Happy Thirsty Thursday/ Freaky Friday now , folks!

With everything that's happened over the past (almost) week while on vacay, I couldn't post so it's good to be back and writing about my girls again!

Did you read that correctly? Carmon did the move! THE MOVE! On Trent! What do you think about that?

What about Tiff? Do you think she'll keep her word and actually make the dresses for Jess and Jana's wedding?

Y'all ready to know what Jess and Jana are having? (Super excited about this!)

Well, we are back with another chapter for Screw Me Over and Jana...may stroke up something she isn't expecting.

You already know. Jana and Jess may do some teasing here and there so PLEASE KNOW THAT IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE, SKIP OVER OR DONT READ AT ALL! 😁

And please see the triggers that are in the summary of this book!

Anyway, you may continue! 💜🤫
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"All of this alone time has you feeling some type of way, doesn't it?" Jess said with her backside pressed into my front. We decided to spend a little more time at the house and our favorite place in the house was the kitchen. Every time Jess is in the kitchen or in the living room painting, she's the happiest and the sexiest. Things have gotten heated in those two areas the most and I think it's because of her choice of nighttime wear. She puts on these boy shorts with one of my button-up shirts from time-to-time or just a night gown that stops right at her ass. She makes things so hard.

The first floor of the house was fixed with Trent and Brian's help while Rena and Jess decorated our future kid's room upstairs. Maybe it was the new look of the kitchen that had us bonding more. The Maplewood cabinets with the large sink and counter space, the built-in microwave over the black electric stove, the bigger refrigerator, the dining table, Jess' spice shelf, and the laundry room seem to have made a huge impression on us.

The random pool in the backyard was nice too, however, the widened dining table is what caught my attention. We didn't have to eat on the couch or that high kitchen island anymore. When everyone comes over, we can all actually eat together. That and I can have Jess for dinner on the table but we'll save that for after she has the baby.

Speaking of her being pregnant, I can't say that I was excited for her to be pregnant. In fact, I was mad at her at first. We didn't get to plan this together or arrange it. It wasn't amazing to me at all and it's still not exciting to me much, but what's done is done. But I can't help but think that Jess has some really fertile eggs or something.

I mean, after her losing her other children, I felt that I needed to be there for her this time. I can't keep running away from the problem. The person she decided on to get her pregnant was who I hated. He was definitely going to use this baby to get to Jess and break us up. Just wish that Jess talked to me about this before going through with this.

I was truly disappointed at this and the fact that she didn't trust me enough to talk to me made things worse. It made me feel so small that she didn't care to talk to me before she went through with all of this. We were getting married and moving which was already enough stress on me. To add a baby into the mix was just overfilling the cup.

We couldn't have sex like we used to so I was stuck teasing her and, I can't lie, it was pretty entertaining. She got turned on the most in the kitchen and ever since she's been pregnant, her hormones have been on ten. She was more turned on than when she wasn't pregnant.

It makes me grateful that Jess suggested for us to leave the apartment. Really, she demanded it. She wanted all of us out of the apartment once Carmon dropped that Heath was on the prowl and that was the best time to get the house done so we could move in. When we told the girls we were moving out, Tiff was the saddest one to see us leave...surprisingly. Carmon reminded her that we'd all be back after all of this blew over, but she didn't realize that this was a permanent move for us.

They couldn't get rid of us so easily anyway because Rena had to stay with us for a minute due to all of this shit going on. Plus, Jess is not going to go without seeing Rena at least seven days out of the week. Yes, you heard me right. They are that close.

"Jess, if you weren't pregnant...the things I'd do to you right now," I whispered in her ear as she giggled and her hands gripped the oven as she tilted her head back.

Her hair fell back and somehow got all over her face as her neck became exposed. Once my eyes landed on her beautiful tan neck, my tongue got the first taste of it as my fingers moved up the inner parts of her thighs. Her soft sighs made me feel wet in places that didn't get wet on their own often.

As her gown moved up with my hand, the tips of my fingers brushed against her trembling core and I made a hard sigh come from my lips. Damn, this girl does something to me.

Her melodic moans turned me inside out and I wanted to do her right on that dining table so bad. My urge to do her couldn't be held back for long. Well, that wasn't until...

"Jess, I'm ready to get to work up...ooooooh....my bad."

Damn it! Again, Rena?! She's a fucking cockblocker. She's like a moth ball, a bug in the kitchen, an unwanted rat running around during a house party. Once the guest see that shit, they run away scared for their lives.

