"That's what I want."

Jungkook voiced out lowly.But it being complete silence from both your and Hoseok's side you heard him. And it shocked you as well as made you insecure for some reasons.

"Listen Y/-"

"What did you say?"

Both you and Hoseok spoke in unison although your voice cutting him off made him pause himself.

There was an eerie silence. The speaker no longer busting with Hoseok's voice cause apparently he was now silently observing or trying to observe the atmosphere in the apartment in which you and Jungkook both were. Currently staring at each other.

His gaze showing nothing but care and partly some fearㅡreason unknown. On the other hand your gaze carried everything which he could read by a single lookㅡYour hidden anxiousness and insecurities was on the top to be seen whereas the rage was trying to cover these beautiful insecurities.

"Y/N"

Hoseok voiced out oblivious of the tense atmosphere.

"Hoseok I'll talk to you later.Hang up"

Your voice reached Hoseok making him feel that everything was calm until you worded out "Hang up" these are the words you usually say when you are deeply ready to argue about anything and everything.He panicked sensing what could happen but before he could further speak the line went dead.

Signaling that you ended the call.But far in the Apartment the scene was different.

Every single syllable that you pronounced was said with your eyes staring straight at Jungkook. And the last words were meant for him.You both silently communicated,through a single raise of your brow and small movement of your pupils which darted towards the phone then back up at him in a swift motion.

Catching up with your gestures he ended the call without questioning anything.

"What did you mean by that?"

You were no longer showing that pretty smile of your and neither was there any flustered look on your face which Jungkook seemed to miss a lot.
He is aware of your cold personality.
He was there in the Club from when you entered to till the moment you left.He watched you, scanned you, stared at you and tried to understand you.

He doesn't do the work for which Hoseok contacted him. The people in his club who work under him has that job of being a prostitute. Both men and women. But nothing is forced, it's all there choice to do the job.

The reason why he agreed was only because of what Hoseok told him.

"She's still pure Jungkook, I can't contact anyone for this other then you.You value it just like she does."

Jungkook had scoffed and replied with the words that if she does value it then why willing to loose is all together with someone completely unknown.

"Just like you Jeon. Lust and shame is driving her insane. To loose it all together. Just like you."

His words pierced through Jungkook's heart. Making him remember of when he felt distressed about everything that now She was going through. And further it was all confirmed the moment he looked into those dark brown eyes of hers. mesmerizing.

Those wrecking emotions.

"I meant what I said Y/N."

"Kangjeon. It's still Kangjeon for you Mr.Jeon"

It was clear now. Just like how quick he was to receive that blissful smile of hersㅡHe was quick to turn her back into how she has built herself into.

Cold. Rude. And With no emotions on the outside.

You cursed your self internally for warming up too soon to him. And because of what? Just his touch?
Which drove you into the world of your imagination? A touch which made you lust for more.

"Listen, I just agree with what Hoseok said Ok. You really need to think deeply about this. You should not be blind by others words. I don't want you to regret it....like I did"

"Oh lord you speak just like Hoseok. Grandpa vibes huh"

You failed your arms around before lazily leaning back on the couch with your elbow resting on the armrest.Not caring about the straps of your dress which were hanging losely and obviously off your shoulders. Jungkook noticed all that and tried his best to not look again and to distract himself there was no other way but to look into your eyes.

"Y/N why won't you listen-"

"I said it's Kangjeon for you!!"

"Ugh!!"

Jungkook groaned before jumping back on the couch now letting his body to lean back on the couch.With this given opportunity your eyes shamelessly scanned his well built bodyㅡGod likeㅡ Thick thighs,Thin waist, Broad muscular chest, Long legs,HandsㅡFucking hands-those prominent veins and above all the sinful voice that left his Soft lips.

Ever wonder how a person can have so many different sides.

His Jaw sharp, A very untouched neck waiting to be marked. And those long locks half covering his face. His hair looked Soft and luscious just like his lips. Other then the fact that you'd love to eat those lips but not hairㅡ

"God why the fuck did I even agree"

He mumbles lowly. A scoff escapes your lips as his voice breaks you out of trance. He looks at you before sitting back straight now properly facing you.You surely notice the very uncomfortable movements of his body.

