So yeah.

Trump is now our president again.

And his second term is probably gonna be worse than his first one.

He knows what he's doing now, and congress already said they'd provide him full immunity if he were to win- which means no chance of his trial being detrimental to him.

Yes. It does fucking suck.

I'm not saying it doesn't.

But reminding yourself "killing yourself isn't gonna do anything in the long run besides negative things" should be your number one priority right now.

You can get mad at me all you want- but it's true.

Please don't kill yourself.

Ik as tempting as it might fucking seem, cause it is, I understand- Trump will continue to be our president no matter what you do.

Even if you aren't alive anymore- Trump will be president.

It's horrible.

It's shit.

It's probably the worst thing I can possibly imagine for this country, and for the people.

Ik a lot of people thought we had a chance, including me.

I can't tell you guys it'll be okay, that would be insensitive of me to.

I can't even say that most people are gonna survive this.

Especially if you're not:

- White

- Born in America

- Straight

- Cis

- A man

Which fucking sucks- it sucks more than the word sucks. We need a new word for terrible/awful.

I live in Texas- which is one of the most red states out there.

But the bottom line is-

I can't control anyone. That shit is VERY obvious.

But yknow what 𝐈'𝐦 gonna do?

I'm gonna fucking live.

Even if I might have moments where I think I'm gonna die/give up-

I'm going keep pushing through. Cause I fucking have to. My uncle told me that giving up now would be understandable- yet implausible.

Please. Live.

Ik that's dumb and it's horrible and you just wanna die cause you don't wanna live through this anymore-

And to be completely honest you're probably thinking: "if I'm not alive I won't have to deal this shit"

But please- remember this.

The only thing that will change if you kys is that someone will notice, at the very least.

Yes, 7 billion people- but those 7 billion are all combined somehow, even it be through something as simple as the internet.

I can't tell you to reconsider- cause you're gonna have thoughts and moments where you feel like quitting, me included.

And I can't really tell you to "keep hope" can I?

But just remember that things will change. It didn't with this presidency, that's for sure- but you literally may never know.

Four years is a fucking long time.

And most lgbt/non-white people are probably pissed beyond belief-

Me too.

I'm mad.

I'm so fucking mad.

And I'm not saying you can't be without any negative emotion. You're gonna feel like absolute shit.

But I will say this about me-

I will fight.

I won't go down so easily.

It'll just be even more of a reward when I come out on fucking top.

They might be able to take my rights- but they will never take my desire to live.

Cause I want to live, even it be in a shitty society.

That's all I have to say.

I can't sugarcoat it or anything- it's gonna suck.

But WE will not go down, at least without a FUCKING FIGHT.