Ezra pov

I ran I ran into the fields of lothal like I used to when I was little. Zeb was right. I'm a coward and useless. I darted to the one place I felt at piece. Not my tower. Not my old home. Not even close to lothal. No, the hills. I ran to the highest hill I could find that was far away from the ghost. I took my blade out and did what felt like a need.

Back on the ghost zebs pov
Well that didn't go well I thought. I never knew some one had a past worse than mine. Ezra had that kind of past. I felt something I haven't felt in a long time. Guilt. I have to tell kanan. I left my spot in the hall and ran to the cockpit. (This is random but does anyone else when they are typing lock there fingers at the back of the phone?) " kanan. Kanan." I yelled bursting into the cockpit. When I got there I noticed Hera sitting in the pilot seat and kanan in copilot. We we're leaving!" Wait don't leave lothal not yet!" I said louder than i needed too. They gave me questioning looks. I sighed. " alright guys. Don't kill me! But I may or may not have made Ezra really like really mad and he may or may not have just ran off the ship. And he kinda told me somethings in anger that I probably shouldn't know. Not yet at least." I said in one breath." Zeb" they yelled in unison. " what kind of things did he say?" Hera asked. "I called him a coward. Then said that his family left him cause they hated him. So then he SAid you're right They did leave me high and dry when the empire took em away. He said he'd been beaten, abused, yelled at, enslaved, and a bunch of other things that should never have had to him! He also said he watched his little sister die in front of him."I yelled mad at myself mad at those people who hurt my little brother. "Did he have his knife on him?" Kanan yelled. That was a weird thing to ask." Yeah I think I saw it on his belt. Why." I said questioningly. He sighed. " I promised I wouldn't tell if he kept his part of the deal. More than likely he broke it so I'm breaking mine. About two months ago he thought he sucked at Jedi training and was the worst padawan that ever lived. He cut himself. And he hadn't just started. He had been doing it for years. I walked into his room and saw a bloody knife on the floor. And him .... Uncountious. I cleaned him up. I made him promise he wouldn't do it again and to come to me. He agreed if I wouldn't tell anyone. That was the only thing that would make him stop so i agreed." Kanan said sadly. " we have to find him before this goes too far." Hera said. "Where would he go to, zeb?" Kanan asked me. "He always liked this mountain shaped rock about a mile from here." I said. Hera waisted no time. We were there in no less than a minute. Kanan told me to wait on the ghost.

Kanan pov
I saw a mass on top of the Rock and saw a boy standing with a lightsaber activated! No he wouldn't. I force jumped onto the rock to see my padawan ready to kill himself. He had tears going down his face. " Ezra! Don't do this. We love you. Your my padawan." I said having my hands up. " he said quickly" don't come any closer. Or I'll do it" " I'm sorry Kanan. I'm sorry. I really tried to hold it together. I did. I'm sorry. I'm not strong enough!" He yelled exasperated. " yes Ezra you are strong enough. Your the strongest person I know. Your my padawan. Your my son. Plz plz stop. I can't live without my son. We can fight this battle together." I said in tears. " I... Don't know Kanan. I can't lose you. I... I won't be able to protect you like my sister!" He said sobbing. " you won't lose me. I promise. Plz put the lightsaber down" I said. I just now realized the blood seeping down his arms. How is he still contiouss?! He lowered the lightsaber deactivating it and dropping to his knees. I ran to him and scooped him into a hug. I clipped his lightsaber to my belt. " hey calm down I'm here. We're all going to be fine. Let's head to the ghost and get you on the ghost." He nodded slowly.

There will always be battles in life. Every person goes through some everyday. But remember one thing. Only three simple words.
Your. Not. Alone.
There will always be some one to talk to. If you have no one I'm here. You may lose a battle or two but we will win the war. Together.

Well I updated plz comment scars and hope u liked it bye world fire is out.