I really disliked him. I disliked the way he treated you despite the fact you gave up all you had for him. I couldn't stand watching you putting in so much effort for him but he didn't appreciate it. I couldn't stand looking at you being sad because he broke your heart.  Multiple times in fact. I hate the way he left you hanging and returned to you whenever he felt like it.

I could go on and on but it'll take an eternity. But what I hated the most was that you are a one in a million and he failed to cherish you. If I had you, things would be different. But it's him you love, not me.