What's up, folks?! I hope you guys are doing well because this Corona is making many people panic! Please remember to STAY INSIDE! It helps tremendously! #readtogether

Anyway...

Y'all doing alright after all of that teasing?

Do you think Carmon and Trent will eventually get together? How are you feeling about the two?

Well, we are back with another chapter for Screw Me Over! Jana is here to try and pick up her friend while maybe falling into....not love....but something else.

Okay, I'll stop. I'll stop.

Anyway, please see the triggers that are in the summary of this story! Jana may speak a bit more about her relationship and if you don't read stuff like that...just don't read it. If you've made it this far in the story, you're okay with her relationship with Jess.

Alright, y'all! That's all I have! You may continue! 💜🤫
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"Babe, I'm scared as hell. What do you think is wrong with Carmon?" I asked Jess nervously as we studied Carmon's posture on the couch. She was just sitting there with her hands on her face and her hair all over her head. Would you believe me if I told you that this woman was sitting like this for three days straight?

That's exactly how she stayed. As all of us walked through the living space, we kept eyeing Carmon on the couch just to see if she would move. She didn't move an inch.

The rest of us just figured that she was still pissed at us about the whole Heath thing. She had been gone for a while and we thought she didn't want to be bothered. None of us said anything to her out of fear that she would flip the hell out. She was worse than Jess when she was freaked out. You don't remember when she tried to kill Rena a few months ago?

"Why don't YOU talk to her? She's closer to you than the rest of us. She'll probably talk to you more," Jess spoke as she prepared herself for work. My eyes studied my beautiful slim fiancée as she slipped her jeans on for work. Watching her clasp her bra on from the front and spin it to the back was the hottest thing I had ever seen in that moment.

The worst part about having a partner that worked in retail or fast food is that they work on weekends. They have no options but to go in. I couldn't eat her up and out in that moment. Fuck work, have sex. Shit.

She had a point though. Carmon opened up to me the most but I didn't want Jess knowing about our past together or for her to jump to conclusions. We've already had someone jump to conclusions out of our relationship.

"Fine, but you have a great day at work. Don't hurt anybody or fuck anyone up, alright?" I said as my left hand connected to her right ass cheek. She didn't feel confident about her body but let others believe she was and played the part well. As long as I loved it though, that was all that mattered. It felt good knowing that I was the only one who could do that to her and she love it.

Once she smirked back at me in the mirror, I wrapped my arms around my loving lady while begging "Please don't leave me, boo! PLEASE!"

"Now you know good and well-"

"Yeah, I know. 'I've gotta go to work so we can move out soon and still have money in our pockets'. I get it. Just one night, I'd wish you'd skip work to stay with me," I mocked as she finished getting ready for work. She gave me the devilish smirk before grabbing her keys.

Surprise! None of the other girls know, but Jess and I have been house hunting for a minute. We figured that it would be the right time to look around since we're getting married soon...hopefully.

And I say hopefully not just because we're still rocky in some areas of our relationship. I say this because same-sex marriage is looked down upon here. Yes, we still live in a state that's still caught up in their traditional ways. We're scared to even get a marriage license because we're afraid they wouldn't accept our request for one since we're both women trying to seal the deal of our love.

So over these homophobic assholes. I'm surprised we're still allowed to have our Pride celebrations here.

Anyway, as she wrapped her arms around me, she said "Yeah, yeah, yeah. You don't get in any trouble or I'm bringing the wrath of Khan up in this bitch, you understand?"

Smiling at her comment, she pressed her sweet lips into mine and our kiss got deeper. It was like being in the honeymoon phase all over again just waiting for the thunderstorm to come again.

Once she pulled herself away from me, she sighed and walked out to get to her job. Walmart can suck my left toe for taking my girl away from me on a weekend. It's been so long since we've actually spent time together on a weekend. With me doing gigs, it's pretty hard to get time together during those times. This weekend could have been perfect.

Once I walked Jess to the apartment door and she walked out, I looked over to Carmon sitting in that same position she's been in for three days, 15 hours, and 19 minutes. Don't ask me how I know that.

Clearing my throat, my eyes watched Carmon's head let up slowly and her hair covered her face while she sniffled. Here we go again. Something happened with this boss guy. She probably got fired from making passes at him.

Listening to her breathe heavily, I decided to open the floor up for discussion with "So what the hell happened now?"

She shook her head to say "Jana, what the hell is wrong with me?!"

That shout at the end let me know that she definitely got fired from her job. Damn it. This was going to be a long ass conversation about this guy coming onto her and she slapped him so she got fired...or some shit like that.

Sitting by her on the couch and making myself comfortable like the good friend I am, I asked for more information. "Jana, I don't even know what it is. When I fuck around with someone, I don't ever feel like this. I've been in my feelings. My lingering feelings, my reoccurring thoughts of these past few evenings, and my mood swings are terrible. I'm over this."

