A/N: okay so there were more lovey ones but they're too specific to post here. The recent 2 were during the poly, when i felt i wasnt getting enough attention. Turns out he was just pulling away slowly. From here on out we enter the post-breakup era.
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Watch your step
My broken heart shards litter the floor
You wouldn't want to step on any
Considering you're the one who broke it.
Yeah time heals but never fully
And this thought projector can only play so many memories
Until the light fades
And the feelings wear down.
I know i neglected you.
But i also did everything i did all for you.
I can't handle the empty bed
My hand is craving your skin
My mind aches to connect with yours
But you connected with her.
You're hers now.
She can give you twice what i ever could
She can take your tears and toss them away
I only bottled them to remember later
And the floodgates opened
And i could feel you pulling away
I'm not strong enough for this.
There may be a billion fish but i don't WANT fish.
I want my sunflower boy.