Wonder why I updated fast?

Its because ive got the feels since 5am.

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Jewel's POV

Unfortunately.. I'm not in the mood to go to school.. and yet I have to because we have a quiz.

Wonder why I haven't seen Renz?

He went on a leave like Nat.

They really had to leave me right now? Am I lucky or what?

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I reached school early. Surprisingly. Because I was lazy and I didnt notice I already started heading here 5am in the morning.

Which is..

when they usually arrive..

when he arrives..

I opened my locker and saw a bunch of weird books..

Is this my locker?

I set aside all of those romance books and grabbed all my academis books and I kicked the locker to close.

"Need help?"

I kept on walking like there was nothing.. more like NO ONE beside me.. We agreed right?

I'll stop talking to him.

But now he's talking to me..

I have no idea what he really wants right now..

Now he makes me more confused -..-

But hell why should I still care?

Because you like him.

-.-

I reached the class and saw the twelve of them playing with paper airplanes..

"Is it just me or is this a Grade 3 class.."

"You're meaaan!" -Soonyoung

"We like planesss." -Seokmin

"Sorry they r stupid." -Seungkwan

"Oh? Hey woozi hyung!" -Mingyu

Jihun: stares. ignores.

"Hyung is such a snob.. huhu."

"What's wrong with him Jewel?" -Wonwoo..

..

...

....wait why are they asking me? "H-How would I know?" I turned back and dropped my things FAR AWAY from him.

"Where are you going?"

"And where do you get the guts to still talk to me?"

They probably heard us..

I don't care pshhh.

Besides he'd be the one to explain if they ever ask.

"Jewel. Can't you talk to me?"

"Jihun. Can you not talk to me?"

We were silent for at least a minute until he spoke again.

"I'm sorry about what I said yesterday."

"I'm also sorry because I don't care."

"Jewel.."

"Stop calling my name.. I don't want to hear it."

"I didn't mean what I said yesterday.."

"Really? Well I meant what I said yesterday. So that doesn't change a thing."

"Can you listen to me without butting in for at least 10 minutes?"

"For what? For me to change my mind? For me to talk to you again? Jihun you're confusing me all the time! You don't care at all! Why do you make it sound like you do!?"

"BECAUSE I DO! I CARE!"

"I used to.."

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"You're pre occupied again." I went back to the world when Jeonghan poked my arm.

Did I say too much back there?

"Jeonghan sorry I can't eat with you today.."

"But you also didn't eat with me yesterday..."

Err.... "Can we just go out on Saturday?"

"Are you asking me on a date?"

"Is that what you want?"

"I'll pick you up at 9am." I nodded and left him. AGAIN.

If you're wondering why.. ask my feet. They're roaming around looking for Jihun and my mouth wants to say sorry.

"Why am I being too kind?" I mumbled.

"Jewel can we talk now?"

"I'm just gonna say sorry for the things Ive said earlier.. I went a bit overboard. That's all.."

"Can you listen to me now?"

Should I?

Should I let him make up excuses for saying we're not friends?

"Okay."

He sighed in relief. "The things I said weren't true at all.. I was just driven by my emotions.. thats why I said that.."

"What emotions? You do know you're complicated as hell."

"If I say it will you forgive me?"

...

....well.. will I? I have no idea myself. I'm still upset.

Upset because no one has ever hurted me that badly before.. "Jewel?"

"It depends if its acceptable."

"I....You're really my friend. I liked you as a bestfriend and I was jealous you were getting close with jeonghan."

Should I be happy?

I should be happy...

Why am I still hurting? What is wrong with me?

I should be happy because I don't piss him off..

But why did it become more painful?

I smiled. "I feel the same way..."

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Jeonghan's POV

Well I got left behind again..

I went to find Jihun because he owes me a snack..

"...way" Wait is that Jewel's voice?

Jewel's POV

And so after all those weird things that happened.

I don't know why I forgave him that fast..

Why?

Because I can't stay mad at him.

Why?

Because I like him.

Why?

Thats a different story.. why do I still like him even though he hurts me?

Woozi's POV

Well she forgave me after all..

I knew she liked Jeonghan anyway..

Thats why I had to make that wanting her as a bestfriend up.

But surprisingly.. thats the way she feels..

Is that how she really feels?

Have I ever said I really like her? I haven't? Or have I?

That's why I'd rather feel this pain than being away from her for too long.

I feel incomplete without her. And thats what Ive been feeling for the past 6 weeks.

And I can't tell her.

I don't want her to stay away from me ever again.

Its hard.. and its harder to even get her to forgive you.

She always has an answer to everything I say..

Thats why I can never win in an argument. For me shes dominant and im just recessive. ( This is science ppl get a book if you don't know XD )

I feel like arguing with her is pointless since she would always win anyway.

I wonder why I like her..

Even though she hurts me over and over again.

A.N

So you both hurt each other? XD

Think about Jeonghan too you selfish nitwits XD

How would he feel if he knew you liked each other? Gosh.