because angst
(None of the art in this chapter belongs to me ((: )

{-Yuri Plitesky-17-Male-}

When I found out about Victor sneaking away to find Yuri, I was not happy. I was fucking pissed.

He'd promised to make me a program. And I was just making sure he kept it. For his own good.

I'd found out where he was because the dumb ass hadn't turned off his location share for his contacts.

I kicked open the door screaming for wherever Victor was. Just to make sure my presence was known.

"Yuri! You're here!" Victor spoke, that same smile as always. I rolled my eyes.

"Judging from that angsty expression, I'm guessing I forgot a promise I made. Or maybe that's just his face. Yuuri, what do you think?" Victor finished, looking at a fat boy standing next to him.

I knew him. Yuri Katsuki. The other, fat and less talented me. I'd told him to stay off y ice last year. To my surprise, he'd listened.

Yuri seemed to stand there, shifting awkwardly. He seemed uncomfortable with everyone's gaze on him and I rolled my eyes.

"Who cares what he thinks? You need to make me a program. Right now." I stated.

Victor raised a hand to his chin, thinking. "I'll give both of you seperate programs! We'll have a contest and whoever wins i'll stay with!" He grinned Victoriously, earning a small sigh from Yuri and I.

"Fine. But I hope you know I'll be the winner." I scoffed, walking over to a lady who had said she'd show me a room.

{-Yuri Katsuki-}

No.. Victor just got here, and he's gonna leave when I loose. There's no way I can win against Yuri Plitesky. I'm not even allowed on the ice until I get my weight down.

Hopefully I'd get skinny faster. Last night I had went online shopping and bought a bunch of weight loss stuff. Diet pills, diet foods, and a bunch of other things I thought was needed. I hadn't eaten anything since Victor said I needed to get skinny again..

(keep in mind how self conscious Yuri is..)

I heard my stomach growl and I hoped that Victor wouldn't hear or say anything about it.

"Yuuri, did you eat today?"

Damn it Victor.

"Y-yea. I just had a sandwich earlier today. I'm just used to eating a lot so i'm still a bit hungry.." I lied, scratching the back of my neck awkwardly.

"Hm. Ok!" Victor smiled, walking off.

~Timeskip brought to you by when I think I lose something and I'm looking for like 10 but I was actually just sitting on it~

I had gone to the gym again. It felt as if there were needles pricking my pale, sensitive feet from running home after 3 1/2 hours of working myself to the bone.

"Yuri! You're home! Would you like some dinner? I made you a salad so you didn't have to eat the Katsudon!" My mother said.

"No thank you.. And, didn't you have Katsudon last night?" I sighed, trying to conceal my lack of breath.

"Yes, but I insisted that we had Katsudon again to show Yurio!" Victor butted into the conversation, flailing an arm around at me.

"Yurio?" I muttered to myself.

"Yes! Yuri's new nickname! I figured that since you're both named Yuri, we need a way to tell you apart. So we agreed that Yuri's new name is Yurio!"

Yurio turned around to face me. "I never agreed to that name!" He shouted angrily, with a mouthful of his pork cutlet bowl. Victor only laughed in response. I responded with a simple oh. The room fell into silence quickly.

Well, aside from Yurio loudly munching on his dinner.

Tension also flooded the room as I could barely stand, my tired body shaking.

"Yuuri, are you ok?" Victor eyed me.

"Hm?"

"You're shaking."

"O-oh yea. Just a bit tired from the gym." I lied.

"Alright, just don't overwork yourself!" He smiled at me.

"I won't.. I'm going to sleep now."

"It's so early though." My mother questioned.

"Like I said, I'm tired.." I walked off to my room without another word.

I threw my sheets up and dove under them as they fell on top of me neatly. I rolled up into them until my head was the only thing that wasn't tightly packed into my blanket.

Shortly, I fell into a deep sleep.

-

I opened my eyes to be greeted by a worried Yurio standing over me. "Victor! Yuri's awake!"

A once pacing, now rushing over to me Victor gasped. "Yuuri, darling! You're ok!" He smiled brightly, tears streaming down his slightly pale face. His silver hair fell down over my nose, showing off his ocean blue eyes.

I'm not sure why, but I had raised my hand to his cheek. His head leaning into my hand. I ran my thumb over his cheek as he closed his eyes.

"Ahem. Can you guys not." Yurio's presence was noticed, along with his annoyance. "Right, sorry Yurio.. And what have I told you about calling us by our first names?" Victor turned his head towards Yurio, his expression calm with a hint of anger.

"Sorry father, sorry mother."

Wait wut.

"It's ok, just don't do it again." Victor smiled, his perfectly white teeth shining brightly.

