What's up, folks?! I hope you guys are doing well because this Corona is making many people panic! Please remember to STAY INSIDE! It helps tremendously! #readtogether

Anyway...

I just want to hold that lustful queen because she's so hurt but is still trying to be strong.

What do you think the ladies and Trent are going to do to help Carmon?

Do you think that Jana is in for it? Like karma is going to bite her in the ass?

Well, we are back with another chapter for Screw Me Over! Jess may not have the force or the energy for this one! Who knows?

Anyway, please see the triggers that are in the summary of this story! This may mention some signs of abuse!

Alright, y'all! That's all I have! You may continue! 💜🤫
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Since it was basically summertime, I see that Tiff had more time on her hands. Their semester was over and since she had no studying to do, being nosey and playing save a hoe were her new favorite hobbies.

I will commend her though. It was cool seeing her stand up to this guy and helping to fight these bastards. She was taking on a big challenge for her sister and I had to applaud her for it. This is her sister, her blood, her family. I would have done the same thing if I were her.

Jana deserved that bop in the head now that I think about it. What the hell was my beau thinking letting Carmon go home by herself? If she had any kind of brain left, she wouldn't have let Carmon leave her sight. She knows everything that's going on with her and still let her go.

I didn't know what the hell came over me, but I was about to get some answers in that moment. I pulled Jay into the yard of the man's house once we got out of the car. Something was off about Jana and I already knew I was about to slap the hell out of her. I just needed to know what for.

"What's wrong, babe?" Jay chuckled nervously as she looked at me with those nervous green eyes and her soft pink lips curled into a weak ass smile. Oh, something is up and I'm getting to the bottom of it.

"I want to know the same thing. What's wrong with you? What the hell happened?" I asked as my hands fell on my hips and my eyebrows furrowed. She knew exactly what I was talking about and tried to keep up this whole positive vibe façade.

Unfortunately for her, she's dating a woman who can see past that shit.

"What do you mean? There's nothing wrong with-"

"Stop it. You're nervous about something. What made you just stick around at that club and not take Carmon home? What had your attention so much to where you couldn't even take your best friend home? Do you not see how terrible that sounds?" I interrupted as I studied her face even more. Her cheeks were turning red and her smile fell into a frown. Her bright red hair covered her face as she tried looking away from me. This guilty bitch.

"JANA! Why did she have to take an Uber home and DON'T say it's because she wanted to take it home. She's the main person that would encourage us to stay together when we go out. Now, answer me. Why the hell couldn't you take her home?" Pushing the answer out of her wasn't helping and I knew that. However, her not speaking to me made me even more frustrated.

When I ask for information, I want answers. Facts and nothing but. I can tell when she's lying to me now. She gulped at me with a worried look on her face. A look of suspicion. She was scared. Feared that I'd hear some bullshit I didn't want to hear. Scared that I'd turn her skinny ass inside out if she gave me the wrong answer.

Good. She should be scared of me because if she didn't do anything, she wouldn't feel this way. She's guilty as hell.

"Fine, I'll be honest. She had a hot friend and I wanted to keep watching her dance. Carmon wanted to go home early because she got tired of dancing but I didn't want to leave and I was already buzzed so she offered to take an Uber home. I didn't even control her choice, but I didn't knock it either. I never force her to do anything and you know that, Jess," she spilled and sighed.

And there it was. All of this could have been prevented if Jana wasn't drooling over some cheap piece of ass wrapped in glitter and a thin piece of ribbon. I just wanted to be-

No, I was frustrated. Not only for Carmon but for myself too. Here we go again. This is why we can't go out or do anything as a group.

Jana gets caught the fuck up when she sees the first fake-breasted woman and eye-fucks them. Does she not see how much this hurts me? How mad I get every time she does shit like this?

As soon as my back turned to her, I debated on whether I should stomp this bitch or thank her for telling me the truth. In my mind, this is still cheating. When Jana even thinks about another woman in that way, she's cheating on me and I can't take this. She really doesn't know how this affects me.

Unfortunately, the biting of my bottom lip did not hold back the anger growing inside of me. It got the best of me and the back of my right hand swung so hard across Jana's face. It felt as if my arm was about to fly off my shoulder and the smack hurt my hand so bad. The pain, however, didn't make me feel any different about the situation.

Once again, the fake plastic bitch won over me and my best friend. All because she was round and curvy, she got my girl's eyes. This surgery doll knocked me back down to the bottom of the list of Jana's types all over again.

