Jessica. Okay some of you guys might remember when I had that small break and my dear cousin took over for me. I'm sorry guys it took me a long time to tell you this. Jessica was part of this book and I never got to tell you guys because it really affected me in a big way. In September of 2016 Jessica died. I won't say how until I feel comfortable. Tomorrow is her birthday and it honestly feels really weird not celebrating it anymore and it's only the second year without her. It's more harder on my oldest cousin after all that's his little sister. But tomorrow is Jessica's birthday. I'm sorry I haven't told you guys about it. I only told one person about her death and now she's not even my friend anymore. Jessica was my best friend and I really miss her.