What's up folks?!

Wasn't that a sweet moment? I love seeing the girls get together to help each other!

Carmon seems like she's got something to hide, huh? What do you think?

Well, we might find out what that thing is because it's Carmon's turn in the spotlight. It's time for Carmon to come out of hiding. (If you didn't get that...yeah never mind)

Please see the triggers that are in the summary of this story. You may find sex scene in here. If you see it, skip over it. Just saying.

Alright, y'all! That's all I have! You may continue! 💜🤫

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One thing I shouldn't do is tell these girls something. When you tell one of them something, they all have to know. They find out everything.

Literally.

They're always quick to point out someone's flaws or sins but can't focus on their own.

That bothers me so much. There is no privacy in this house.

Sometimes, I feel I need to find new friends. Some friends that do not tell everything that I do. Maybe things would be calmer. Some friends that can be a good role model for my daughter. Six years old is very young for a child to learn about sex, right? I don't think that Raina should know about any of this stuff. No, she doesn't know that this stuff is about sex, but she will before we all figure it out. She shouldn't know how to tangle up with someone like a pretzel. That's not a game.

Maybe I should just move. I am the oldest of all the girls and I'm being treated like my daughter. I am not six years old anymore. I've grown into a 23-year-old that just wants her father to be in her life...

And possibly mine as well.

Let's not forget that I'm a bad mother because I'm always out doing something. They think I'm always getting drunk and fucking around. They're possibly right on that one. That's not an everyday thing though.

What do I really do?

I'm always with Heath.

I go over to Heath's house after a night out on the town or something. That's an everyday thing.

Wait. That didn't sound any better.

Well, my point is that I shouldn't be stuck up in this house and treated like a child. Everyone has their own life to live and you don't see me trying to control their lives.

Maybe it's because my life is barely controllable by its owner.

Sitting around gets you in your feelings. Maybe that's why I'm a party starter. There's nothing wrong with going out for a drink or two...

Or five. Drinks make going out more fun in my opinion.

Although going out to clubs is fun, so is spending time with my little girl and that's why we're going to the balloon fest.

"Mommy, when are we leaving?!" Raina said as she pulled on my arm. I was trying to put on makeup so I didn't go looking a mess.

"Raina, we'll leave in about 30 minutes. I have to finish putting stuff on my face, sweetheart," I said taking my arm away from her.

"But Mommy..." Raina said as she gave me those puppy eyes. Her black hair was put in pigtails with white bows on each of them. She was also in a white shirt and overalls were over them. She was wearing new red Converse shoes that Rena gave her for Christmas. You could definitely tell that Rena dressed her. She would be in a cute little dress if I did.

"You don't need to paint your face. Come on, Mommy," she continued. That little outfit and her grey eyes made her look so sweet. She was right. I didn't have to put on any makeup, but I felt the need to. It makes me feel more beautiful.

As I put my eye shadow on, I realized that all the girls were gone. At this moment, it was around four in the evening. Rena was at work until 6:30, Tiffany was at a football game with her college friends, Jana was at work for another five hours, and Jessica went off with Brian to find a new job for him.

Brian's our super corny friend that I dated for a few months when I was about 14. It was awkward. He goes to college with Tiffany and Rena, but he's not as involved. He's dated almost all of us besides Rena but the rest of us know he secretly wants her. She's smart to not date or do anything with him.

Finishing off my makeup, I looked at myself in the mirror. I felt sexy as hell, but thought about what I would look like with no makeup on? I've seen myself without it on, but what would people say about me not having any on? No one has seen me without makeup on in public.

"UGH! Mommy, are you ready to go?" Raina said annoyed. I looked at her and said "Yes, honey. I'm ready." I quickly put everything away and dusted off my white dress with roses on it. It flew out and covered my dress flats. Think of Marilyn Monroe's white dress that wrapped around her neck when she was standing over that vent. That's the kind of dress I wore except it had sleeves.

