What am I seeing?
Seeing a bloody corpse,
On a rainy day,
On the floor,
Bleeding.

What am I doing?
Seeing a pool of blood,
On a cold surface,
On a misty day.
Spilled.

Again, what am I doing?
Crying, hearing screams in my head.
On a sunny day,
On my lovely bed,
Cutting.

What should I be doing?
Telling, telling her about it.
Telling her what I'm seeing,
Telling her I see hallucinations.
Horrible ones.

What did I end up doing?
Bleeding, telling her it's alright.
Hiding these scars from her.
I regret not telling her sooner.
"I'm fine." I chuckle.