If I went back to Harmony's "parents" I would look like a desperate jerk.

I wasn't going to go back to Jerry's yet.

If I went home...

I began to wander away from the neighborhood.

I didn't know where I was going but I didn't really care.

I walked behind a store and came upon what seemed like an abandoned. It had a few trees and was very quiet.

I didn't know if I was trespassing or not but I was so tired I didn't care.

I layed down on a bench.

Mom always called me her little winner.

But I was a loser.

I lost my ride and a place to stay.

I lost my friendship with Jerry.

I lost my dad to alcohol abuse.

I lost my mom.

I wish the losing would stop.

I wish I could start being a winner again.

But it's impossible.