I just wanted to tease my woman and here comes Rena running around unexpectedly like she always does. Sometimes, I wonder if she has any friends besides us.

Jess chuckled while moving me to the side as she said "Let me take a nice...cold shower and get dressed so we could finish working upstairs."

She looked and smiled at me like she was the main one that needed that cold shower. I needed a whole ice bath after that shit. Her little pat against my cheek didn't make me feel any better. She had the smoothest skin with the glow that would blind your eyes in the best possible way.

Once she turned to leave, I rolled my eyes and sighed at the change of plans due to her lonely cousin. They were working hard to get everything ready for the baby and the wedding alongside Tiff, but Rena has a problem with staying up Jess' ass when she's bored. I love their close bond and whatnot, but Rena needs to learn to let go of Jess and get her own life. Jess has hers and it's growing now so Rena needed her own too.

What happened to Brian talking to her again? I thought they were hitting it off. Why is she not talking to him anymore?

Sitting down at the dining table by myself, I thought about the upcoming baby shower and a worried feeling surged through my body.

Rena wanted to do a gender reveal then a baby shower alongside a birthday party for Jess because she felt that everyone would know what to bring once they knew the gender. Jess and I had to pull her down from the clouds and let her know that we were working on a budget. Jess didn't want a birthday party this year due to her baby shower being around this time. Yes, we are in September and these last couple of months have flown by so fast.

Trent's helped us with enough and I'm coming close to broke since I haven't been booked for any gigs lately. Going back and forth from the doctor's office took up most of my day alongside staying around for Jess. The only person that knows the gender of the baby is Rena so she's set up everything for us.

Jess was into her second trimester at this point and it was time to know what the baby was. She was about 20 weeks and this was when she wanted to have the baby shower. Maybe that's why my nerves just shot up because I didn't know what the gender of the baby was.

My hopes were for it to be a little boy. I know, I know. We were two women so it would be more challenging raising a boy, but that's the best part about all of this. It's something that'd love nothing more than to learn about. Plus, I've been around women my whole life. I've been raised by, lived with, and fell in love with women most of my life. How crazy would it be to have a little boy running around?

I may not be a man and understand much about boys but I think that's the greatest part about the journey of raising a boy or a child in general. No parent goes into parenthood knowing everything there is to know about kids. No matter the gender, it's still challenging. With the relationship we have going on, I'm sure this little adventure would be crazy and keep us busy but there's no other person I'd rather go through it with. He'd be loved and cared for no matter what and the level of love we'd have for him would be astronomical.

A break from the girl life would be nice. Being a mom to a boy just seems to be more meaningful to me. It also seems more freeing to me.

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It was baby shower day and the day after Jess' birthday. My emotions were all over the place as all of our closest friends roamed all over the house. It was Jess' new home so we didn't want to bombard her with so many guests at the house. She invited her uncle, but he couldn't make it due to working on the weekends. So, he sent us a rocking chair which was absolutely amazing.

All of the ladies and the guys had come to the event. Brian was in the kitchen trying to talk to Rena while Rena wasn't paying him any attention. All of the children that came were running around the house like mad monkeys. Thank goodness we'll only have one of those running around the house.

Carmon and Tiff were helping out with a few extra decorations as everyone else were pushed outside to the yard for the big gender reveal. My heart was beating so fast because I was so nervous. I had to sit down at the table and breathe for a minute. I really wanted a little boy.

Praying for the color blue to show up somehow, I felt a pair of hands fall on my shoulders and massage them. The stress slowly faded as I looked up at Jess smiling down at me and continuing with the shoulder rub.

"Babe, relax. We're going to have a wonderful time. No matter what this baby turns out to be, we'll still love it. Though, it will be a girl. If it's not, I'll tear this whole house up into shreds. But...everything will be okay, Jay. I promise," she spoke as her hands made their way down my chest and towards my inner thighs.

Getting the shivers, my hand moved slowly against her left arm as I placed a sweet kiss on it to say "Well, get started tearing up the house because I know good and damn well that the baby is a boy-"

And once that word left my lips and I stood up from the chair, Jess wrapped her left hand around my neck tightly to where I could barely breath and gave me her bothered look. The worst bothered look that I had ever laid eyes on.

"Let me tell you something. Call it Damien one more time and I'll shove a Damien all up in yo-"

"Okay! Okay! Damn! I won't call it Damien..." I started before she let go of my neck and smiled at me. She better be lucky I was used to that and that I may have liked it.