I had nothing Jana wanted. I wasn't curvy, I didn't have much ass, and my breast barely fit into my bra. That's because I barely had a chest. This has always been a big issue for me and it's so bad that I used to stuff my bra back in high school. I used to add those small plush pillows to my pants to make the guys think I had an ass back then. Sadly, I was caught when it was time to change for gym class.

Anyway, it was already bad enough that I was insecure of my body and she knew that. Every girl that she eyeballed and got a female boner from were those curved women that hid their bodies behind a thin piece of cloth. I have to work ten times harder just to keep up and keep Jana's eyes on me. She knew all of this and she still pulled this shit. I was over it.

"Jess, I told you the-"

"DON'T. TOUCH. ME," I said stepping back away from her trying not to cry or kill this hoe. She wouldn't listen to me any longer. This charade has gone on long enough. For someone who's supposed to be strong and smart, I really let one person make me weak every time. Had it been anyone else, I would have been gone. Jana was a whole different ball game.

"I know you did. I'm just tired of being the skinny bitch you never want but you stay with. Do you know how many times we've had sex throughout the years we've been together? Four times and that includes our most recent time. You don't want me and, for some reason, I try every single day to show you that I can be who you want. It gets harder and harder every day. Sometimes, I wonder why I'm still with someone like you. Why I'm still in love with someone like you."

After those words, I bit on my bottom lip trying to stop myself from crying. Here we go again. My voice cracked at the last word and those tear drops burned my cheeks as they slid down my face.

"Jess, I-"

"I SAID DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME! You know what? Touch that bitch you left Carmon stranded in a dangerous alley for," I interrupted as I forcefully pushed her out of the way and walked into the boss guy's house.

Fuck me for feeling insecure. You'd think that someone like me wouldn't have problems with her body or any insecurities just by looking at me. In all honestly, I have many and my body was the biggest one. My maddened persona is what masks all of that and it hides that perfectly to an abundant amount of people.

Rena and Carmon had all of the body while Tiff and I were stuck on the Itty Bitty Titty Committee. Who do you think Jana focuses on more while we're in the house? It's surely not me and it's all because I don't have the same body shape as her.

Yes, I'm talking about Carmon. Why do you think they're so close? It's definitely not because of her being scared of me. I'm not relaxed and calm like the other girls she's around. I wish she would just accept me for who I really am and everything that came with me.

Why did she want to even date me? She really didn't even love me. I'm so over her putting me on the fucking backburner. Why do I stay with this hoe, Lord? Just why?

Once I got into the regular-sized house, my eyes landed on the business owner and Tiff going over what plans we had for this incident. "There you are. Where have you been? We've-"

"Right now isn't the time for you to fuck with me, Tiff." My hand moved in front of her face signaling for her to back the fuck up. When she had something smart to say, I was never that calm. That slap must've taken the energy out of me.

As I sat on the lonely couch, the air in the room felt cold. My body was tired and I was out of fight, out of patience, and out of everything that made me who I really was. That once go-getter, fighter, tooth-knocker was just gone. Jana took most of that out of me.

This whole relationship was basically the only type of intimate love I've ever known. For it to just crumble up or shatter into pieces right in front of me so many times made me go back to my old ways slowly. That cold and hard shell that no one could crack open.

Without love, there was no trust and for me, that's how I wanted it for so long. That was until Jana showed any kind of interest in me and I let her take me down that dark path again.

"Jessica, are you alright? You seem lost," Carmon's boss asked as his intense blue eyes studies my posture. It made me uncomfortable and he almost made me cry again. Damn it, Jess. Don't you dare fucking cry. Don't. You. Fucking. Cry. If you cry, I'm smacking the hell out of you next.

"I'm good. What's the-erm...what's the plan?" I cleared my throat as something got caught in it while I talked. He watched me with caution and my attention went to Tiff immediately after.

"Well, we figured it would be best if we got Leo in on this. Maybe he could help beat these ruthless bastards."

Did she not realized that I attacked him months ago? Oh, maybe she didn't know about that. I don't talk to her about stuff like that. Usually, it gets passed on around the house and eventually everyone knows. Maybe that's what happened.

Anyway, how the hell did she expect for him to forgive me after I dick punched him? It was well-deserved, but still.

"I don't think that's-" My words were interrupted once Jana entered the house with a light red cheek. Her hands tried to cover up the damage I left on her face, but it couldn't be hidden. I slapped the shit out of her.

Anyway, my thoughts changed as soon as she stepped inside. Maybe Leo could help us with this situation...and another one.

"What were you saying, Jess?" Tiff caught my attention as I reconsidered what I was about to say.

