Jon's POV

Well here I am at a another show. It's quite funny how my girlfriend ( yes I'm calling her my girlfriend now ) doesn't seem to care about me. So after tonight I'm going to go on a date with Haley. Just for Coffee and a walk in the park. Nothing much.

I wondered about scarlet. She had texted us all to let us know she had gotten the role in Love Never Dies. We were so happy for her. The ensemble cast decided we would wait until she was In Philly to go see the show and surprise her. Which would be in 3 weeks.

I knew the girls would be coming back to pack up their belongings from their apartment soon so I would have time to go somewhere with Scarlet. I wanted to tell her I still love her and remind her of all we have to look forward too.

I wish something's would get better. Like our relationship or how often we call each other. There's some other things I wish would get better like Thayne not finding where me and Andrew hide our secret stash of cookies. Or like Sydney trying to make me realize Scarlet doesn't love me anymore like the way she used to.

I took a deep breath before going into my entrance for Alexander Hamilton.
I noticed Carleigh noticed my face from the wings. I prayed I could get through Helpless without sounding upset.

My life is really confusing.

I feel like this book gets a little confusing at some points......but I honestly don't know what's confusing and what's not so if your confused try to make sense of all this mess.