In the previous chapter you all are disappointed that Adwait and Jhanvi are not going to end together.

Have you guys are even thinking how bad he treated Jhanvi? I already told you guys that this book isn't clichè and is different from what I have written earlier.

For everyone it is just a leap and you guys are reading your favourite characters again but mine is not that point.

Imagine yourself as Jhanvi, you lost your baby and you went your boyfriend at night sneaking out of your home leaving your family only to get thrown away from his place and in that night time through his friend you have to reach your friend's place.

You went to him everytime you had chance only to return with a broken heart, you spent so many nights crying yourself to sleep, you have faced trauma and backlashes from your own family and society, you are forced into a wedding.

One day you went to him again and get rejected on your face and then he supports some stupid papers and call your best friend names.

He is fit and fine all eight years but when he sees you again the dead feelings grow alive where as you are in a position to move on with life.

He still claims you are at fault and still wants you and doesn't hear    you out.

You still want him in your life?

Don't you deserve to be happy? Don't you have self respect?

It would have been good if there is something to hang but they don't have anything!

Now Jhanvi is in that position.

Adwait would have considered to be her's if he accepted his fault but he is egoistic and still doesn't believe his girlfriend.

Where as Dhruv knows how to keep her happy, how to know her needs, he experienced heart break and you might say he hurt her but no, he didn't want to hurt anyone and especially her so he left the kiss in middle suppressing his feelings.

Hope you all understand the line between a toxic and healthy relationship and stop generalising it. My characters especially in this book won't be victims and I believe no one runs to their ex after eight years even after they still think it is your fault.

Coming to the point why Surya is justified and Adwait isn't, for that read the whole chapter! Without missing a point.

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"Even the Strongest person can have the weakest moments."
~Anya.

Chapter-59

"I was raped two years back! I do know how it feels."

Vanya stood silent. Trying to grasp what he just uttered.

"What?" Vanya asked her heart beating faster.

He looked vulnerable, broken. Too broken that at that moment, she saw herself in him.

" Eight years back. I was coming back to you. I was just on the highway road start, a little far from the place you were. I was reversing my car when a truck hit my car "

"I thought, I can never see you again. I can never be with you again. That our story has ended and I just needed to see you one last time before I took my last breath.

"When I woke up... It was after nearly four and have years. I was numb. I couldn't speak. I couldn't move my fingers. I felt useless. I felt pity for my self.

"I lost my voice, my body is paralyzed for the next two years. The person who was hired to look after me before stopped cause of his health issues and that's when they came." There is this bitterness in his voice when he spoke.

"They said they are wife and husband. They are nurses and my father hired them to take care of me." Surya said his voice shaking.

"I was mute then Vanya. No one ever used to know what used to happen behind the closed doors. They... Used my body for their pleasures... It used to hurt alot. Every time I tried to move my hands, I couldn't. Every time I tried to scream... I couldn't n every time I wanted to kill them I couldn't.. it continued for three months!"

"It was one such day when they used some.. some tools on me and with that I screamed and got back my reflex. Dhruv ran to my room and saw me standing and saw what happened to my body. He killed them. Made me watch as he tortured them to die. A merciless death. He chopped their body in a way that was unrecognisable and informed this to my father. It was a nightmare. I had nightmares. I felt sick!

"All I ever wanted to scrub off my body. I did too. My father hired some other doctors to heal me completely and was in their presence when they are doing so. Slowly I was helped to walk and do things of my own.

"As soon as I stood on my own, all I wanted was to run back to you but. My mental health was not good. I lived with your memories. Each night passing with me counting days to meet you. I did! Here I am. Vanya I don't want dig past! I don't want to dig something that's over! I need you in my life! I need every second of your life to be spent with me." He said wiping her tears.

"And no! I didn't tell you this for your pity but I told you this so you know, you are not alone. Like ever! I was an asshole back then. I should have listened to you until you told me. But I didn't. "

"I realise my mistake. Let me pursue you if not marry you? Let me win you back. Remember when we fought the last time you said you won't come to me the next time we fight and it has to be who have to make the first move! Here I am. I will earn your love. I will earn your trust! I will earn your forgiveness. Maybe until then I should hear what you tell me."