"I don't think that's a bad idea. I can call Leo right now," I said as my eyes landed on a surprised-looking Jana as she continued to cover her cheek. She watched me like I had just said the wrong name in front of her. Good. Make it hard for this bitch.

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Entering this dirty, empty, but familiar alley made my nerves grow so bad again. This was part of the plan and I knew how to fight, but I was a bit shaky since my instructor was on break for a while.

Damn fool. Gotta get his shit together. If anything, him and Jana are alike in a way. Jana's actually Irish but she's not full-blooded. You know how people have those half-blooded people and whatnot? Jana was a third Irish. Why do you think she loves potatoes so much? And don't ever disrespect the St. Patrick's Day holiday. She actually respects those that really respect the holiday.

She doesn't acknowledge that though because she doesn't feel comfortable with it. Many Irish people don't have red hair and when people come up to her, they automatically think she's Irish. Even though she is, she finds it offensive because she just wants to blend in with everyone else. Plus, she's not full-blood Irish.

Betcha none of those other girls remember her talking about that. Betcha none of these Dolly Parton bitches would know that or would even care, but this bitch does. Heard every word and took it in. I studied that shit.

Never mind. Off topic.

Anyway, walking down this lonely alley in these black leather thigh-high heels made me feel uncomfortable and brought back horrible memories form when I was sold here.

The pink heels, the thin pink material around my small child-like body, the lipgloss on my lips, the matted makeup on my face, and the curled hair while the tears slowly came down my face. The captured prostitutes would beg for me to stop crying so I didn't ruin my makeup. This is why my favorite color is blue now.

My heart fell just thinking about all of the 'fun' things those men would do to me. At nine years old.

Soon, the hands of a random man pushing me into the low-cut underground warehouse took me out of my old nightmares and into some new ones. Although the plan was for me not to fight, it was an instinct for me to elbow the suspect in the stomach and throw a few punches.

The man wrapped my arms around me and kicking wasn't an option in the moment. "LEO!" I screamed as the man held me against his chest tightly. Suddenly, I see a tall, tanned Leo walk out with a cigar between his lips.

"Hey! She comes with a price; you know that right?" he said as he walked up towards the random man. They converse about prices as I scoffed at his sudden change of plans. He was supposed to shoot him, but he's actually selling my ass...like his father. What. The. Hell?

Fuck this shit! I have to get out of here! Once the random guy's hold loosened up on me while trying to find his wad of cash, an arm of mine got free and my hand wacked him across the face making him stumble around.

The guy tried chasing after me, but everyone came out with guns once I ran behind Leo. Even Leo had a large gun in his hand. It was strange because I thought he was about to really sell my ass.

"My guy, the crew's coming in 5," Leo called as his gun pointed towards the prostitute buyer. Unfortunately, they were onto us. Damn, this family came prepared!

"Your timing surely is off, Mr. Black," a woman with blue eyes and dark red hair came out of the woodworks alongside plenty of men pointing their guns at Tiff, Jana, and Carmon's boss. This woman was actually Heath and Hailey's mom Toni, one of the owners over the Williamson banks.

Leo continued to keep his gun pointed as she walked up to him and said "Really, Leo? Your family was part of our family and this is how you want to go out? This is how you want to die? For a woman that could care less about you-"

"This is not just for the woman behind me. This is for my family. Some things are just more important. I'm sorry," Leo interrupted as he panted nervously.

Suddenly, my eyes landed on a gun sitting right by Toni's foot and I rolled out from behind Leo. Her sharp heel landed on my hand as my hand touched the gun on the ground. She practically pierced her heel into my hand. FUCK!

"You are really bold. I see why he wants to save you." She spoke as she pointed her gun to me. For some reason, a smirk appeared on my face as I thought of a different plan. Jana had just become free as Toni's men closed in on me.

"You wouldn't dare," I said as my eyes landed on Jana and she looked at everyone else with widened eyes. She was freaking out but if she loved me like I somewhat believed she did, she'd know what to do.

"You really think I want to spare your life, Jessica? You and your so-called friends have my poor son in jail. Of course, we kept our eyes on your little friend. What we did to her was just a warning to you and the rest of your little girl group. You know what? I remember you, doll. You were the young child that would curse out everyone and cry when you couldn't leave. Somehow...you got out. I figured that 'warning' would bring you back here. Now I know how she fucking escaped," she said as her eyes moved over to Leo suspiciously.

Suddenly, a crazed Jana ran inside shooting her gun in the air and smacking Toni with it! Her bold move had us all fighting with the guns before the rest of these guys even tried shooting.

While in the middle of trying to fight this Williamson gang off, the cops showed up and everything had been exposed.