I grabbed my phone, keys, and purse from the room. We left the apartment and locked the apartment door. Raina jumped up and down while clapping right beside the truck. I smiled and unlocked the door. She climbed in with a huge smile on her face. As I buckled her into her car seat, she kicked her legs in excitement and said "I'm so happy to see the balloons, Mommy! They're gonna be so big!" Her sweet little voice made my heart flutter. It was true joy from a child that wondered about our adult lives all the time. She finally gets to be a kid.

Once I settled in the car and put my seatbelt on, the car was started and I said "Raina, I'm excited too."

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We got to this balloon fest and there was so much going on. They had tons of food trucks, games, and a petting zoo. They had more things, but Loraina was focused on those things. I got my money's worth for this event. It was 40 dollars for both of us to get unlimited access to everything. She was ready for the balloons. While walking around, a few men gave me some looks of interest. My body was turned on from a few of them, but my daughter was here. My face made things no better. I felt my face making it's turned on face. My body was hot a bit. Maybe I'm not the best mother.

"Mommy, look at the piggies!" Raina said as she dragged me towards the petting zoo. Well that took me out of the mood. We got up and close with the piglets to pet them.

This was not the event to wear a white dress. It was a bit dirty. Dusting it off would have made it worse. I should have matched with Raina and wore overalls. This is what happens when you try to be cute at an event that you really don't need to be cute at.

Anyway, we got to see the ducks, chicks, baby goats and elephants. Raina wanted to get on one of the elephants, so the gate keeper put her on a baby elephant. I turned around to look for food and I hear Raina scream "MOMMY, LOOK! I'M ON A BABY ELEPHANT!" It was so embarrassing but cute because she was so excited. Her screaming caught the attention of a few parents, but the joy on Raina's face brought joy to my heart. I pulled out my phone and took pictures of Raina having fun on the elephant. As soon as those pictures were snapped, Rena sends a text to our group text:

Rena: Please send pictures of Raina! I hope she's having fun!

Me: I just took pictures, Rena. Aren't you supposed to be at work?

Rena: Girl, all of the kiddos left. I'm just putting stuff away now.

Jessica: This is cool and all, but can y'all text this to each other separately?

Tiffany: The one time I actually agree with this hoe.

Jana: I actually want to see the pictures. Send them, Carms.

Did Jana really just call me 'Carms'? That's what....never mind.

As I'm sending the pictures to the group chat, I hear a "HEY! Watch out, little girl!" Thinking that was Raina, I ran over to the other side of the elephant and found out it was a little boy who screamed that.

"Well don't stand in my way, boy! I had to get off!" Raina screamed back at the little boy. One thing that she gets from me is the ways she defends herself. I love it.

"Troy, stop it. Leave the girl alone," a man said running towards the little boy. The boy was white and had blue eyes with blond hair. He was wearing a shirt with the words 'Science Rocks' on it, blue jeans, and blue tennis shoes. The man looked just like the kid with his blonde undercut style haircut with a medium-sized faded dark blonde beard. He was slightly built like Leonardo DiCaprio with green eyes. He was also wearing a suit. A gray suit at that. He looked like he was in his early 30s. Possible late 20s.

"She kicked me in the face, Dad," the boy said as the man grabbed his hand.

I looked at Raina as she blurted "Well, you should have moved! You punk ass bitch!"

Well, that was unexpected. That was my time to intervene. Just when you think your daughter was on the right path, here come your other friends to ruin everything. "Excuse me? Little girl, don't talk to my son like that," the man said as he kneeled down to Raina.

"Raina, why did you say that? This is why we cannot go out, honey," I said as I squatted in front of her.

"He was being a bully, Mommy!" she said angrily.

I should have pulled a belt out and popped her ass for showing out, but we were in public. Anything could've happened.

"When people are mean to you, you never say those words. You always tell me. I bet you heard that from your Auntie Jess and Jay, huh?" I said feeling so bad. She had to apologize to that little boy.

