"Jimin, you're still awake?" Yoongi asked as he walked in the room.

"Yes. I couldn't really sleep." He responded excitedly. He rushed towards Yoongi's direction and pecked him in the lips.

He immediately blushed at his own action. It still felt surreal to hold and kiss Yoongi. It felt like a dream that he didn't ever want to wake up from.

"Why's that?" He wondered through a smile. Jimin wasn't the only one that felt weird about this relationship, however Yoongi allowed himself to feel everything.

"I don't know. I'm excited. You're my boyfriend now, right?"

"Yes. Of course."

Jimin grinned, grabbing his hand and pulling along. He opened the glass door and took a seat on one of the chairs. He motioned Yoongi to do the same.

It was cold and snowy like usual. However, something about the big new moon made it all so comforting. Jimin kept looking up until Yoongi spoke up again.

"Jimin?"

"Yes?"

"Why did you ask Vernon to show you your previous life?"

Jimin stopped smiling and turned towards Yoongi. He nearly choked on his saliva but quickly cleared his throat trying to play it off like nothing.

"Me? What? I...I don't know what you're talking about."

"Really now?"

"Yeah. I don't know...I don't know what you mean." He murmured embarrassed. It was useless to lie to someone who could easily know the truth.

"Did you forget that I can see what you've done by touching you?"

Jimin's blush deepened. "You said you wouldn't use your power on me anymore. Did you forget that?"

Yoongi was now the one that was embarrassed. He had told Jimin that but he couldn't help himself. He wanted to know what had happened while he was gone. He wanted to know why he had been acting so strange.

Truth was, he had also been curious to see the I interaction with Hoseok. A part of him feared that there was still some connection between the two. It was stupid jealousy.

"I know I shouldn't have. I'm sorry for that, but I needed to know what was wrong. You were acting so strange. I feared that you were sick."

Jimin looked ahead at the darkness in front of them. He had been so cold but speaking up about this flustered him in so many ways that it had warmed his body up.

He understood what Yoongi meant. He also couldn't help himself and ask Vernon about his past. Curiosity was a deadly thing.

"Did Vernon get in trouble? I made him do it. He didn't want to show me. I insisted on it and it was my fault."

"No. He didn't get in trouble. I might've scolded him, but I saw everything that happened. How he refused and yet you insisted."

"Why didn't you want him to show me? He told me you instructed him specifically to not do it. Why is that?"

"Because I didn't want you to be like this."

Jimin finally turned towards him. Yoongi had an unreadable expression on his face. If he didn't know him any better he'd say he was mad, but he wasn't. He was scared.

"I'm fine." Jimin lied through his teeth. His tone of voice said it all. He was everything, but fine. Yoongi reached over to touch his cheek. He brushed his cold finger over his darkened under eye circles.

"You look so tired. You are tired and it's because you can't stop thinking about it. Believe it or not, even though we haven't been that long together I've observed you and I know just the type of person you are. You overthink and you're empathetic. You're suffering and tormenting yourself for something that hasn't even happened yet."

Jimin suddenly felt his eyes well with tears. It was hard to accept it, but it was true. Hearing the truth out loud hurt and it emotionally provoked him so bad he wanted to cry.

But he swallowed his tears and looked ahead once again. Before they spilled from his eyes. Looking at Yoongi would only make him cry.

The irrational fear returned and nested itself in his brain. An unwanted thought that told him what if you don't end up with him in this lifetime? What if he's not meant to be in this lifetime?

"It wasn't all ugly you know." Jimin finally said, breaking the long heavy silence. He wanted to focus back on the good things he'd seen.

Yoongi kept quiet as he kept trying to recompose himself. He knew that Jimin was emotional and empathetic. He wanted to comfort him in more ways than one, but didn't know where to begin.

Their shared night had been magical. Full of kisses, full of hugs, full of cuddles. However, it had only been that one night. Touching him again or making a move seemed wrong and quite forced. He didn't know how to be a lover.

