drink.

Unfortunately, I couldn't concentrate on anything else but the pain that was happening from below. It felt like my body was working overtime to keep my babies in place, but they were just too strong for my body to withstand them.

"Jessica and Jana! ¡Felicidades! What would I call you now? Neice-in-law?" Uncle Ricky called as he came from behind and gave us both hugs. I love this man so much. Running into him was the best thing I could have ever done. Thank goodness a piece of my family was here at my wedding. When he offered to walk me down the aisle, I couldn't pass up the chance.

"Just 'niece' is fine. We're all family now, so I feel comfortable with you just calling me that," Jana said as she wrapped her arm around me and I grinned at her.

"Well, you know. Now you have to treat my little princess right or else we'll have problems. Jess isn't the only one with a strong backhand. She comes from a long line of fighters...her uncle included," he said as he wrapped his arm around the back of my neck and kissed me on my forehead.

Grinning at his words, I wrapped my arms around him in a hug and just rested in his embrace. His body pushed up on my stomach and it hurt my back somehow so I backed up to just give him a side hug. He was one of the only family members, besides my aunt and grandma, I had in my life. Him being there made the entire event so much more memorable.

"Thank you, Uncle Ricky. Te amo, tio," I whispered as he placed another kiss on my head and rubbed my arm signaling that he was going to attack some food at the food stand. I chuckled at his anticipation for food. He's the reason why I like to cook from time to time. He'd make the greatest meals while I was in his care.

So, Rena came up with two plates of full of food for us and I figured that the food could possibly help with these contractions I've been helping. Taking the food, I stayed standing and just took slow small bites of my food with a few sips of water to wash it down. That didn't seem to help much.

Soon after we finished our food, Bryce called for us on the dancefloor for our first dance and I instantly grew worried. Hopefully, he wasn't going to play some hip hop music that would make me dance.

As Jana helped me onto the dancefloor, he played some song about ocean breeze and it was cute. It was definitely slow like you were at the beach watching the waves washing up against the shore. Fuck, there goes the pain again.

Jana wrapped her arms around my waist and slowly rocked me side to side as the song played. The rocking didn't help at all. I felt uncomfortable with that but she couldn't know that. She'd know something was up.

"Babe, are you okay?" she asked as she looked me in my eyes and made me feel so guilty. Fuck those damn green eyes. I have to tell her what's going on.

As I opened my lips to say something, I instantly pushed her out of the way and shouted "HOLY FUCK!"

My legs spread and my hands lifted my dress just to show that a fluid was coming from my legs. It made a huge mess on the dance floor and my eyes widened in fear. This has happened before but damn it. This hurt so bad and the sight of that only made my pain even worse.

My eyes shot up to my newlywed as her eyes widened at me and I said "They're coming!"

"Someone call the ambulance! The twins are coming!" Rena shouted as my aggressive groans and cries for help overpowered all of the commotion flowing through the ballroom. Carmon rushed over to me and helped me to the ground, alongside Rena, as Jana just stood there in absolute shock. She froze up so much. Damn, babe. Wake the hell up!

Once I got to the floor, Carmon rummaged through my long dress only to find something very interesting and looked up at me with shock to say "RENA! THERE'S A HEAD COMING FRON JESS' VAGINA! They're coming!"

Screaming in pain, I felt Carmon spread my legs and encourage me to keep up with my breathing. My eyes looked over to my beau and saw her body fall backwards showing she fainted. Fuck!

Everyone was running around panicking while Jana's mother and the boyfriend rushed over to help her. I closed my eyes and squealed again as I felt one of the babies peek out of my opening a little more.

"Carmon, an ambulance won't be here for another 30 minutes! We're that far out of town! What the hell do we do, sis?!" Tiff panicked as she paced around with her phone in her hand.

I really feared for this pregnancy and its outcome. The last few times, I was in the hospital with doctors who knew what they were doing. Right now, I was in the middle of a ballroom floor with one of my best friends panicking by her phone, another one down by my vagina that she's never been around, a panicking cousin and family members, a fainted wife, and two children coming from my vagina. What a fucking wedding.

"Okay, everyone calm down! Now, Jess, you may not feel like doing this right now. But you'll have to push-"

"NO! You have no idea what you're doing! I'm waiting for the- FUCK!" I groaned in pain as the contractions continued.

"JESS! I don't usually holler at you, but Carmon said get to fucking pushing! She's a mom too! Push, woman!" Tiff said as she paced around my body some more. She better had been lucky that I wasn't in my right frame of mind in that moment.

"Why are we all yelling? Jess, just push right now honey. We have no other options. I'll be right here with you," Rena said softly as she moved my hair away from my face and sat right near my head.

"That's right. We've got you, Jess. Hun, grab some bath towels or some kind of covering that the babies can stay in. Brian, grab a wet warm rag for Jess' forehead and make it snappy. Tiff and Rena, stay by her head so she doesn't slam it onto the floor. Bryce, check up in the ambulance and see where the hell they're at. And Jess...you have to push now, Mama. You can do this," Carmon demanded as she rubbed my legs to calm me down.

I hesitated before I looked up and saw Rena and Tiff by my head encouraging me to push. They held me up at a certain angle to help me push the babies out and rubbed my arms for comfort. Eventually, the pain became unbearable and I just gave in.

I've done this before. Why was I so frightened for the babies to come out? Well, probably because it was two coming out of my vagina instead of one this time. And these are actually living. This excruciating pain better be fucking worth it.

As I continued to push, I saw Trent come around with the small blankets for the babies. He kissed Carmon on the top of her head, making me wish Jana was awake for her to do that to me. I needed her so bad right now.