"I can do anything to gain you back. I can do anything to make you love again. Just don't pity me. Love me like you always did. Show me your love! I need your warmth for my heart, not on my bed."

Vanya stood numb not knowing what to do and is if on instinct she hugged his frame.

She felt his frame tense at first then slowly he hugged her back.

Slowly he lifted her and they sat in the couch placed with her in his lap.

"This means nothing." She mumbled.

"I know." He mumbled.

"You are strong Surya. You are coming out and I love you for this but... I can't comeback just like that. You need someone who can cure you Surya. Not me. I am too broken, too shattered, too wasted to hold your hand again." She said.

"Why do you need to heal me Vanya? Why do we need a person to heal ourself? Iam capable of healing myself Vanya and if you can't heal yourself then I will.

"Vanya no one is strong enough to face everything life throws us at. It's okay to have imperfections, its okay to cry. It's okay to be ourselves. Whatever happened to you or me is neither your fault nor mine, it's the people's thinking Vanya! It's people who should change. Why should we cry for a sin which we never committed?

"You were, are and will always be perfect for me! You are imperfect, have your flaws but I fell for Vanya. The Vanya who is imperfect. The Vanya who loves me and thats the Vanya whom I love! I don't need this Vanya. I never consider your fears as baggage. Tell me will you leave me if you haven't gone through that phase and k have gone through this? You won't right?" Surya asked and she nodded no.

"Then don't go now. Never be ashamed of your past Vanya, cause it is the reason you are what you are now. A woman who raised her children alone in this society with her parents and then a woman who is now ruling the business world. You are the woman who is strong, with your own flaws maybe but you are beautiful. You are worth it you are worth every good thing you wish for. I need you because I love you! I need you because I care for you and I want you infront of my eyes the all time.

"Not because you are someone to heal me. If I am not ready to heal then no one can heal me Vanya. The healing should start within yourself. Trust me I am broken too. For being raped. I was raped daily for three months since they have joined."

"I am one of the strongest man in mafia but yet I couldn't save myself from this fate."

"Even the most strongest persons are allowed to feel pain and cry love. Even the most strongest cannot escape from destiny." Surya's words thunderstruck Vanya as she stared at him.

Can she heal? Can they heal... Together? Only the fate will tell now.

On the other hand.

"Trust me, it is them. I have been following Jhanvi like you said." A man said.

"Hear me out. Kill Dhruv. He is a threat to harm Surya and at the same time for your love life."

"You think so?" The man in the chair asked.

"I believe so! I guess this is the time we should apply our full plan. Bring that pawn of yours. We will start with Dhruv and the youngest Rajputs first." That man with the scarred eye said

"That Akshith have to pay for what I have lost. What you have lost. Your parents, your family! Your reason to live. What say?" He continued.

He swirled in his chair now bending over the table. His chiseled face shining bright due to the table lamp. He took one pawn of chess and checkmated the king.

"The game begins"

Happy Birthday sreya46777 love.

May you celebrate many more birthdays like this.

This chapter is for to remind everyone that just like women, men are raped too. Rape is not just for a gender.

A rape is a rape irrespective of everything!

One thing I would love to clear is that this book is not just a typical mafia story, not just a typical billionaire romance story. There is much more to the romance, much more.

In every chapter I am giving some moral lessons. This books shows many aspects of society. So this is not just a romance book, not at all!

Remember the slogan again dear readers.

"Allies are not real Allies
Bullies are not real Bullies"

In few chapters, you will know about few things.

Adwait mystery.

Dhruv and Jhanvi story.

Master mind behind Vanya's entry.

Who this scarred man is. And by the way? Do any one remember him from Broken Destinies? He is the same scarred man and that man in the chair is also the same one who kidnapped Vanya in the past and who seemed familiar to her.

Now after reading the next chapters don't kill me and be ready.

I have always said that allies are not real allies and bullies are not real bullies.

I have planned this previously at the start of the book. And this book will be directioned in the same way. Don't say I changed the plot. I didn't!

Love~Anya ❤️