Next Morning

Y/n PoV

"Well look who's up."

With a tired smile I rub my eyes. Jisoo smirks before scraping some bacon onto a plate. "I made breakfast. Sit. Eat. Enjoy."

"I'm not really that hu—."

"Uh-uh baby girl you've skipped breakfast for the last 4 days, I'm not having you hit number 5. Now sit."

"I'd do as she says." Jin pauses from reading his newspaper. "If there's one thing my wife is serious about, it's meal times. And unless you wanna be spoon fed?"

Following the males advice I take a seat. "Thanks Jisoo." I say before nibbling on a piece of bacon. I really don't feel hungry though. These past few mornings I've woken up from the same nightmare about Jungkook, and it always knocks me off my food.

"So I've heard news from the prison." Jin begins to speak. "They've assigned a psychiatrist to Jungkook."

I pause from eating.

"You alright?" He asks. I can tell he already knows what I'm thinking right now. What I'm feeling. But that's just me being insecure.

"She has worked there over 5 years apparently."

"More experience than me then." I reply.

"But she won't have the same affect." The male smirks whilst sipping on his coffee. I respond with a light smile.

I need to stop doubting my self. Jungkook loves me. He asked me to marry him. Why do I always have to put myself down? It's one of the most annoying female traits I swear to god.

"Okay papi you know the rules." Jisoo begins to undo her apron before tossing it over her shoulder. "I cook the breakfast, you wash the dishes."

"But you only fried bacon and eggs."

Jisoos face is a picture.

With a playful smile Jin proceeds to planting a kiss on the woman's cheek. "I'll get to it right away my dear."

"Too right you will." She huffs and Jin proceeds to attacking her with playful kisses until a smile beams on her face.

I'm in awe of these two most of the time. But recently it's become painful to watch them. Seeing them hug and kiss, just reminds me of how badly I miss doing that myself.

When I'm not working we normally all sit in the living room to watch tv. Me on one couch whilst Jin and Jisoo cuddle on the other with little Nini between them. A picture perfect family for company, and yet I've never felt so lonely.

"So what are you plans today chick?" Jisoo asks.

"Erm well Jimin invited me to the movies."

"Oh I see. Jimin."

"Am I missing something?" I question the woman's smirk.

As she goes to speak; Jin hurries to but in.

"Ignore her. She thinks Jimin has a crush on you."

"I don't think Kim, I know."

"But Jimin and I are just friends."

Making a 👉👌 gesture Jisoo proceeds to saying "friends with benefits more like."

I almost choke on my bacon.

"Sweetheart the girls engaged." Jin tuts at his wife. "Honestly you need to quit thinking out loud."

"I'm just saying. I've never known a boy and a girl to spend as much time together as you two. In fact I bet when you're out at the movies, he'll make a move, it's the perfect place after all. Dark surroundings, discreet seating, it's an opportunity for a little touchy touch action—."

"Okay time out for you Mrs." Jin scolds.

Couple hours later

"You good?"

Snapping out of my thoughts I turn to look at Jimin. "Sorry?"

"Well I asked if you wanted some of my popcorn and instead of saying yes you continued to stare at the old woman a few rows down."

"Oh. Yeah please." I smile before taking a piece, attempting to toss it in my mouth but instead it gets caught in my hair. "Damn it. That was supposed to be cool."

"Here let me." Chuckling Jimin gently pulls the piece out from my hair, the action causing our faces to come close. See. A perfect moment for him to kiss me, and all he wants to focus on is retrieving a piece of popcorn.

Jisoo was way in over her head before.

"You smell nice by the way." The boy comments.

"Do I? I don't think I sprayed any perfume today, but it could be my shampoo. I bought this new brand because my old one was coconut scented and Jungkook didn't really like it—." I pause when seeing the males expression. "Sorry. I'm babbling aren't I."

And just like that the male flashes me the prettiest and warmest smile I've ever seen. "It's fine. Sometimes I think I could listen to you babble all day long."

"About shampoo or just in general?" I tease.

"Either. There's just something about your voice that makes whatever you say interesting."

"Wow. Park Jimin I think you're the first person to ever compliment my voice."

Chuckling he tosses a piece of popcorn into his mouth, flashing me a cocky grin when he succeeds in catching it.

I grab a piece and attempt a second time, but I have a shit aim and the popcorn flies over me and into another womans hair.

"Shit!" I lower myself down to hide, the sound of Jimins laughter making it difficult for me not to do the same.

"It's fine maybe she'll appreciate your shampoo story and forgive you."

The boy jumps when I slap his thigh.

Slowly I get back up before checking if the woman had eyes on me. "Okay I think I'm in the clear."

"Maybe just stick to eating it the old fashion way."

Jungkook PoV

I'm exhausted.

I didn't sleep at all last night. The beds here are so uncomfortable that I always wake up with a stiff neck or a bad shoulder.

"Speed it up lads!" The guard shouts.

I continue to rinse the shampoo from my hair. It's none scented which is something I hate. One thing I loved about showering back home was the sweetly fresh scents that filled the room, especially when Y/n was in there. God I'd even except her coconut scented shampoo at this point.