"Y/N- I mean whatever,just listen to me.I really don't want you to regretㅡ"

"Oh gosh Jeon!Why the fuck do you think that I will fucking regret if am readily giving myself to youㅡThe fuck!?"

A gulp goes down his throat upon hearing numerous curses leaving your mouth from the very bottom of your heart. No Really because He found it Hot. Intimidating even.
Just thinking about those words leaving your mouth while he pleasure you but your voice to be rather a moaning whine unlike how now you are simply spitting fire.

No no no. He's not supposed to think that Heㅡ

"Because I did." He gathers his thought before speaking in a gentle voice.You keep the eye contact still,wanting to know more. 

"I-"

He is the first one to break the contact to let his eyes roam anywhere and everywhere. Everything about him is now filled with uneasiness.Slowly facing away he sits straights with his legs spread apart,elbows resting on his thighs.Clutching and unclutching his hands,anxiously fiddling with them. He lets out a deep sigh and bites his bottom lips.

"I also did what you are wiling to do now. I let her take my purity only to regret it later."

"Who are you talking about?"

You question rather calmly. You knew he had things to vent out so you let him continue.At the moment it wasn't about you wanting to have sex but Him and Him only.

Jungkook sniggers lightly.He cranes his head upwards to look up at the ceiling with his glistening eyes as if remembering the old memories.

"It's funny how I didn't ever got her name"

You scoff before sitting alike him.

"So you are telling me that you don't even remember or shall I  say know the name of the person who took your first time.Shits real funny."

Knowing his stare on you,you let his captivating eyes to look at you some more before turning to look back at him with a soft smile.

"Is that what you regret Jeon"

"No"

He lightly shakes his head maintaining the stare. Both unable to look away from each other. Lovingly staring at each other with such unreachable depth being unravel so easily, the depth of each others beautiful soul.

"Then"

Your voice comes out in a soft whisper.

"The person I thought I loved left me because of it.That made me regret it."

"You thought?"

A small smile enchants itself upon his soft lips.Stealing away your eyes,for them to have a vaguely erotic ogle at them.

"It couldn't actually have been Love now- neither does she misses me nor do I so....can't label that as Love"

"How are you so sure that she doesn-"

"She's married. There After party was at my Club"

He speaks so casually as if It wasn't much big of a deal. If anyone,you surely would have been crying watching your loved one marrying someone other then you and then celebrating in your own club.

"Okayyyy, So what's your point?"

Its effecting you. Exceedingly.

His stare is now starting to effect you tremendously. Your guards are long forgotten and down and that's not the worst part. The worst part is that He knows.He knows his effect ,knows the effect of his stares.

"Jeon?"

He clears his throat,continuously reminding himself what he is here for. "I...." and he heaves a deep sign before scooting over closer to you and takes a hold of your soft hands. your hands are cold in his hold, while for you his are full of warmth you never knew you needed. your skin is smooth against his. He takes some time to collect his thoughts till then he adores the way your hands are perfectly molding with his. The pad of his thumb busily caressing your skin.

"I want you to not give up on cherishing this purity. I don't want you to regret giving it away to someone undeserving. and mostly I don't want you to suffer the way i did by regretting this and losing someone you might love with all your heart only for them to leave you at the end. Because of a stupid decision you made."

And he finally looked up at you,feeling relived to have said it all. But the look on your face tells that you aren't convinced yet.  You move your face closer to his, and without letting your stare flatter you spoke "You gon' fuck me or nah Jeon?"  The mentioned man looked at you baffled and gulped down his saliva before turning his head away from yours and looking into other direction while you continued to let your eyes wander all over his face, taking in his side profile. 

"Tell me something Jeon.....am I not attractive enough?"

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《I  finally uploaded this Oh God! It's not gonna end here obviously like I said in the previous part that there are "Maybe" more than two parts for this.》

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