vi.

I Can Talk

"I hate you so much Vic." I said, no inflection in my voice.

"Just because I don’t want to tell you things myself?" He said. He didn't understand did he?

"Vic grow up! Stop acting like a child! You are a grown man for gods sake." I snapped. "You decided to act like a little child by making your friends tell me that you were mad because you have issues. That has nothing to do with me. The better way of solving this would have been you sitting and I dunno, thinking, keeping to yourself. If telling your friends to tell me things is your way of solving a problem, then I don't want to be a friend of yours." I said irritated.

I couldn't stand him. The guy I looked up to, saved me, was the biggest baby, douche, selfish person I had ever meant. Shows how good of an actor he is on stage.

"Marina, you are so selfish! You think it's so easy to say things like that? It's not okay. I just want you to stay away from me okay. You don't know me. You are just some fan that got lucky okay. That's clearly what the people will think, and now I'm thinking like them." He said.

That was it. That broke my last straw. I stood there and felt so much anger, that I had to leave. I walked out of the bus, and everyone was standing there, but I pushed past them.

I just walked while people were grabbing my arms, but I snapped them away. I looked over to the forest behind the parking lot, and I walked towards it. I knew everyone was still following me, and I didn't care. I didn’t want to be rude, but I need to calm down so that I would vent my anger out on someone who doesn’t deserve it.

I was the fan that got lucky.

That hurt worse than any cut or bruise I've ever had.

That's clearly what the people will think.

I felt myself burst into more anger. But something snapped in me, that I wish would snap more. Jack cared about me. Justin cared about me. Gabe cared about me. Jaime, Mike, and Tony cared. Kellin cared. That's all I needed. I only needed them.

And when I turned around, and I saw Justin, Gabe, and Jack. I was smiled at them.

"Sorry about that." I said. They all kind of stopped, but smiled when I did.

"Are you okay?" Justin asked.

"As long as I don't have to be around anyone but you guys, yes. Now can you guys show me around Warped Tour?" I asked. They all laughed.

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We were right now moshing with a group of amazing people while Bring Me The Horizon was playing. It was amazing. Being able to let go, after only a few minutes ago I was beyond angry. These were my friends, not anyone else.

Bring Me The Horizon finished their set, they surprised me big time.

"Marina, this is Oli."

I started crying. Yeah, these were my friends.

And, fuck you Vic.

~~~

"Thanks Marina La-len-ah for being on our show." Alex said as we were about to end my segment of Full Frontal, their online 'radio show. It was amazing, and only made me closer to Jack and Alex.

"It was nice being on here, before the show gets cancel." I joked.

Then Jack butted in with one of his jokes about his little guy, and I was released from their smelly tour bus, which is surprising since Warped just started, but it is All Time Low.

"My set is going to be on in a few. You might want to walk around, and get the regular Warped experience. Just call my phone, and our guitar tech will answer if you need me." Jack told me before he was about to walk on stage to start setting up.

"Okay I will. Want to meet up after the set?" I asked.

"Yeah, want to meet at Alt Press tent? I should end about an hour or two." He told me.

"Yeah, I'll meet you there. If I'm not, just call me. I might lose track of time." I told him.

We hugged goodbye, and I waved bye to Gabe and Justin. Kellin just looked at me, but I decided to ignore him. I'm not sure of my relationship with him, since Vic was controlling him, so I'm just keeping it safe to ignore.

I walked away from the crowds, and went to the front to see who was playing. I looked, and nobody I really liked was playing other than Sleeping With Sirens. I just started walking, and looked at tents for signings. All Time Low was Alt Press tent to do a signing, but I didn't want to wait in line to get their signature, when I could just talk to them any time I wanted to.

I got a couple of free stuff, but that's it. Nothing really cool. It was kind of boring going to Warped Tour without your friends. I was at the edge of the fence that wrapped around the place and I could smell the weed in the air. I decided to walk away, but then I heard my name being called. I looked past the trees and saw Mike.

"Marina! Climb over!" He yelled.

I should have known Mike would be the one smoking weed in a state that you were allowed to. I jumped over the fence, and ran to his little forested area. There were a couple of people with him, but they seemed too high to know what was going on.

"Are you a officer?" Someone asked.

Mike just laughed under his breath. "Hey, are you mad at me?" Mike asked.

I didn't know what to say. I thought maybe he was mad at me because Vic was his bigger bro, but it seemed he didn't. Mike did nothing that I could be mad for. "No I'm not. How's everybody?" I asked.

"Annoying. Vic is being a little girl, and Kellin is with us, which isn't any better. Jaime is just trying to settle peace, so I've been hanging with Tony. Tony and I might join you guys soon until things get tamed." Mike told me.

"So Tony doesn't hate me?" I asked.

Mike just let out a laugh. "Tony doesn't hate anyone. He's one of the kindest people you'll ever meet. I've never seen that guy mad before. He's so chill." Mike told me, then took a drug out of the joint. I took it as a sign to leave.

"I'm going to go. You have fun there, Mike." I joked. He just smiled, and blew smoke in my face as I ran away with his laughter behind me. It wasn't until I was at a different side of the fence, that the smell was gone. I just walked around, and listened to the different music playing.

"Marina." A voice spoke. I was pretty much alone, so it was easy to hear my name. I turned around and crossed my arms.

"What do you want Vic?" I asked, showing that I didn't want to talk to him.

He just laughed, sounding higher pitched than his brothers. He stepped closer to me.

"Some little birdy told me that you were seeking revenge on me. Is that true Marina baby?" He tainted.

Who told him that lie? "I didn't say that? Who told you that?" I asked as he kept stepping closer.

"They told me not to tell, dear Marina." He smirked. "Even though we are just guys who make music, we are pretty fucked up in the head, and we are just like any person. We can make your life a living hell." He threatened as he grabbed my forearm.

I tried yanking my hand away, but he wouldn't let go. "Let go of me Vic!" I yelled as I grabbed my phone with my free hand. Vic was pulling me towards him, and grabbed onto me. I quickly dialed Jack as my phone was lost from my grasp, and I was pulled into Vic's chest. "Oh my god! Someone help me!" I yelled.

"Shut up Marina." Vic hissed in my ear as he clasped his hand over my mouth.

I tried biting at the skin at his fingers, but they were as rough as the skin on the heel of your foot. He slipped his free hand under my knees and lifted me up, with my arms hooked to the side. I was trapped, and my only hope was that Jack would know to come find me. It was getting dark, and people were probably leaving, and was all alone with Vic.

"I'll make you pay." Vic whispered in my ear.

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