"Nope. Auntie Tiff said that. Now, come on. Mommy, I'm hungry!" she said trying to change the subject. Go fucking figure.

Grabbing her hand, I said "I think you owe this little boy an apology." She rolled her eyes, pouted, crossed her arms, and marched over to the boy. He looked about seven or eight years old.

"Sorry for kicking you in the face and calling you a punk a-"

"Okay! Thank you, sweetheart. We forgive you!" the man said in surprise and covered Raina's mouth. Who the fuck did he think he was?! Putting his hand over my little girl's mouth like that.

I smacked his hand away and said "Please don't touch my daughter. I know she just said something bad, but don't put your hands over her mouth like that please." No one touches my daughter like that, besides the girls and me.

Do you want to know what this guy had the nerve to say?

"I'm sorry. I didn't want anyone to think she was being unruly," the man said as he stood up and looked down at me.

"Unruly though? All she said was 'punk ass bitch'. She never hit him out of anger. It was an accident," I defended.

"It sounds like you taught her all of that. It's mothers like you that make it hard for children to succeed," the man said.

No the fuck this man did not just say my child won't succeed.

"And it's men like you that will never find love. Your head is so far up your ass that you can't even think straight. I bet you have a small penis. Instead of your head being up your ass, you need to focus it down there by your penis. Maybe it'll get bigger. Like I said, don't touch my daughter again," I said angrily.

When it comes to my daughter, don't test me.

"Good luck with your daughter. Children usually follow what their parents do. I hope that doesn't happen with your daughter," the man said as he walked away with his son.

"Oh, how fatherly of you! Sounds like you should worry more about your son messing around with other little girls! You know? Just so he doesn't become the deadbeat ass baby daddy to these girls!" I shouted. I may have gone a bit overboard, but nobody talks about my daughter. I should have got his number. He and Tiffany would have made the perfect couple. Mr. and Mrs. Douchebag.

"Mommy, are you okay?" Raina said as she walked back over to me. Taking a deep breath and catching many eyes still on me.

"I'll be okay, honey," I reassured Raina.

"I want a funnel cake with ice cream and sprinkles," she said smiling at me.

I looked down at her so confused and said, "Do you really think that you deserve a funnel cake with ice cream and sprinkles?" Her smile changed to a frown and she shook her head.

Sighing the rest of my frustration away, I said "Put chocolate syrup on it and you've got a deal." We both smiled at each other. We had a rough time by the elephants. Might as well cheer ourselves up while we're still here.

We ran over by the food trucks and got a bunch of food. We got hot dogs, roasted corn, cotton candy, funnel cakes, and sodas. This was not something that was on my diet plan, but my daughter wanted to eat junk food. So we ate junk food.

After we ate, we stuck around and played some games until it was time for the balloons to come out. She beat me in most of them. Only because I let her win.....or maybe she actually beat me in one of them. Anyway, she won all of the small prizes from the games. "Here, Mommy! Take one!" Raina said as she gave me a small monkey she won. I took the monkey and smiled at my little girl.

After that, we rode on a hot air balloon. Raina was scared as hell, but we got tons of pictures. Then, we set up a picnic area in the grass to watch the glowing balloons be released into the sky. As we laid back, she laid on my legs and said "Mommy, I'm so happy. Thank you for taking me here. I love you and you're the best mommy ever." My heart beat a little faster because she said that.

"Sweetheart, I love you too. Never forget that," I said as I played with her pigtails while she laid on my legs.

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Being a parent is hard. No one said it was going to be easy. They didn't give you a manual or good tips to being a perfect parent. It's only hard because of moments like this. You have to discipline and help shape them to get moments like these. I love my daughter despite how scarred she is with sex toys, condoms, and curse words. She is my smart and strong baby.

"Hello," I answered as I started on my makeup to get ready to go out.

"What's going on, bitch? Alright, my plan is to take everyone to a local bar around here. You know of any good ones?" she asked.

"Why do you want to go to a bar? Why not go out to a strip club or something? Those are more fun," I said.

