Sometimes it's really depressing. Life is really depressing. Maybe it's because a lot of the stuff that happens, I expect. U mean when your life is the same and stays the same, you expect it. And when you expect it there is no thrill and it's just depressing. And then when something unexpected does happen, it's still depressing. I'm not usually depressed, but sometimes I have to be. I try to act happy all the time, but I guess I'm a horrible actress. Everyone is always asking me what's wrong, and honestly I'm too scared to tell them. I'm too scared because I know they won't get it, and even if they try not too, they'll just judge me. So yeah, I'm super depressed sometimes.