Things are a little different here than the last prison. I shower with the other inmates, around 12 of us in each block. The first few weeks were fine, but I've started to receive some looks recently from a few men.

"Excuse me." A male speaks before reaching across me for a bar of soap. I sigh and bite my tongue. It's the 5th time he's done that now.

APoV

At first people showed no interested when Jungkook arrived at the prison.

Not until they all got a glimpse of him naked.

At just 20 years old he's the youngest inmate. But the attention wasn't gained through his face, and more through his body. He turned heads every time he entered the shower block. Even Hoseok and Yoongi were drawn at first.

One man steps a little closer to the boy. "You know. We're all suffering alone in here. It's nice to offer eachother a helping hand—." Jungkooks sudden grip on the man's wrist cuts his sentence short. "Wow. That's some grip you got there." He laughs nervously.

Turning his head, Jungkook looks the man dead in the eyes. "Count yourself lucky it's only your wrist."

When the man's hand is forcefully tossed back, he takes that as a warning to keep to himself from now on.

Tired of the staring, Jungkook reaches to turn the shower nozzle off. "I'm done" he calls out to the guard who hands him a towel.

With cuffs now on again, the guards escort him back to his cell. Just as they turn a corner, Rain stumbles in their way, her eyes meeting straight with Jungkooks. She hesitantly scans his body, embarrassed when hearing the males scoffed laughter. She was flustered and he knew it instantly. It made him lose any ounce of respect he had left for her.

When back in his cell freely, the boy proceeds to getting changed into his overalls. He drops the towel, standing bare naked when the cell door opens. Un phased he turns to see the person he was expecting to walk in.

With her chest raising up and down, Rain continues to just drink in the boys mouthwatering boys. "God you're beautiful." She blurts almost in disbelief. She had never come to witness someone like Jungkook. Someone so breathtakingly attractive in face and body.

"You have 5 seconds to get out of my cell." He huffs ready to pull his pants on when the girl stops him, her body now standing before his, her hands touching his wrist. She was trembling just from being so close to him. Her mind was in a whirl and she couldn't seem to control her own heart beat.

In just a day of knowing the boy; she had already fallen in love with him.

Staring at her with harsh eyes Jungkook pulls his wrist from her grip. But he doesn't move. His mind was screaming at him to push her away before temptation hit and yet he couldn't.

"Let me give you what you want." She speaks in half whisper, her hand now stroking the boys hardened dick. It made him feel sick, but not for the reason he'd hoped for. It felt good being touched by Rain, and the guilt from that was enough to make his stomach churn.

Gripping the girls wrist tightly, he shoves her away. He couldn't allow himself to feel pleasure from another girl. That job was owned by someone else.

Standing in shock Rain watches as the the male desperately pumps his own dick. She was a flustered mess and loved it. Finally she got to experience what she dreamt about last night.

The sudden moans that spurt from Jungkooks mouth make her cheeks heat up. He breathes unsteadily before placing his hands on the wall, head hung low as he replays everything that just happened.

With hesitation Rain steps forward. "Do you hate me now?" She asks.

He scoffs a laugh. "I don't care enough to hate you."

"Well then don't feel guilty for what just happened. You've been deprived of pleasure it's understandable for you to wanna—."

"Don't make up excuses for me."

Closing the space between them, Rain embraces Jungkook from behind. "I don't want you to feel guilty the next time we do this though."

"I won't let there be a next time." The boy suddenly stands straight causing Rain to let go. When he turns around she feels that once small amount of happiness burn and singe to nothing.

"I told you. I quit therapy."

"We don't have to talk. We can just fuck again and again until you're satisfied."

"Well there's already a problem then. Because I would never be satisfied. Trust me, the only sex I'll ever truly enjoy is with Y/n. That is if she can forgive me for what just went on here."

"Y-you're gonna tell her??"

"Of course." The boy says as if it was the obvious choice. "Being honest with her is what made our relationship the one it is today." He proceeds to pulling on his overalls.

"But she'll hate you."

"She will."

"Then why tell her??"

"Because. Hate is just being angry with someone you love."

It goes silent for a moment, and that's when something switches in Rain. Crossing her arms she takes a confident step towards the boy.

"So tell me then. What's gonna happen if you don't get out of this place? Are you really gonna spend every day avoiding the chance of sex just because of her? That's impossible with your past. I did more than just skim through your files Jungkook, I studied you. You've made sex a coping mechanism for yourself, you need it to stay sane—."

"The way I used to fuck was every kind of wrong. If anything it was leading me further to my insanity—."

"Then how is sex with her any different? She's just another vagina to get your dick wet."

Amused by the girls jealousy, Jungkook flashes her a smirk like smile. "You do realise you're trying to compete against someone you've never met."

"No. There's no completion when a lioness is up against your little lamb. Don't you see Jungkook? I'm compatible with you. She isn't."

Poking his tongue inside his cheek Jungkook steps closer to the girl. Immediately she becomes intimidated due to his height and stance.

"Then tell me."

"Why isn't the ring on your finger?"