"Well, I just wanted to be in a different environment this time. Somewhere that's more put together, you know?" she said.

'Put together?' What did she mean by that?

I didn't bother by asking. I just agreed to it.

"Alright, I'll meet you at the bar by the Sprint building," I said as I continued with my makeup.

"Okay. See you soon, girl," Brittany said as she hung up the phone. I was so ready to spend time with my friends and just let myself go. Let myself loose. Have no worries in the world. No worries about Heath, Raina, or anything else.

After I finished my makeup, I shimmied into a nice mild purple dress that hugged my body. Feeling anxious, I put some black strapped heels on my feet. I tossed and roughened my hair a little. My look was like a 'Be ready for anything, but don't give it out so easily' type of look. I grabbed my purse, phone, and keys before making my way to the door.

As I walked into the living room, Raina and Rena were talking on the couch in their pajamas. Rena laid her head in Raina's lap while Raina stroked her hair.

"That boy doesn't like you? Well, I don't like him. He's not cool, Auntie Rena. You need a new friend. He hurts you a lot."

She wiped a tear from Rena's cheek and kept stroking her hair. My child may not be perfect, but she is one amazing child.

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"Can I get a shot of tequila please?" Brittany told the bartender as she winked at him.

We went to a small bar across town and it had the feel of a sports bar. Just no TVs with football and stuff playing. I ordered a margarita because I didn't want to go full force at a chill bar and make a fool of myself.

"Brittany, for someone who wanted to go to a chill bar, you surely aren't drinking like it," I said as I looked over at her. She was wearing a green tube top with short jean shorts that stopped at her ass cheeks.

Sometimes, I wish I were as small as her. Her breasts were small enough to wear things like that. I'd say that her breasts were about a size C at the most. Her ass made up for that though. She has a sexy ass. Each cheek was about the size of cantaloupes. Compared to her, I felt like I had too much body.

Every time we went out, she got the free drinks from guys, got asked for dances, and was taken back to the homes of millionaires. She was wined and dined.

Once they offered sex, she went for it and came out with so much money. She dated few of them, but she left them after so long. Why do you think she's all the way in California? It's not because she has an actual job. Brittany played the game pretty well.

"I didn't want to be around a ton of people. We can still have fun here. Also, I got a few more friends coming. I didn't want all of us to get lost in the crowd and shit. I need to pee. I'll be back," she said as she stepped down from the bar in her white converse.

Her straight black hair swung from the back as she walked towards the bathrooms. Many guys were already giving her looks of interest. Her olive skin shined as she walked across the room. I turned around and took a deep sign.

As the bartender sat our drinks down, I grabbed my drink and sipped on it from the straw.

"Where'd your friend go?" he said as he looked around the area.

He wiped his hands off with a rag as I said "She went to the bathroom. She should be right back."

I wanted to go home. I missed my daughter and this place was getting boring fast. I didn't think I'd regret being out with my friend tonight. This was one of my closest friends. Why is it so boring? Maybe it was a little too early for the real shit.

"Well that sucks. She left her sexy friend behind," the bartender flirted. My head shot up at him and I pointed at myself confirming if he was talking about me. He winked and kept serving drinks. It was good that he did that. He caught my attention.

Carmon, you're not supposed to make this easy!

I grew interested though. Watching him swiftly serving drinks at the bar became intriguing all of the sudden.

He didn't want me though. I was too much to handle. Came with a ton of baggage. Plus, his scrawny ass couldn't hold me down. A skinny blond-headed man with blue eyes still waiting to mature physically. He looked as if he just turned 21 and he was in college still. A play thing, but I liked his approach.

"Sorry about that. Had to take the cat out. She had to take a leak," Brittany said as she sat back down at the bar.

"You nasty bitch," I chuckled taking another sip of my drink and looking back at that bartender.

I was turned on again just by looking at him. He just moved like he knew what to do at the bar and in the bedroom. His confidence showed as he was doing his job. He may have been skinny, but he was pretty tall. He had to have a big dick. Those deep blue eyes turned to me and I quickly looked at Brittany as she tapped me on the shoulder.

