I woke up by myself. Nathan was really mad at me but he didnt show it. I put some clothes on and walked downstairs. I saw him making breakfist. He was listening to music so he didnt notice i came up behing him. I wrappd my arms around his waist. He stiffed then relaxed. He turned to look at me and i smiilied. He looked sleepy. He patted my head then went back to cooking. When he finished we ate in silence. I looked up at him but he didnt look at me.

" we are not going to school today. We are going to stay here and make out all day" he chuckled to himself.

" ok" i responded

His eyes turned blue. He was happy. My uncle came downstairs and wondered why we were still there. I told him i was staying home. He joked with me and said that i was just staying home  so i could lose my Virginity. I blushed and didn't respond. Nathan eyes turned dark pink. I feel like they are always that around me. I looked up at Nathan and his eyes turned white. I got confused then remembered he doesn't want me at see his eyes. My uncle laves out for work. And me and Nathan are left alone.

I made my way upstairs and Nathan followed behind me. I sat on the bed. Nathan sat on the floor. I couldn't help abut peer over at him. I was confused. Why was he being so distant?

"Nathan whats wrong " i asked sitting on the floor next to him.

" i just dont want you to get hurt. I knew what your your father was talking about. But when he said intercorse he looked at me. I knew what that look meant. He wants me to be the one to do it"

Do what? Pop my cherry as so to say. I laid down on his chest. I rubbed circles around on his belly. Did i want him to be the one to be my first. We did just meet like three days ago. But i felt we had a connection. I looked up at him.

" i do what you to be my first" i whispered softly.

He looked down at me. His eyes turned dark pink. I whimpered and started to unbutton his shirt. I went all the way down to the last button. We both stood up. I pushed his shirt off and watched it as it fell to the floor. I looked back up and his lips crashed into mine. He raised his hand to hold the back of my neck. And raised his other hand and pushed my back forward. I felt his member as he pushed himself closer to my area. I moaned that kinda felt good.

He reached his and underneath of my shirt and unclasped my bra. I gasped as he bit my lower lip begging for entrance. I parted my lips and let his tongue slid in my mouth. We kissed like this forever. He backed me up til i was sitting on the bed. He took my shirt and my bra off. I blushed a little as he stared at my breast. He chuckled then grabbed one of my nipples in his mouth. I leaned my head back and moaned. This feeling was forming at the pit of my stomach. He let go and unzipped his pants then kicked them off. I giggled as he struggled to get them off. He looked back at me then smiled. He pushed me back on the bed and kissed my neck. His tongue swirled around the base of my neck. He slid his tongue down and planted little kisses on my belly.

I moaned as he pulled down my panties. He pulled down his boxers to  reveal his hard member. I gasped then blushed. I turned my head away. He kissed my ear lobe.

" i wont hurt you" he whispered in my ear.

He cupped my wet area then inserted one finger into me. I gasped then moaned. I felt a twinge of pain. He pulled out slowly then bent his head down. He looked up at me as if asking permission. I nodded my head and he pulled my hips towards him. I could feel his breath. Warm and hot. He pulled my lips apart and flicked my clit with his tongue. I gasped and moaned loudly. I pulled his hair as he moved his tongue faster. I jerked my hips up against his mouth.

He stopped and planted kisses all the way up to my mouth. He whispered sweet words against my lips. He pushed it inside me. I gasped as tears rolled down my face. This hurt so much. He picked up the pace a little. I moaned in pain and pleasure. Tears streaming down my face. He looked up at me and kissed ny tears away. He pulled it out of me and layed next to me.

I curled up next his chest and cried.