Grabbing Rena and Tiff's hands, I heard Carmon coaching me with "You're doing great, Jess! Keep pushing! One's almost out." One is almost out. ONE!

Brian eventually came back with the wet warm rag and placed it on my forehead then sat by Rena to rub her shoulders. Bryce came back inside to say that the ambulance were about 20 minutes away and sat by Tiff and wrap his hands around her arms for comfort. Fuck, I need my lady.

Tears came down my face as I continued pushing and breathing like Carmon had coached me to do. "One more big push and your first baby is out!"

"Go Jess! Go Jess!" Trent chanted as everyone else got quiet around us. I pushed once more and heard a loud baby cry coming from my other end. That's one of my babies. Oh thank goodness!

After those long pushes for the first baby, I felt drained. My eyes closed as the first baby's crying got closer to my ear. I just felt like I couldn't push anymore. I wanted to give up so bad, but there was another child in me.

"Jess, a couple more pushes and you'll be all done! You've got this, sweetheart! Jana's sitting right beside you," Carmon pointed out. As soon as she said that, my eyes opened to a smiling Jana in awe of one of my naked babes against her bare chest.

"Trying to stay up but I think I'm about to faint again," Jana said with worried look on her face again and looked at me. It scared me too much to even continue.

The sight had stopped me from pushing and something had me pushing again. Everyone started singing my favorite Cardi B song once Trent started them off with "DIAMOND DISTRICT IN THE JAG! CERTIFIED YOU KNOW I'M GANG!"

The sight of him starting a whole concert made me laugh and I continued pushing with a smile on my face. The sound of the ambulance pulling up stopped everyone's singing and my pushing as they came around to help me with the rest of my labor.

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"Ms. Barrett, I can tell you that you've done an excellent job with this pregnancy. Mrs. Brevely, you should be lucky to have such wonderful friends to help you with this labor. They all did amazing and the babies are safe. They'll be in here soon," the doctor complimented as he walked out of the hospital room.

He was right. Without these girls, I didn't know what I would do. They were truly a big help and I appreciated them.

"You're welcome, Peeking Patty! Why didn't you say anything about the babies coming beforehand?" Tiff questioned as she sat in one of the hospital chairs hand-in-hand with Bryce.

"Right now, we can't be asking her questions. She needs to rest after the day she's had. By the way, Eli came out first," Carmon said sitting on the other side of the room hand-in-hand with Trent while grinning at Jana and I.

Two nurses rolled our newborns into the room and took them out of their beds to give to us. Of course, I took Demi and Jana took Eli. We held them close to our chests as the nurses congratulated us and walked out.

It was such a strange but good feeling having Jana sit beside me in my time of need and her experiencing this all with me was amazing. Of course my friends made this entire experience even better by being there for me, but it felt nice to just have my wife by my side. This was a loving moment with our friends and family, especially since Jana and I were about to distance ourselves from everyone soon. Just for a brief moment to let our kids get used to us and spend quality time together.

A flash of light caught our attention and Rena exposed herself by slowly putting her phone down. "Sorry. I barely got pictures at the wedding. It's a joyous moment, okay? I'm a proud great cousin."

"Well, be proud and let's get out of here. We have to go back to the venue to clean. We have to clean fast too because we only have an hour left in there," Brian said, speaking to Rena and just looking into her eyes with a slight grin. Her small grin appeared while looking at him and it made my heart jump a bit. Talk about a proud cousin.

"Right. We should also let the newlywed moms have some time alone. We'll see you guys later and don't worry. We'll drink up all of the drinks left over for you two," Carmon chuckled as everyone else said their goodbyes and gave us their best wishes.

Once they walked out the door, they left Jana and I in the room with the babies. My eyes moved to Jana as her eyes moved to me and we both laughed out loud in a room of dead silence. That was Jana's cheesy laugh and I loved that side of her.

"You know what this means now, right? I can do you now, but I'll wait to tongue fuck you at the honeymoon. You have to heal first," Jana said as she winked at me and looked back down at Eli.

His eyes were closed shut with his head filled with light brown hair. Demi's tiny little hands were balled into tiny fists as her head was filled with dark brown hair. Her dark brown eyes slowly opened and her mouth opened in an o shape. Her cute slow movements made me smile and my heart flutter. Already a fighter just like her momma.

"I'm surprised there's nothing wrong with the babies seeing that they're technically premature," Jana noted as she studied my look at Demi. She was right. The twins were born at 35 weeks.

I couldn't help but sigh because I had a problem with delivering premature babies. I didn't know if it was a problem with my body or what, but every time I've had a child in my belly, they were premature or they just died in there. Hopefully, the twins don't have any complications.

Coming out of my feelings, Jana gasped and my eyes moved directly to my surprised wife. Little Eli's eyes finally opened as he woke up and moved his tiny hands to his small little nose while yawning. It was so precious.

"Uh...Jess?" Jana asked as she gave me another worried look.

"What's wrong, honey?"

"Why does Eli have blue eyes?"

I looked over to see what the hell she was talking about because no one in Leo's family had blue eyes. No one I've ever met or seen had blue eyes. Everyone had brown eyes in his family and they ranged from light to dark. And I've met plenty of people in his family.

"Jay, I have no idea. I really think that's probably just a birth situation he's had. I-"

"It's alright, Jess. I love them just like I love you," she interrupted my coming stuttering with a smile. A smile covered my face as she gave me a light kiss and I cuddled up under her with Demi in my arms.

"I love you too, sugar butt," I said in a playful accent. This newfound energy in our relationship was everything I needed and more. With everything that's happened in our lives, this was a chance for us to connect and get even closer. We still have so much to learn about each other and I hope to know her every day for the rest of my life.