Next Day

Y/n PoV

"Jin have you heard from Jungkook?"

"Not recently but he said he'd be back around 4:00 and it's 3:50 now."

"Oh. Did he say where he was going?"

Shaking his head the male grabs two mugs for the cupboard. Ah. It's time for our regular afternoon chat. They used to be mornings, but Jin has taken some time off work and tends to sleep in later now.

"Got any plans for this weekend then?" I ask.

"Taking Nini to see her mother. Supposed to be nice weather so I'm gonna change the flowers on her grave."

"Want some company?"

"You don't mind?"

"Course not."

"Then I'd appreciate that."

With a smile I take a seat at the table. "So where's little Nini today?"

"At Jisoo's folks."

"You should let me take care of her more. I don't mind."

Furrowing his brows Jin brings both mugs to join me at the table. "You've been obsessed with Nini lately. You pregnant or something?"

My eyes widen for a second before I spurt out in nervous laughter. "As if hehe he..."

Freezing, Jin looks at me. "Oh my god you're pregnant!"

"I am not!"

"Y/n."

"I...well...I may...sort of be pregnant."

"Oh my god! Y/n congratulations!!"

Despite the males happy reaction, I'm only able to give a faint smile in response.

"Why aren't you more excited??"

I pause for a moment whilst messing with the ring on my finger. "Because..I haven't told Jungkook."

"I'm confused. Is he not the father orrr—."

"No no he is!"

Mouthing an ah sound Jin leans to sit back in his chair. "You're worried he won't take it well?"

"Not worried. I'm shitting myself Jin."

"Well you're gonna have to be honest soon Y/n. I mean you're what? 11? 12 days in?"

"That's amazing how did you—."

"Im a doctor Y/n." The male smirks. "Plus I found your pregnancy test in the bathroom."

"Shit did you th—."

"Don't worry I threw it away."

I sigh in relief.

"But you do need to tell him before you start to show."

"Can't I just tell him I've gained weight?"

Chuckling Jin takes a sip from his brew.

That wasn't an answer??

The sound of the front door unlocking suddenly alert us both. I mouth for Jin to keep his mouth shut before turning to Jungkook as he enters the kitchen. My jaw drops when I see it. The thin silver ring.

"You got your lip pierced..."

"I did." I says before removing his jacket casually.

"You actually got it pierced though." I repeat.

"..I did." He looks at me funny.

Standing up I walk over to the boy, trying to work out whether it was just a clip on or an actual piece of metal pierced into his flesh.

APoV

Jungkook almost jumps out of his skin when the girl suddenly squeals all excited.

"You've wanted one for so long and now you finally have one I'm so happy for you!" She leaps to jump on him, now clinging like a koala on a tree.

"Looks good Kooks." Jin says.

"Thanks." The male grunts whilst adjusting Y/n into his hold. "Babe can I put you down?"

She shakes her head and squeezes him tighter.

4:48pm

Jungkook PoV

I sharpen my pencil before going back to sketching. This week I've had so many requests for my sketches that I've doubled last months income. I'm planning on using the money to buy something special for Y/n. What that will be I have no idea yet. Maybe we could put it towards her wedding dress.

"Why do you keep staring at me?" I ask without even looking away from my sketch pad.

"You just suit your lip ring so much." Y/n smiles before crawling further up the bed. "I'm happy for you. Have you thought about getting another one?"

"Not yet. But I want a tattoo."

"Yeah?"

I nod before showing Y/n my sketch pad. "I was thinking a sleeve with some of these designs. But I need to save up first."

"Well you've got your portrait wages right?"

"No that's for something else."

"Oh?"

I smirk over her curiosity, now putting my sketch pad down. "Something special for you."

"You don't need to buy me anything."

"Tough I want to." I pull her to sit on my lap. "You're the most important person in my life and I wanna spoil you."

"Say..do you think you'd ever wanna spoil another someone one day?"

I furrow my brows.

"Like perhaps. A baby?"

"A baby?" I look at her funny. "You mean Nini?"

"No I mean like—."

"Guys the Chinese is here!" Jin calls.

2:08am

Y/n PoV

I kick my shoes off after entering inside the house. That shift was lethal. I was on my feet all night. Not to mention the dishwasher broke so I was cleaning glass after glass by hand.

I'm EXHAUSTED.

I flick the light on in the kitchen. "Oh" I pause when seeing Jungkook fast asleep at the table. Peering over him I'm surprised to see a drivers theory book open in front of him, followed by a notepad with scribbled notes on.

He wants to take driving lessons?

"Kooks." I gently shake his shoulder. "Kooks it's late you should go to bed. Kooks?" When I shake him a couple more times his body suddenly springs to life and I gasp when he grips onto my arm painfully tight, his face showing anger for a few seconds before realising it's me.

