Jon's POV  ( why are you doing this to us?! He just literally attempted to ruin our Lead in this story?! )

Well shit I screwed up.
I screwed up big time.

We all had left and went to our hotel rooms and that's when Haley suggested that I would forget about what happened and basically take her.
No I wouldn't let that happen. Not yet.

Sydney had basically slapped the shit out of me when we had left while Ariana had literally cussed me out. So yeah I was fine.

"Really you should stop thinking about it. There's nothing you can do. She made her choice and you have to deal with it." Haley said.
Dang I didn't know Haley could go that deep.
"I know. I just can't believe I never knew she had a son or loved another. It felt like a dream having her with me."
"She was just good at covering things up. Like a lot of people do."
"Yeah but when you didn't know and the only two people you know knew it makes you mad."
And I was mad. At Carleigh and Ariana. They had both known about Scarlet and her past life and never told anyone. I kinda wanted to punch them both but Ari had beat me to it by punching me. So yeah I screwed up big time.

"See now I want to go back and set things right but I know she'll never want to see me again."
"But yet it's just best to let it all go. You need to calm down and take a breath. You need to just focus on your mental and physical health and the show you are a part of." Haley explained to me.

"Geez what are you now? A therapist for me?"
"I try to be."
"Well it helps sometimes."
"I'm taking that as a compliment."

We said no more as Haley was already in her Pjs and in the bed. I sighed and got ready as well. Tonight had been a wild ride and a crazy one too. I'm hoping I can forget about all of it in time.

"Well Goodnight Haley"
"Goodnight Jon, I-"
"You what?"
"Oh well, I love you."
"I love you too."
Shoot Jon,why did you say that? You fool. My inside voice said to me.

The lights went out and I soon fell asleep only to have the memory of Scarlet getting shot at the end of her show that she was in.
Geez my life is a screwed up mess.