So yeah I have literally no new art because I haven't been at school to doodle and my activity on Wattpad has been a bit sparse... I haven't been on Wattpad for like a fricken week. I had 96 notifications and I just dropped down and started praying, "dear Lord Jesus in Heaven above, have mercy" because I was really not feeling looking through a bajillion messages. But anyway, I'm back now, and I'm gonna show you my 183728198383 mile long series of doodles from the beginning of this school year until the end. Some of it will be art I've already shown you, some of it wont be. Anyway, on to the art.

This was the very first piece of "art" I drew and it's also the first telltale sign my classmates found out that I was obsessed with wolves and drawing. It was referenced off of something I found on DeviantArt.

This was back when I didn't vent, I wasn't sad, I was actually really happy. I just drew chains and stuff to practice emotions, but now...

Whelp someone just went full attention seeking emo but you know what? I don't care.

On to the next picture XD

Kill me. I still did that thing where I thought fur tufts needed to be added just about everywhere.

Down in the bottom right corner, that wolf thing? I'm still kinda proud of that because I'm cool.

Heeeeey I just realized that this was the FIRST time I tried to replicate that 'dear rabbit' style. As you can see, I royally sucked at it. I also got really offended when they told me that they liked the one that wasn't my style better XD

I hate how I made ears back then. Just... Ugh.

Let the cringe intensify. I didn't think this would be that cringey... Until it was.

One of my teachers told me, "it takes real skill to do something like that" and I was like, "fish you wanna fight me? I've been drawing for two years straight and let me tell you, before I practiced I sucked! Skill has no part of it!" Well, not actually, but I thought it.

Mmmmmmath problems.... Yay.

This was around that time that I was watching those wolf cams. The wolves were very fluffy and round which game the, basically no definition at all. I also thought I was a lot better anatomically then other professional artists because they make wolves look like these short haired German Shepards.

More fluffy wolves referenced from real-time wolf cams.

Background practice that I was actually super proud of, but I never finished because I was too lazy. I still like the grass and pine trees, though.

Alright, we're starting to get into some of the more recent (and better) stuff.

A lot of the stuff you'll see from now on is stuff you've probably seen before.

*is proud of most of the stuff on this page* also CrimsonSkull on the bottom middle there is me trying to recreate the position that I made in your art trade ^_^

A bunch of venting stuff that I think you've already seen

More recent stuff, still venting. Those last two weeks were a living hell

Fun fact my teacher saw this page of vents and didn't really say anything, just complimented my ability to put emotion into animals, like that yelling/growling one in the top right corner. I was scared she was gonna call my mother like, "um... So I'm kind of concerned with your daughter's well being. She has these rather disturbing drawings on her desk and I fear that she's depressed." Or something like that. And the teacher would tell her kids (who go to my school) to be extra nice to me or something. Speaking of which, at the end of this chapter I have a story. And I was scared that my parents would think that I was suicidal or something and get me to go to counselling or something. Anyway.

^my profile picture along with other things that I'm super proud of

Also that is the best representation of what an Upgraded looks like on the left, and a Canadian Maned Wolf Afterlight on the right.

And here we are at my last doodle page. The one on the bottom left says, "I look autistic sitting like this but I DON'T CARE", Aniratac7 gets what the "Why, battery, WHY?" One is about, bottom right one says, "CAN'T SCHOOL JUST END ALREADY" and the rest is just doodles.

Okay, so here's the story. At my graduation from the Christian school (praise Jesus hallelujah I'm outta there, not because of the school but because of the people in it) we went to the Algonquin (a super fancy hotel). I went with my friend (Aniratac7 you know who this friend is so if you say a word about it to him I will kill you) who wants to be more than a friend but I don't and he doesn't go to my school. So long story short he picked me roses and we did this cheesey thing where we'd take turns using a word to describe each other. But the other people at the dance acted really strange, and I think my mother must've told that teacher that I was talking about earlier in the chapter that I was a bit hurt (biggest understatement of the year) by how I was being treated by the people at that school, and I think that teacher told her kids, who went on to tell the other kids, and eventually everyone in the school knew that I was being treated like crap. *breathes* anyway so they were acting really strange. Since I don't like to dance me and my friend just kind of sat out for the whole dance for the most part. And people actually came up to me and they wanted me to dance (not like, "will you come dance with me" but more like "you seem sad and dancing is fun so let's go dance" kind of thing". One person who is the one who I reeeeaaaalllly don't like (Aniratac I know I've tagged you like four times this chapter, but this person is the Jerkface we talked about) asked me to dance (it was a boy). At first I was kind of taken back but I wanted to be remembered in a positive light when I went to a new school, so I said yes. But then he just said, "oh nice dance" and walked away. I mean, what the frig, I was in the middle of getting up to dance and you act like I didn't want to dance? *sigh* I need to stop talking about this because I'm getting stressed out. Anyway, fun story, put "I read the whole story" in the comments if you actually read through all of this.

So yeah... Shouldn't it be against the law to burn people's eyes out with terrible art? I mean, why didn't you guys tell me I sucked? Heck, I probably still suck but I don't know it. Anyway... Have a nice day, I guess? I don't really know how to end this. Bye?