I sat up in confusion, a sudden pain rushing through my head.

"Augh.. My head." I groaned. But something was off. My voice was.. Feminine.

"Be careful mom, you hit your head pretty hard."

I looked at Yurio thoroughly. He was in a nearly all white outfit. It had fluffy shoulder pads with diamonds on them, along with a ring of fluff around the wrists. Sequins covered the top and stopped at a small design of black at the waist. A small skirt like piece of cloth hanging off the back of his waist. Along with white shoes, polished black on the end.
~

(Basically his Agape outfit, but imagine it with a little black thing hanging off the edge lined with diamonds and it as a suit.)
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I then turned to Victor. He too was wearing a just as stunning outfit. He wore a light pink fading into a hot pink-ish top, on the left shoulder two golden loops hung off loosely. The mid section was help together with golden lace and buttons, his sleeves black with one wrapped around his thumb. His black pants and shoes fitting nicely.

~

(So his outfit when he was skating with Yuri, whICH I TOTALLY FANGIRLED AT DHSHAHA)
~

"Yuuri, dearest. Did you hear what I was saying?" Victor frowned slightly, causing a light pang in my chest.

"N-no, I'm sorry.. Uh, can I see that m-mirror?" I stuttered, pointing towards a body mirror in the corner. Victor smiled and chuckled slightly and I felt my face heat up slightly.

"You're adorable when you stutter!" He grinned as he took my head and helped me up. My face flushed a dark crimson shade as our hands seemed to fit together perfectly. It's corny, but it felt as if I was complete when our two puzzle pieces fit together.

I stopped my miniature fangirl moment as I stared at the recently washed mirror.

The first thing I noticed was.

I was a girl.

A woman, to be precise.

My outfit was a black and red dress, with black gloves and a black collar that was separated from the dress. The center of the collar held a sparkling diamond. The dress was sleeveless, aside from diamonds sticking out the right side. The waist nearly covered with diamonds. Then middle was silk as the rest was flowing with black and red ruffles, with a slight mermaids tail on the end.
~

(Basically this!)
~

I had long, raven black, curled hair. A braid along the left side with a blood red rose blended into it. My lips had a dark crimson on it, complimenting my soft pale face. My eyes, surrounded by a cat eye. And my eyelids covered with a dark eyeshadow.
~
(Couldn't find an exact pic but here's a few, just try to piece them together)

(This for the lipstick)

(This for the eyes)

(And kinda like this but the braid starts at the front and has a red rose braided into it, and it's a bit longer.)
~

Needless to say.

I looked fucking fabulous.

So fabulous, I didn't even notice the warmth from Victor's arm wrapping around my (thicc) waist.

It wasn't until his warm breath made contact with my cold neck that I realized how close he was to me.

"Yuuri..."

The hairs on my neck stood up as he whispered into my ear.

"V-Victor..?" I whispered back, my voice cracking slightly.

"Have I ever told you, how beautiful you are?"

He smirked, his eyes half lidded as his gorgeous blue pierced my small soul through the mirror.

(*inhAL E* m Y B oDY IS RE aD Y)

I was suddenly turned around and dipped as I squealed slightly.

Victor chuckled down at me, a sudden flash distracting us. Victor grinned, turning towards our son.

wAit what'd I just say?

"Did you forget to turn the flash off again?" Victor asked, his beautiful smile still on his flawless face.

Yurio's face flushed red. "N-no! I think it's gross!" He stuck his tongue out, turning the other way with his arms crossed, face still bright red.

Victor laughed before pulling me closer, out heat radiating off of each other. Our foreheads touched, our lips only a few centimeters apart. His breath on my lips.

We leaned closer until-

-

Knock, knock, knock.

I jumped awake at the banging at my door, falling off of my bed and out of my burrito blanket. My clothes were sticking to me from wrapping myself in so many blankets.

Knock knock knock.

The banging was louder.

"Yuuri!"

"Open the door, pig! We know you're up!"

I wiggled stood up, quickly scattering over to my door. Then I stopped.

tHE POSTERS.

"One second!" I yelled nervously, rushing around my room to pull them all down without ripping them. I, carefully shoved them into a lockable dresser, locked it, and unlocked my door.

"Y-yes?"

"Let's have a sleepover!"

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WOW.

THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SHORT BUT SUDDENLY GOT REALLY DETAILED WITH THAT FUCKNIG DREAM AHFSD

uhm tIME FOR THE CUTE ART :D

Yurio has a little sibling :)))

Wearing each other's jackets iM-

victor pls.

Cmon Yurio, we all know you run the Victuuri fanpage with Phichit.

jEEZUS #BLESSED

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