"Who's got you feeling like this, Carms?"

"Who else, Jay?" My eyes widened at the possibility that it could have been Heath she's fallen for all over again. Was she talking to this monster again? I thought we've gotten rid of this heathen a while ago.

Ha. Heath. Heathen. See what I did there?

Giving my motherly point, I spoke with "Carmon, if you are even thinking about this hood-"

"He just follows me everywhere, Jana. Everywhere I turn, he's right there giving me that damned smirk or smug look like he's caught my ass. He talks to me like he really knows me. He even has Raina hooked to him like a fish on a damn line. I absolutely hate him."

Well, that changed my mind quickly. Heath can't follow her anywhere because he stuck behind bars. He can't talk to her because they're banned from talking to each other. So, who else could she be talking about?

"Jana, I hate everything about this man besides his...sweet touch. Oh, when he caressed my body, I drowned in an ocean of pure bliss. He picked me up, treated my body like a sacred temple, he just...I don't know. It's all confusing to me," she continued as she stood up in excitement and sat down in disappointment just to tuck her hair back behind her ear.

Well, that took Heath off the list completely. That guy wouldn't make Carmon talk like that at all. If anything, Carmon wouldn't be talking at all. My mind went through the hundreds of other men she's dealt with as she continued talking.

"But at work...he's different. Eye on the prize and professional, but still eyes me like I'm the last turkey on Thanksgiving. Jana, what is this?"

Now she's saying random shit that she's never said before? What kind of Carmon was this?

As while after she said what she said, I realized exactly who she was talking about. The boss man she gave her goodies to at the ball. Damn, she's falling in love.

"I told you that you were falling in love. You've fallen in a big pit of love for this man-"

"Absolutely not! That can't be it. Why would I be in love with my boss? That's wrong and against policy. Plus, what about Heath-"

"What about him, Carms? Fuck him! You obviously love this man, whether you want to admit it or not. Is that who you've been with this whole time you've been gone?"

Her dark brown eyes squinted my way as she said "No. I went to go visit him due to Raina's surprise playdate with his son and...well..."

"You two had a playdate of your own?! Carmon, he wore your back out?! Did he make you do the splits during sex? Cause you haven't done that with anyone yet. Oh my gosh! You did-"

"NO! You know I'm saving that for...never mind. But no, I didn't do that yet."

"Carmon, he drove you to infinity and beyond. You have the BSB. The bomb sex blues. Lemme ask you this. How many times?" Once I asked this, everything grew quiet for a minute. Carmon looked at me ashamed just to say...

"Maybe like five times. I lost count after four to be honest. He can go on for hours, Jay. His thick, long shaft had me crying for more of him each time. That's not what got to me. What really got to me was his touch. His tender kisses. The way he held my body and handled it with so much care. Like he knew what he was doing. He fucked me like he knew me inward and outward. Jana..."

A smirk curled up on my face as she turned back to me with a concern look on her face. Oh yeah, my once freak-a-leek was officially in love.

"You're so right. This is terrible. We have to-"

"Carms, calm down. It's a feeling you're not used to. It just fell in your lap and you don't know exactly what to do with it. It's okay. This guy seems to know what he's doing with you though and it seems like it's nothing like what these other guys have done. Just follow his lead because you deserve a love like this."

She sighed and said "No, I really don't. I'm already in love with someone. He just can't...well, he....he can't be here yet," Carmon debated with herself as she intertwined her fingers and held her head down in shame. She was going into the dark again. This woman was absolutely in denial.

Then again, she was on the edge of cracking that Heath shell. We had pushed her to that edge and she was trying so hard to keep it on. Maybe I can push it further and it all just fall off. She'll crack under the pressure.

"You know what, Carms? You're right. Heath does love you. In fact, he called Brian the other day and asked to speak with you."

Of course, he didn't really do that. In fact, Brian called to check up on him but Heath refused to talk to anyone, especially us due to everything that's happened. He was onto us big time.

I wanted to see what Carmon would say when I said that. Her deep brown eyes looked into mine with a mixture of resentment and excitement as she said "Are you serious? He really asked about me?"

Okay, so maybe I went a bit overboard and got her hopes up. I should probably tell her the truth. "Well, Carmon-"

"Jana, you don't have to remind me. I know about him not getting out for a while. Maybe you guys are right. It's probably time that I..." she drifted off and held her head down again like she had been for the past almost four days. Sniffling at the already known thought, she wiped the falling tears from her eyes and face. I sat by her just to pull her in my arms and comfort her. I felt bad for pushing her over the edge like that.

"Carmon, you were in lust all by yourself with Heath. Now, you're in love with someone else who obviously loves you back. You have to accept it because you need it. You deserve it."

Hearing her sob harder made me feel sad for her, but relieved that she finally broke. She finally saw that Boss Dude was the one for her. Well...even if she doesn't get with the guy, at least she knew that she deserved so much more than Heath.