"Good girl. Never mess with a woman with a baby. They could be worse than a woman that's not pregnant," she said as she placed her finger into a random bowl of ice cream sitting on the table and stuck it in my mouth for me to suck dry.

The sensual tension between us was so high, but we both knew it would be difficult to do anything right now with everyone being in the house. I couldn't do what I wanted to, but damn...did I want to in that moment.

"You should really keep this going. I love the tease," I winked after she pulled her fingers out of my mouth.

"Imagine those in a place where the sun doesn't shine much," she spoke biting her lip.

"I'd rather them be around my neck. Choke me, Cupcake," I said grabbing her hand to place around my neck and biting my lip.

"Well, say that Damien shit again and they will be," she said snatching her hand away from my neck and smiling up at me.

"You know what? I won't...because I think that Eli would be a better name anyway," I said as she widened her eyes at me and almost went for my neck until we heard a pair of heels stomp against the kitchen floor.

"Mind if I join in?" Carmon spoke with a wink and ruining the entire moment. This is why I enjoyed being in the house with Jess by myself for that one day.

"Don't you have a man to taste, Carmon?" Jess said rolling her eyes and picking up the bowl of ice cream to eat. I feel the same, boo. I feel the same way.

"I do, but that's the greatest thing about being attracted to practically everyone. There aren't any limits for me," she said getting closer to Jess just to grab her ass check really hard and walk away. She really wanted Jess and I to switch personalities.

Clearing her throat, Jess said "I think that's our cue to go to the party."

Why did she look all worked up over Carmon grabbing her ass like that? The small huffing and puffing from Jess rubbed me the wrong way as I was too bothered by the ass grabbing. I'm gonna limit Carmon to a damn stock if she doesn't keep her fingers off my girl's ass!

As we walked out to the back door, we see Rena with two paint palettes and paintbrushes and my heart jumps at the sight. It was time for the gender reveal.

"Okay, everyone! Settle down please!" She said politely to get everyone quiet but that didn't stop everyone from talking. Rena just had that soft voice that didn't get many people's attention.

Once we heard a loud unusual sound come from Tiff, we all got quiet. "CUT THE DAMN NOISE!"

Everyone sat down at her words as Rena continued with the baby reveal. Shaking in my boots, I watched Rena pass us the paint palettes and brushes to say "Thanks, Tiff. Okay, Jess and Jana are going to paint the canvas and it will display the baby's name which reveals if it's a girl or a boy. The paint will make the names show up. Are you ready?"

Shaking my head in nervousness, I followed Jess up towards the canvas with the blue paint on my palette and the pink was on hers. My heart was beating so fast and I couldn't back out now. I was really hoping for that sweet boy. It would be so wonderful.

Jess moved to the right side of the canvas to get the end of the name as I was stuck painting the left side to get the beginning. Everyone watched us as we got lost into the strokes of the brushes. Jess took me out of my trance by squealing saying "OH MY GOSH! IT'S A GIRL! I KNEW IT!"

Sighing at the sight of the ending of the name, I studied the canvas a little more and saw that the top of it was still blank. My heart sank at the sight of the girl's name. There was so much hope for a little boy but I guess there would be other times to have a little boy.

I had to take my mind off of the negative aspect of all of this so I just continued painting the blank part of the canvas. What I saw while painting the top shocked the hell out of me...

"Rena, is this a joke?!" I shouted as I turned to Rena in shock. Jess had stopped jumping around with Tiff and Carmon and her face fell at the sight of the canvas. They were all excited about the news until they saw what I saw.

"Nope. I'm not kidding. Isn't it amazing?!" Rena said excitingly with a bright smile on her face like this was some kind of cute.

"Rena...I love you dearly...but I'm about to shoot your ass in the damn foot if you really think-"

"I'm not playing! This is what the doctor said and there's even ultrasound pictures to show that-"

"We're really having twins?!" Jess freaked out and let her head fall to the ground as we both had seen the names Eli and Demi printed on the canvas. How Rena even knew that I wanted the name changed to Eli, I would never know.

"Awww! No wonder you're looking a little bigger than you're supposed to be. Congratulations, ya taco lickers!" Tiff said as she chuckled at the idea...like it was a joke!

"Oh my...twins...glad I dodged that bullet with Leo," Carmon said making the situation no better!

"Twins! Surprise! Congrats!" Rena said as she hugged the both of us like we were expecting this.

Honestly, I didn't know how to feel. It was wonderful that we both got what we wanted...but that was a second baby that we had to take care of. We planned for only one.