"Don't even. I bet his name is Colton, 22, goes to the community college up the street from the car wash, drives a......2002 Grand Prix, and still lives with his mom to avoid paying dorm fees. He's gotta be a loser. We'll find you someone with some money," Brittany explained as we both looked at the bartender.

She was probably right, but I wasn't looking for anyone with money. I was just horny. I wanted the dick.

"He probably has a small dick too. Just because he's skinny doesn't mean that he's packing," Brittany added as she took a vodka shot.

As soon as I look back, he made his way back towards us. I fixed myself up and sat up straight. Hopefully, my boobs were looking perky and good.

"You ladies want another drink before the rush gets here?" he asked in a sexy flirting kind of way. He smirked at me and I smiled back as my hair fell over my left eye. Here comes Brittany to ruin the mood.

"Yes, but I'm curious about something, Colton. How long have you been in school?". I felt a bit embarrassed. She did that only to prove herself right and it wasn't needed. My eyes widened and my cheeks turned hot. I was nervous as hell.

"Actually, I graduated with a degree in education at the university. I'll be leaving here in about two weeks to work in an elementary school," he winked. I dropped my jaw. A sexy man wanting to be a teacher? That turned me on even more. Few men are trying to be teachers, but I'd love for him to be Raina's teacher.

Or mine. Whichever one he wanted to be.

"Congratulations! That's amazing," I said leaning into the bar and smiling at him.

As soon as our eyes connected, a rush of girls came in yelling "BRITTANY!!!!!!".

They all ran up to her and hugged her. There were about three of them that looked just like her. They even wore the same outfit she did. Obsessed much? What was this? Mean Girls all over again?

"I'll get those drinks ready for you all," the bartender said as he walked away to serve more drinks.

"Hey ladies! This is one of my best friends. Her name is Carmon. Carmon, meet the girls," Brittany said softly trying to introduce me. She looked uncomfortable. How could you feel comfortable if there were three people dressed like you?

As I tried to wave, I was interrupted by one of them. "OMG! This is a cute little bar," she said giggling along with the other girls.

This night was not going to end well if these girls were going to act like this the whole time. I tucked my hair behind my ear, raised my cup in a way to signal another drink, and watched the rush come into the bar. It was about 10:30 and I needed to be drunk. Not bored.

I looked at Brittany as she was bombarded by those friends of hers. Annoying was an overstatement for these girls. They were talking her ear off.

"Here, beautiful. Drink's on me," Colton said as he placed my drink in front of me. I looked up and he smirked at me while leaning over the bar for a while. Sadly, the crowd caught his attention so he had to leave.

"Carmon, get me away from all of this. Come dance with me," Brittany said as she leaned on my shoulder. I sighed and grabbed my drink.

I was dreading this, but "Hey ladies! Let's hit the dancefloor since traffic's picked up!" I said this as I pulled Brittany to the crowd of people on the dancefloor.

Everyone was dancing and grinding to the music. The lights of multiple colors flashed throughout the area. I started grinding and twerking on Brittany as she took out her phone. She was recording my hips gyrating against her.

As I was enjoying myself, I felt a slap on my ass. It was her as she put her phone down. Feeling the music flow though my body, I was pushed over by one of her clones. Rude much? She just took over and attempted to twerk on her.

I walked off to grab another drink from the bar. I needed some time to think.

Maybe her friends shouldn't have come because they were just being annoying and in the way. Brittany was definitely going to explain this situation to me because I didn't deserve to be treated the way I was.

Then again, I could make this work. Just have more fun with the girls, grab their attention.

Once Colton passed me another drink and a few shots, I danced my way towards Brittany and the other girls.

"Here we are, ladies!" I said as I gave them their drinks. Those girls took those shots down so aggressively. I tried dancing to the flow that one of her friends were on.

