Ezra pov

Ok only a couple more I said alright alright" zeb grumble. "What about these "asked Sabine she pointed to loads of small lines on his side." I had a hard life Sabine" I said not wanting to tell them the whole truth. " well duh but what are they from" Sabine pushed. " I did them when I was 8-14" I said shakily. " what do you mean "you" did "? Kanan said. "Seriously guys take a hint I used to CUT!!!!!" You did what Hera screamed" " you heard me" I retorted. "How many times did you attempt suicide" kanan asked." Wait how did you... Umm about 3x 365. Hey in my defense I hated life I was unwanted street rat." I said." "Ok I get it I get if whens the last time you attempted suicide? "Kanan asked suspiciously." Oh ... Haha .. About that ... Remember when I was new here and I nearly"fell" to my death off the ship in Jedi training." " you didn't" kanan said " why " zeb asked " like I said before I'm a street rat" how many times did you attempt while you knew us" Sabine asked. "Well umm 4 times no wait 5" 5 times kanan yelled. " when" Hera said. Umm 1. The one I told you about 2. Empire day when I as at my tower alone 3 the day I met you guys 4 when agent kallas "accidently" grabbed me" zeb interrupted " ha I knew it wasn't my fault see I'm inocent" zeb yelled. " what's number 5?" Sabine asked. " umm oh yeah when I "jumped" when we were saving master luminara" you were committing suicide"  yelled " i thought you were just stupid" kanan said. " yeah I'm both suicidal and stupid" I replied. " kanan took me by my shoulders and said. " you listen to me Ezra Bridger you aren't stupid or useless you are a strong young boy who should never have gone through all that ok " kanan told me" I said "ok "

Hey guys I know it's short but hey it's an update plz comment ideas and my gmas are still passing so pray for me 👏 I'm fighting all my emotions so this chapter probably sucks can't tell goodbye my melons plz call me Fire thx bye