I arrived at school with my sisters but for the first time in my life, I didn't want to be here. I wanted to hide under my blankets in my bed and pretend everything was okay when it truly wasn't. I was feeling sick and it felt like something was trying to eat me alive from my stomach. Sometimes I'd feel dizzy, everything would spin and it would get blurry.

"Leader Girl?" Buttercup asked stopping me as bubbles continued, not noticing we've stopped. She placed her hand on my bruised up shoulder, I almost flinched, she didn't know, she couldn't see it. I just turned my head to her, "Are you okay? I haven't seen you eat lately and in battles, you seem distracted and always get taken down first. You're even failing behind in school work and will stay in your room for hours or be with Logan."

Guilt torn at me, basically ripping and piling my skin off, I never wanted to hurt anyone around me... I was trying to protect them and yet they didn't see that but how could they? I sighed, not meeting her eyes, "I haven't been feeling myself lately, I don't understand why but don't worry buttercup, that's the last thing I want you doing, okay?"

She took in my words, letting them sink in before hurt flashed through her eyes, "I don't understand what's going but I'm never going to stop worrying about you. You are my sister blossom and I'd kill anyone that tried to hurt you, bubbles or the professor." She stated and walked off.

I stared as she walked inside the school, leaving me behind. I couldn't take this anymore, I wanted my life back, my friends back, my family back! Most importantly I wanted, I wanted me back...

Hands covered my eyes, "Guess who?" A voice whispered in my ear, oh brick...

I laughed lightly, liking the feeling of his hands even if they were only covering my eyes. He pulled away as I turned around, I forced a smile but it was hard. "Hey brick," I started before I heard the sound of a motorcycle, "I can't talk right now!" I yelled and turned to run inside but her spun me around, a little to hard for me making me flinch.

"Red? I need you to tell me what's going on right now. You're keeping something from me, from your family and bottling it up which isn't good for your health! I thought we were best friends but lately you won't even talk to me let alone look at me!" He finished holding my shoulders so I couldn't make a break for it.

I was surprised, "B-B-Brick-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before I was ripped away from him and pushed behind a tall frame, Logan.

"Don't touch her! Didn't I tell you to piss off red eyes! What are you, stupid?!" He hissed making my eyes widen, instinctively scooting back so I wouldn't get hit.

After a few minutes of yelling and fighting a few teachers came out pulling them apart, seeing as I couldn't do it myself. I've never seen brick so mad before and it scared me, I have seen Logan like this which terrified me.

The both at least got a hit in, Brick with a busted and cut lip while Logan had a swollen bloody nose.

This, this was all my fault...