Jewel's POV

So a lot has happened during this past few weeks.

And it so happened that 6 weeks have passed already. I wanted to see Nat so badly, I wonder how that girl is doing.

"Why are you always pre occupied?"

Oh and I forgot to tell you..

Jeonghan and I have been hanging out for 2 weeks. And I have no idea why Jihun won't talk to me -..-

The last time we talked was back at that staircase. He started avoiding me since then.

"Jewel what do you want to eat?"

"Arent we gonna eat with the rest of them?"

He scratched his head and looked at me shyly. "I-uh told them that we'd eat together today."

"Uh why?"

"I uhm.. can I court you?"

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"Y-You a-aren't s-serious.. aren't you?"

Look to be honest I'm screaming inside..

But hah I have feelings too, what if I get played with like he did to the other girls?

I'll get hurt?

Of course theres no one to blame if that happens. It would only be my fault. Tch.

"Jeonghan I..."

"If you feel scared that I might play with you. Trust me. Ive never been this serious before."

"W-Well..."

Jihun.

O.o why did he pop out of my mind right now?

"I guess you can?"

"So we'll start dating!"

"Yea..." Wait..

This.. isnt what I quite expected..

Why am I not blushing as hard as when I saw Jihun shirtless?

SEE NOW IM BLUSHING SO HARD REMEMBERING THAT.

But I wonder why he isnt talking to me -...-

I don't even know why I care!

"C-Can we eat with the guys for now?" That was an excuse.. I always wanted to see Jihun.

Idk why I want to see that... small bish gentleman maniac perverted idiot. Yes he's mysterious, I have been with him for awhile but I cant figure him out.

He's the most complicated person in their squad..

You know sometimes he's happy the next thing is his pissed then he gets angry, then he gets tired of being angry so he becomes a snob then he'll become happy again and turn pissed after a second.

"Hi guys." I greeted.

"Oh hi Jewel! I thought you were going to eat with Jeonghan?" -Seungcheol.

"Tch." -Jihun

That caught my attention since I did come here for him..

FUDGE. YES. I HAVE THIS TEENY WEENY CRUSH ON JIHUN.

That's because he's.... I have no idea he just makes me smile or something.. eww why am I thinking of that?

Ok I know I did approve of Jeonghan courting me..

why?

Its just that.. I might as well stop my feelings for Jihun since its IMPOSSIBLE for him to like me back..

And I'm hoping Jeonghan could change that.

I sat down in front of him and he shot me a glance and looked away.

"I'm just going to go." he said as he stands up and gets his bag and leaves.

"Can you excuse me for a sec?" -me

"Why?" -Jeonghan

"I'll just... i'll be back anyway.." I stood up and got my bag as I follow him towards the direction Ive never been before..

Where is he going?

I saw him enter this strange room full of decorations.. like mixed decorations which was such a mess..

"What do you want Jewel?"

"H-How did you.."

"I heard your NOISY footsteps following me.."

"How did you know it was mine?"

"I always know when its you..."

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"...and because you were too stupid to sigh loudly."

-.-

"Now what do you want?" it feels like he wants me to leave..

Why are you like this?

"D-Do you want me to leave because I piss you off so much? You should have just told me instead of avoiding me for 6 weeks. I hope you know how hard it is to figure you out so I have no idea if you're mad or if you just don't like me.. It kind of feels like the first day we met and you didnt like me at all.. is it still that way until now? I thought we were friends?"

"Who said we're friends..."

*heart breaks*

"Ohhh... i-i'm sorry.. I was the only one thinking. Lets not talk from now on. I bet thats what you wanted."

"Its not th--"

"Its ok. After all I'm just that annoying girl from class right?"

I left him there and went back to the cafeteria..

"What took you so lo--- Jewel? Are you crying!?" -Jeonghan

"H-Huh? No... I just splashed my eye with water so it kind of hurts.." Yea.. my heart hurts.. a lot.

See what I told you?

He would never like me. Ever..

3rd Person's POV

"Who said we're friends..."

That question of his was the answer to your question of why he was avoiding you.. at least thats what you thought.

"Its ok. After all I'm just that annoying girl from class right?"

He froze..

That tiny tear that was coming out of your eye was noticeable.

"Why are you crying for me?" he asked.

He followed you back secretly and saw you crying harder as you pass by the hallway back to the cafeteria..

"Fck. I made her cry."

Jewel's POV

I'm like a zombie from the walking dead..

I walked to the classroom bumping a lot of people, my books keeps falling down, my pens get scattered on the ground...

Where art thou soul?

"Sorry.."

He turned to see me..

"....Do you need help?"

I picked up my book and went directly to my seat when I reach the class..

"Noona are you ok?" I saw Dino came near me and sat down beside my chair.

"Yea.."

"You look sick."

"Just get back to your seat haha don't.. worry about me."

Sir entered the class and dropped his books on the table.

Then after that..

he came..

"Jewel.."

"Sir I have to go to the clinic."

A.N

I have no idea why it became sad all of a sudden XD