"N-" I started to scream, but he cut me off by placing his hand across my mouth so all that came out was a muffled sound.

"Shhhh." He said placing his finger on my lips. He gripped my jaw with his other hand keeping me from moving it. He squeezed it making me whimper.

Tears formed and fell in streams down my face no doubt ruining my makeup. He was just like Jason, now nobody would hear me and come.

He dragged me into the men's room and locked the door.

"Ahhh we'll be safe from prying eyes in here." He said which translated to nobody will find or hear you in here.

I whimpered again and he grabbed my arm painfully twisting it behind my back. I let out a strangled scream that earned me a slap.

"Hush, hush. Now one more scream and I'll break your arm."

I bit my lip to keep the scream in and he removed his hand from my mouth. He pressed his body against mine and kissed me roughly. I whimpered from his knee slamming into mine, but because of his lips against mine it came out more of a moan.

"Oh you like that?" He said his eyes a dark color.

I tried to nod my head no, but I couldn't move from his grip. The tears had stopped, but inside I was terrified. He would rape me just like Jason did. And nobody would stop him.

He pulled my top off and unclasped my bra. He groped my breasts while kissing down my jawline. I whimpered and the tears streamed out again.

"Jessica?" Niall called from the hallway. I heard footsteps come closer and a door open.

"Mmmm." He moaned quietly. He unbuttoned his jeans and did the same to mine. My mind was flitting back and forth between ideas of how to get away or get Niall's attention. I settled on one, and waited till he had gone back to kissing and groping me.

I brought my knee up in between his legs, and he yelped. He bent in half and stumbled away from me. I lurched over to the door and fumbled for the lock. I panicked feeling around, but I couldn't find it.

"Niall!" I screamed hoping he could hear. I found the lock and just as I turned it I was grabbed from behind by Mike.

"You've been a bad girl." He said clucking his tongue.

He slapped me across the face and kicked the back of my knees so I knealt down. He twisted my arm once more sending a sharp pain shooting down it. I contained my scream and it came out as a slight whimper. He twisted me around so I was facing him.

He reached with one hand and pulled at the waistband of his boxers.

"Jess!" Niall yelled and I felt the door open behind me. I started crying hearing him come in, he had come. I was safe now.

He stepped around me and punched Mike in the head. He slumped over and fell against the wall.

I slumped over clutching my shoulder and crying. I was all to aware how naked my top was and I covered my chest as best as I could with my arm.

"Jess, are you okay?" He asked lifting my chin and gathering me into his arms.

I shook my head no and he gently rubbed my back." It's okay I got you now. Shhhh" he murmured softly in my ear.

My earlier fear of my chest being bear dissipated, Niall hadn't looked once he was so intent on making sure I was okay. I was shivering from the fear and the chill in the room.

"Here." Niall gently slipped my shirt over my head and helped guide my arms through it. "Okay we're going to find the rest of the boys and we'll take you home okay?"

"Okay." I mumbled.

I released my arms from his neck and took a shaky breath. He stood up and took my hand, he pulled me up and I groaned at the dull pain from my bruised knee.

"Are you hurt?" He asked. He had turned the light on so he could obviously see my face was hurt, but since I was wearing pants he couldn't see my legs.

"I'm fine." I bent down and picked up my bra. He turned around while I slipped it on under my shirt.

"Well I guess we'll just leave him here." Niall said gesturing towards Mike laying in a heap on the ground.

I nodded and followed him out. The hallway was as dark as before and I felt panic grip me. My breathing came faster and my heart sped up. I grabbed Niall's hand and he gave it a squeeze.

It's just a hallway.

I repeated over and over in my head the whole way down it. We reached the end and I breathed a sigh of relief.

My heart was still pounding , but I felt safe with Niall holding my hand. We walked over to the van where the rest of the boys were waiting.

The rest of the evening I was in a daze. The are you okay 's? And then my response all blurred together into one messy picture.

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I sank into my soft mattress letting out a sigh. Dinner had seemed to go forever, I just had needed some time with just me.

I had been shaky the whole time, but I don't think anyone had noticed. I needed alone time, but at the same time I was scared of being by myself. My feelings were so confusing I couldn't even decipher them.

I had cleaned up my face first thing when we got home, and had put some ice on my knee and shoulder. So the pain was at a minimum.

The minute I was left alone with my thoughts they jump started and went wild. How could Niall still love me? I was big, broken mess. This incident had just brought back all my insecurities, and all my shame and pain. I thought everything was going to be okay, but now I wasn't so sure.

Could I ever really heal from this?

Would my scars, that were just made deeper, ever fade?

*****

What do you guys think? It's not super long.... But I didn't get more written and I certainly didnt want to keep you hanging for two weeks!
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~Ash❤