I'm a coward.
I'm not strong enough to take the pain from the world.
Or to take it away.
Physical pain scares me til I'm shaking.
So I just slowly die, instead of taking all my suffering away.
Mental pain is to much, it drives me insane.
So why can't I scream when I want to.
To others I'm either crazy or quiet.
They never see my plea.
I hide in the background and keep my mouth shut.
Yet I have so much to say.
I'm too cowardly to say it though.
At least not out loud.
People could call me a savage, or a nerd, or shy.
But really I'm just mean and to much of a coward to say it.
They confuse me as nice.
Because I say compliments or just lie.
But really I'm just too cowardly to say the truth.
Maybe every once in a while I'll be brave.
But even then.
I'm a coward.