"Really?" He finally responded. Unsure if he even wanted to know of it.

"Yeah. There were lots of pretty memories. Did you know that this is the first lifetime that you and I get married? We've never been married before. Oh! In another dimension or galaxy, we were both surgeons. That's crazy. You and I were surgeons and we saved people."

Yoongi went back to silence again. He didn't know why but hearing this made his heart hurt. Even though his heart was frozen and even though he technically lost his soul it still physically hurt.

"In one, you were switched to a girl and were my assistant. I was this rich business owner. That was a weird one, but regardless we fell in love."

There it was again. Why did it sting so bad to hear all of this? It was a tightness in his chest he had experienced once before when losing his father. Except this time, he wasn't losing anything. The feeling was just there.

"Oh! This one was a weird one too, but in one lifetime you were this amazing scientist that created the perfect human. You created me and I was some sort of robot, but you loved me. I even wanted three snapping turtles and you said they weren't meant to be pets."

Jimin was laughing like this was a recent memory that had happened. Yoongi enjoyed hearing his laughter, but he didn't find the humor in this story. Why would he if it wasn't their current one?

"Jimin."

"Yes?" He asked quieting down.

"I think we should get back inside and get some sleep."

"Already? You can't be tired. You don't need sleep."

He smiled, "I don't but you do. Come on."

Jimin felt that Yoongi's smile was off but he tried to not overthink it. He followed him inside the room and quickly went to brush his teeth.

After he was done, Yoongi went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. Jimin had quickly changed into his comfortable sleeping clothes afraid that he'd be walked in while being semi naked.

Although he wouldn't mind Yoongi seeing him that way, he wasn't sure it was the right night or the right timing. As soon as he was done, he quickly jumped into bed and brought the covers over his lap.

He was sitting up anxiously waiting for Yoongi. Once Yoongi opened the bathroom door, he pretended that he was stretching. It would be too obvious if he simply sat there in the middle of the bed waiting.

Yoongi approached the bed and Jimin felt himself get queasy. Not in a bad way of course, but he tended to get that way when he was nervous. He could feel the butterflies in his stomach spread their wings and fly all over his body. It was a nice warm sensation that he couldn't get enough of.

Next thing he knew, Yoongi had kneeled in bed beside him. Jimin smiled warmly at the sight of him up close. He truly was beautiful.

"Do you know why I don't want to eat that breakfast anymore?" He questioned.

Yoongi had reached over to grab his hand. It felt so small wrapped in his. He shook his head no as Jimin continued talking.

"It's because that's the same breakfast you served me in one of our past lifetimes. Although our story was successful in the end, that's the only pretty thing about it. Everything else was dark. So seeing those three banana strawberry pancakes, scrambled eggs and those chopped fruits on the side with a glass of fresh squeezed orange juice is bittersweet to me."

"So I serve you the same thing in another life?" Yoongi asked.

"You do, but you know now that I think about it it's really cool how you're serving me the same thing. I think this is a sign that we are meant to be. If it's happened before it can happen again, right?" He wondered with a bright smile.

Yoongi forced himself to smile, he nodded his head without saying the words out loud. Jimin excitedly nodded too as he started thinking of it in a good way. It was meant to be.

"You should really get some rest." Yoongi murmured standing up.

"You will try to sleep too, right?" Jimin questioned.

"Of course. Now time for bed brat."

Jimin giggled. As soon as Yoongi leaned over he foolishly puckered his lips to meet his. However, Yoongi kissed him on the forehead so his lips slightly connected to his throat.

Quickly he pulled back hoping that Yoongi hadn't felt his lips against his throat. If he had felt it, he certainly didn't act like it.

Yoongi smiled and slightly caressed his cheek with his hand. He then walked over to turn off the lights and laid down on the couch. He didn't even bother to take off his shirt because he knew he wouldn't sleep.

Jimin finally laid back in bed with a huge knot in his throat. It was hard to swallow and even harder to breathe.

Sleeping in the same room as his now boyfriend had never felt so lonely.