That wasn't happening. Once I turned my back and started body rolling, she walked off towards Brittany. Was this some kind of competition to see who gets the most attention by her? I was trying to have a good time, but they were just being rude.

Oh well. At least I tried.

I didn't want to worry about them anymore so I escaped through the crowd and ended by a random wall. I had too many drinks in my system, but I didn't care. I needed something to do.

While finishing my drink, my hips began swaying side to side. My head fell back against the wall and my hair fell over my face. At that point, I was drunk. Not sloppy drunk like I wanted though. The DJ played She Knows by Ne-Yo and my hips took a turn of their own by whining against the wall. The room turned from cool to hot in the matter of seconds. My head was hurting for a while, but I was getting into the song.

My hands slid from the top of my body to my hips. I wasn't thinking straight after the temperature changed in the bar. I began to sweat and breathe hard. My head shook to the tune and my hands guided my body to the tune as Ne-Yo's vocals came through my ears.

Suddenly, a mysterious man leaned over me. I couldn't really make out what he looked like because my vision was a bit blurry, but he looked good in that moment. He smelled like the deepest and clearest blue ocean. I was turned on by his fragrance.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the crowd. I wasn't caring because I was bored and wanted someone to tease.

As my hips swayed against his shaft, he wrapped his arms around me and touched my body softly. My hair was a hot mess. It rubbed against the wall at first. The back of my head was rubbing against his shirt at this point. We were just dancing. I had no idea who that guy was and he was already touching me.

I wasn't supposed to be easy, but I was drunk. I didn't care. In fact, I pushed him to continue by leading his hands down my sides. Suddenly, we just started grinding on each other as I wrapped my right arm around his neck. Sweat was dripping down my face and I was still breathing heavily. He didn't make things better by cupping my breast softly. It was like sex on the dancefloor.

He spun me around to face him and we instantly locked lips. His tongue intertwined with mine and our hands were rubbing against each other's bodies. Even though I didn't know the guy, my sensual feelings couldn't be controlled at this point.

He led me to the back of the bar and outside. It was a bit cool outside and dark. There was only one light outside and it wasn't that bright. No one was around. It reminded me of a time when Heath took me to an ally with his friends one day....

But that's something we don't want to talk about right now.

Anyway, the mystery guy pressed me up against the brick wall and kissed my neck. The wall was a bit cool, but I didn't care much. I wanted this man to eat me up and take me down.

As he kissed my neck, he touched me softly. Leading his hand up my dress, the dress raised with his hand. I couldn't remember the last time I was touched this softly. A small moan escaped from my lips. I was enjoying all of this.

As I'm breathing hard and sighing, I unbuttoned his pants and pushed them down. He slipped my thong to the side as I felt the length of that fine shaft of his.

I was so anxious for him to give it to me. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he put his fingers inside me. I let out a much-needed rough moan and pushed his briefs down to the ground.

As we continued kissing each other, I guided his precious shaft into my aching pussy. A soft closed moan came from him as a loud one came from me. I held my right leg against his hip until he held that thigh softly. My hands ran through my hair one good time and fell on his torso as he was thrusting inside me. I felt on his abs for a while until he went faster. Then, I scratched him up.

Moans and groans of pleasure spread around, between the both of us, like a symphony. I bit my lip from time to time, but the feeling of him inside me made me want to groan more and more. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my hands fell towards the top part of his back. I scratched his back with every aggressive moan and squeal.

I was about to climax.

This whole thing lasted for only 30 minutes at the most. Once he climaxed, he pulled out. I had already reached my peak seconds before he did. My head fell back against the wall and a smile just appeared over my face.

That sex was random, but amazing. Taking deep breaths, I looked around and saw the man was gone. This was nothing like any other guy I've been intimate with. It was way better if not the best.

My silly grin went away as soon as I heard Brittany say "Carmon, I finally found you! Girl, come on. I was worried someone kidnapped you."

She seemed annoyed, but at least her friends weren't around. They ruined the whole mood. I was just happy I got what I wanted.