As I felt her hot tears fall onto my thin white t-shirt, she opened up with a "Please don't tell any of the other girls. I don't want to hear their renditions of the 'I Told You So' speech. Jana, what am I going to do? This guy is my boss. What do I-"

"Shhh. We're going to do what we normally do," I reassured her as she continued cleaning her face with her hands.

"And what is that?" she asked as she sat up from my hold and smiled through her tears and pinkish face. What's the one place two women like us go to?

"Strip club, duh! Get dressed!"

She laughed a hearty laugh and said "You know what? You know me so well. Give me about an hour."

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One thing I love about my best friend is that she can bounce back from a depressing situation. As soon as we entered the place, she had the whole joint jumping. She brought out her positive mood and the rest of us fed off of her. Usually, I can get a party started, but Carmon was way ahead of me. It was fun to see her back in her hot ass element. Sorry, she was wearing her Daisy Dukes that cupped her ass-

Let me stop before Jess cuts me in my thoughts.

Once we sat down at the bar, we ordered a few drinks and watched as the next stripper came out to perform. This one caught my eyes in her revealing pink outfit. It got me hot a little watching her dance around the stage and slide down that damn pole.

Her curves were as curvy as one of those curved roads and I wanted to ride all of those. She was just exquisite. Damn, I wish Jess was this curvy.

"Indie!" Carmon shouted taking me out of my dirty thoughts about her sexy stripper friend. Somehow, she ended up right by Carmon just conversing with her about something I knew nothing about. I was still studying this woman's peeking chest wondering what size she was. She was probably about the same size as my past fling.

"Hey! Eyes are up here, girl! Like what you see though, huh?" she spoke making me come from my precious thoughts of digging my tongue into her center. She probably tastes like peaches.

"Excuse my friend. She just realized that she needs to text her fiancée or she'll get that ten-finger combo." Carmon ruined the moment as she eyed me with a disapproving look. Got damn it, Carms! Can't a girl have a bit of eye candy for a little bit?! I already know I can't sleep with her!

Making me feel bothered, I still overheard their conversation on Carmon going up on stage to strip as I sent my crazy wife-to-be a text. Thanks to Carmon.

"I couldn't do that, Indie. I'm sure they don't just let everyone go up there. This is your job," Carms said as she took another shot.

As I continued listening to their conversation and finishing up my text, not even two seconds later, Jess sent a text back with...

Jess: You better not fuck around with anyone there or I'm blowing the spot. You know I'll do it. Love you boo! Have fun!

There she went again. Even though it was just a text, it still bothered me how she didn't fully trust me yet. I couldn't blame her, but her holding my old ways over my head didn't help our relationship move forward.

Anyway, about 20 minutes into my drinks and I see Carmon and her friend come out in a stripper cowgirl outfit. My drink dropped to the floor as my I grew flustered. Watching Carmon's precious mounds bounce a bit through her exposing shirt and watching her move her ass around sensually made me bite my lip back a bit. Think of Jess killing you. Think of Jess killing you.

Oh hell. Who am I kidding? Carmon was hot as hell and she was stacking up on dollars getting everyone in the crowd to love her. I know I did. She was definitely a crowd-favorite, but the crowd couldn't see her naked. The perks of being a hot woman's best friend.

My eyes couldn't be taken off of my sexy best friend. She was a sight for horny eyes to see but the smile on her face made me happy for her. Then she bit her lip and it turned me on even more. I wanted to throw her on the stage and do her, but I'm locked down.

Once Carmon came back with her friend all giddy and shit, she hugged me as I watched her with a stunned look on my face. My core got wet thinking of her breast pressed up against my chest. GOT DAMN IT! This woman was hot as hell!

"I can't believe I did that! That was so much fun. Thanks, Indie. Maybe you, the rest of the girls and I can catch up one day. We'll all get together soon," Carmon spoke as she hugged her friend and my eyes couldn't help but stare at her ass again. Damn, damn, damn...

"Absolutely. I'm holding you to that, Carmon. Nice to meet you, Carmon's friend. Don't stare too hard. You'll do something you shouldn't." Her friend caught me and grabbed my attention as she winked at me and walked away. I hate having hot friends sometimes.

Carmon turned to me to say "We can continue this party at home now. I think I'm a bit worn out now."

"Seriously, Carmon? We just got here like an hour and a half ago. Is this guy taking the fun out of you or something?" I persuaded. That didn't even work.

"No! I still have my fun side! I just got tired from all of the dancing and such. Stripping is so hard and I didn't even get on the pole. Tell you what. I'll take an Uber home and you keep enjoying your time here, okay?" Carmon suggested. Of course I didn't feel comfortable with her going home alone, but she wanted to go home and I didn't. I wanted to keep watching her hot ass friend.

"Fine, but please be careful," I spoke as she nodded at me. Once she left, I realized that I may have made a huge mistake...