"Fuck Y/n." He sighs before letting go, crashing his head into his hands. "Sorry I thought you were someone else."

"Who?"

"Anyone trying to harm us."

"Well rest assured. The door was locked when I came home. Now come on you should really get to bed."

Nodding in agreement Jungkook gathers his things, and I can't help but ask the question.

"How come you wanna learn to drive?"

"Hm?"  He replies without looking at me.

"I saw the theory book. You're thinking of taking lessons?"

"Yeah Jin is gonna find an instructor for me. I don't like that we can only go places walking distance. I wanna be able to go anywhere and not have to worry about bus times or taxis being able to pick us up. Plus if I learn to drive, then I can drop off and pick you up from work instead of you getting taxis."

I smile up at the boy and plant a kiss on his cheek. "You're so sweet the way you take care of me."

"Don't go all soft on me now L/n."

1 week later

11:58pm

APoV

Jimin peers into the bedroom, looking around before glancing at Jungkook. "Where's Y/n?" He asks.

Without looking away from his sketch pad, Jungkook mutters back a blunt "shower."

Nodding, Jimin reaches into his pocket for his phone. "Y/n mentioned you had a rough encounter with your driving instructor the other day."

"You don't scream at someone for wanting to learn." The boy replies. The other day Jungkook had his first driving lesson. At first, the instructor told Jin they had no problem with his past. But through out the lesson, they were being particularly harsh towards the boy, making snide comments under his breath and yelling over the top.

"Well. Mine was really calm and understanding when I made a mistake." Jimin says before searching through his contacts. "Plus I passed first time because of him so I guess it's worth a try. I'll forward you the number."

"Why would you do that?"

With a smile like smirk. Jimin looks over at the boy. "I may not particularly like you Jungkook."

"But I definitely no longer hate you."

"So if you wanna learn to drive. Then I don't mind being of help to that."

A moment of silent occurs between the two just before Y/n appears, an oversized T-shirt on as she rub a towel against her wet hair. "Oh Jimin? Did you need me for something??"

"No I was just coming to say goodnight." The male smiles, giving Jungkook a quick glance and nod before leaving.

With a funny look, Y/n approaches the bed. "What was all that about ey?"

"Nothing." Jungkook sits up and puts his sketch pad aside, grabbing a hair brush and waiting for Y/n to sit in front of him. The last couple of weeks, it had become a little night time routine of him brushing her hair before bed. He was always so gentle which surprised Y/n at first.

"Have you used a new shampoo?" The boy asks whilst scraping the girls hair behind her shoulders.

"Mm I picked it up today. Summer lavender. Do you like it?"

"It's so soft and fresh."

"Take that as a yes." The girl smiles to herself. But that smile slowly faded when she remembers her conversation with Jin. "Kooks. I have to tell you something. Something important."

The boy pauses from brushing.  Y/n turns herself around, now eye to eye as she climbs to sit on his lap, and like usual Jungkook rests his hands on her hips. Chewing her lip nervously, she tries to figure out how to word it but nothing else comes to mind before she blurts out. "I'm pregnant."

"...you're what?"

"I know." The girl says with a nervous smile. "It's crazy a-and unexpected but it's kind of amazing too—."

"Amazing?" The boys sudden laughter is alarming.

Y/n PoV

"Well...yeah." I say, but my last ounce of happiness slowly disappears into an ambush of worry when I see the disappointed expression on Jungkooks face. "D-don't you think it's amazing? I mean...we're gonna have a baby together—."

"You're keeping it?" He looks at me shocked.

"Of course."

"Y/n I'm not meant to be a dad. In fact out of 7 billion people in this world I am definitely the least suitable for that role. Drunks would do a better job than me. Meth addicts, crack whores and every other fucked up person would have a better shot at succeeding—."

"You're being too harsh on yourself."

"Am I?!" His sudden rage of volume makes me jump. "Let's back track to that time we had to baby sit Nini. I couldn't get her to stop crying. She refused to take her bottle from me, Jisoo didn't trust me to even be around her and I just couldn't understand the adoration you had for a baby that wasn't even yours."

"But you managed—."

"No you handled it all on your own Y/n because you're meant to be a mom. That's your purpose because you're naturally caring, and are capable of loving another person."

"But Kooks so are you—."

"No." He grabs onto my hand just as I go to caress his face, now shooting me a serious look. "I'm only capable of loving you Y/n. And even that was a difficult journey. I'm not meant to be a father..and you need to just fucking accept that." His sudden movement causes me to slip off from him. I watch him leave the bedroom, closing the dot after himself.

My breath shudders and I feel my insides twist and knot. "Fuck!" I curse before smacking the pillow next to me and hugging my knees close. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!