The ending was based on a poll on the LC amino so... yeah.

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Sad... Dark... Melancholic... those words could be used to describe this whole ordeal.

"I'm calling an ambulance!" Tobias panicked and fumbled with his phone while I had picked David up. His sleeves were damp with blood that stuck to my hands. Tears piled up and fell from my eyes. "You think he's going to be okay?" Eric asked with tears threatening to fall from his face.

"I don't know! You think I know!" I screamed in frustration. "Felix! I'm on the phone!" Tobias hissed at me. "Sorry." I sighed.

'I can't help but feel as if this is my fault. I'm his best friend. I should have been looking after him. I should've taken care of him, instead of locking myself in my room. I could've prevented this, right?'

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Darkness
That's the only thing I see.

Coldness
That's one of the two things I feel.

Emptiness
That's the other feeling I have.

I opened my eyes to see a ceiling light, shining brightly in my face. Where am I? Who am I? I look around to see quite a few people in the room.

"David? Are you awake?" A boy with brown hair and glasses looked at me. "Who's David?" I ask. "Huh?" The boy with black hair said in confusion. "Your David, obviously. Stop playing games." The girl with brown hair and purple eyes laughed.

"I'm.. David? Then, who are you guys?" They looked at me with utter disbelief. "You really don't remember?" The tall blonde asked. "Remember what?" I sat there confused. "Hello, now that David has regained consciousness I have to do a few tests on him." The nurse came in and shooed them out of the room. "Wait! We just want to talk to him! Can't you just wait a bit to do the tests!" The blonde boy shouted.

"Sorry, I wish I could but, visiting hours has just ended so... I would've had to kick you out anyways. I understand that you want to talk to him but, if I don't do my job I might get fired." She mumbled and closed the door.

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I woke up.. again. 1am, huh. I still am confused. The doctor said that I have amnesia and that he doesn't know if I could get my memories back but.. I really hope I do. I see my regular clothes over on the counter; I get up to see if anything could help me get my memories back. I shuffled through the pockets of my jacket to find a journal with only two entries.

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Entry 1 -

I'm sick, of everything. My fake friends, the fake smiles we exchange, the fake laughs we give to each other. I wish I could disappear. I wish I was a pebble so I could live out my peaceful days. Then maybe we could've avoided misunderstandings too. And then maybe I would never have ever gotten to know you.

Entry 2 -

Today's the last day. The last day of my existence. I can still hear a voice in me that says to believe in the goodness of others but, it's already too late. I've already planned it out. So, if you're reading this...

My final wish is to die peacefully.

Here's your poison.

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Finden inside the notebook, there was a knife.

[ENDINGS: THE TRUTH/LIFE FOR A LIFE/AN UNBREAKABLE BOND ENDING]

YOUR CHOICES WERE:

>[DAVID] - THE TRUTH

>[FELIX] - A LIFE FOR A LIFE

>[TOBIAS] - AN UNBREAKABLE BOND

YOU CHOSE:

>[FELIX]

>[LIFE FOR A LIFE ENDING]

I took the the jacket and put it on and grabbed the knife, shoving it into the jacket pocket. I walked down to the front. "David, where are you going?" One of the nurses asked. "I wanted to go for a walk." I said softly. "At this hour?" He looked at me weirdly. "Ok, but come back in ten minutes or I'll go get you myself." He sighed.

I began to walk out the door when I saw the boy with black hair sleeping in the lobby. I looked at him for a few seconds before I kept walking. After a few minutes, I decided that I was far away enough from the hospital. I took out the knife from my pocket. "David... what are you doing?" I turned to see the black haired boy. "Who are you? Why do you care about me? I'm not David." I said in a low voice.

"One, I'm Felix, your best friend. And two, you are David." The boy- Felix said. "Well. You can't stop me. Can you?" I laughed. I took the knife and put it up to my neck. "Stop! Think about this!" He pleaded. "Think about what!? I don't remember anything!" I yelled with anger; I was beginning to lose patience with this boy. I put the knife closer, almost drawing blood. "Stop!" Felix screamed while  pulling the knife away from my neck. "No, you stop! It's my life!" I tightened my grip on it.

He tried to take it from my hand but, I wouldn't let him. Suddenly, I felt my hands slip. The knife left my hand and Felix accidentally stabbed himself in the neck. Blood spewed out of the wound, colouring his jacket a deep crimson red. "Felix!" I screamed at the top of my lungs while he layed on the ground, not being able to say anything. The life in his eyes started to disappear.

"Hang on! I'll get help!" I got up in a panick but, I felt a hand grab my leg. "You don't want me to go?" I cried. He shook his head. Knowing that he didn't have much time left, I sat down next to him. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... Why did you get in my way?! I should have been me!" I sobbed. Felix shook his head once again, smiling at me. Then, his hand when limp. His lifeless eyes stared at me. I started to have a breakdown.

"Why...? I DIDN'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN! I DIDN'T WANT ANY OF THIS! I WAS THE ONE WHO SHOULD'VE DIED! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAVE ME!?"

"David... what happened?" The nurse looked horrified at Felix's dead body.

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It's been a few weeks after Felix's death. The others comforted me at his funeral. Though I haven't know them for long, they've been really nice especially Tobias. Apparently, we were really good friends. Now, I can't believe that the other David wanted to end his life. He has a great family and he has great friends. I'll always be greatful to Felix for saving my life. Because of him, I'm now determined to live out my best life and I'm sure one day I'll get my memories back.