Niall’s POV

A few days have now passed since that day I talked with Bree in my room. I still can’t believe she thinks I can dump her. I mean, it’s not like its not possible, but she seriously thinks that I’m not that into her. But boy, she’s so wrong. I literally am in love with her. Madly in love with her. And it hurts to know that she doesn’t know it. I won’t break up with her. Not now, not ever.

She seriously doesn’t know the effect she has on me, but these past days I’ve been trying to show her that I really do love her, just like I told her before. Now, I remind her constantly and I try to show her that I’m seriously so into her. It’s so hard though, because I literally can’t describe how she makes me feel. All I know is that I’m madly in love, and I’ve never been happier in my entire life. I love her so much, really.

We were now in Germany, enjoying our day off in our hotel room. The boys were probably in the pool, but Bree and I weren’t really in the mood, so we decided to stay and watch something on the telly. We found some re-runs of friends, but unfortunately they were in German. We still watched it though, and hearing her giggle at the foreign accent made me smile so big. Little things like these are what I love the most about her, but of course she doesn’t know it, and she will never believe it because she’s that insecure.

At this point, I’m only staring at her. Watching her laugh with the funny parts (or probably just the accent), watching her forehead crease a little in concentration, even though she doesn’t understand what the characters are saying. She’s absolutely beautiful and knowing that she’s all mine really makes me happy. I really have no idea how I got so lucky. And I really can’t believe I fell so hard for her.

“Stop staring,” I hear her say, interrupting my thoughts.

I smile. “Sorry, you’re just so beautiful,” I say, kissing her temple after.

“Stop it,” She says giggling, looking at me after.

“I’m just saying the truth,” I reply, making her smile. She leans in and soon, our lips are brushing. I give her a gentle peck and when we’re about to deepen the kiss, her cell phone rings. “Great timing,” I say, making her laugh. She pecks my lips quickly and then answers the phone.

She sounded really excited when she picked up, but I didn’t really pay attention to who she was talking to. Instead, I grabbed the remote control and changed the channel, finding something more interesting and something I could understand.

After going through all the channels, my attention turned back to Bree. She was taking very long with that phone call, and now I was getting curious. Who was she talking to? Why is she taking so long? What is she even talking about? But I only got more curious as I heard her say, “I would love to go back!” Only then, more question filled my mind, but gladly she hung up soon enough.

“Who was it?” I ask immediately, regretting it a little bit because that was super clingy of me.

“It was Emily, you remember her, right?” She replied.

“Oh yeah,” I say, remembering her blonde friend from skype. “What did she say?” I ask, trying to get her to tell me what was that ‘I would love to go back’ about.

“Well, her mom selled my old house and she’s going to send me that money soon,” She explained. “The best part is that I get to use some of it to go back to L.A and visit!” At this my smiles fades. I know I should be happy for her, and I’m being ridiculously clingy right now, but I can’t be without her. Not when I got used to hving her around me 24/7.

“You what?” I ask, still not believing what she told me.

“I’m going back to L.A,” she says, a big smile on her face.

“When?” I ask.

She shrugs. “Maybe in about a week.”

“For how long?”

“I don’t know. Maybe I could stay there until you go there, then I can join you guys,” She explains.

At this, I start freaking out. “What?! But that’s so much time. Are you gonna stay there for two months?”

“Why not?” she asks, and I know that she’s getting annoyed now, so I need to try to calm down. “I miss everyone, and I really want to catch up with them.”

“Yeah, I guess you’re right,” I admit. She’s right. She deserve to go back home. I know what it feels to stay away from the place where you grew up for a long time, so I need to put my shit together and stop being ridiculous. She needs to go. Of course, I’ll miss her like crazy, but it’s just so stupid the way I’m acting. I’m not like this. “Where are you gonna stay? Do you need help sorting everything out?” I ask.

“I’m gonna stay at Emily’s,” she say, and the smile that appears on her face is priceless. She must truly miss everyone, and if she’s happy then I should be too. “I’m gonna talk to Uncle Paul and see what he says. I’m sure he’ll help me with the plane ticket and all those arrangements,” She adds, sitting my side.

“You must be really excited,” I say, wrapping my arms around her.

She nods. “I am!” she exclaims.

“Are you gonna miss your boyfriend as much as he’s gonna miss you?” I ask, making her laugh lightly.

“Of course,” She replies, leaning closer to me. “I’m sure I’ll miss you more, though.”

I shake my head, rubbing my nose with hers. “Oh no, I really doubt that,” I whisper.

She giggles. “Whatever you say, snowflake.”

I pull away lightly. “Snowflake?”

“I read that on twitter,” She laughs. “Some of your fans call you special snowflake.”

I chuckle. “I didn’t know that.”

“Well, now you know,” She says quickly. “Now, where were we?” she asks, wrapping her hand around my neck, pulling me closer.

“Ah, desperate much, I see,” I tease.

“Just kiss me already, would ya?”

I chuckle at her eagerness, but I just do as told. I connect my lips to hers in a sweet, caring kiss, or at least that’s what I thought it was. All of a sudden, she’s straddling me and the kiss becomes more passionate and much more heated than before. Her hands are playing with the hair at the back of my neck, at the same time pulling my face closer to hers – if that’s even possible – and it’s driving me nuts. My hands are at her sides, slowly moving down to the back of her thighs, pulling her closer to me. Her mouth opens a little, letting my tongue slip inside, and this is all so intense and so… hot. She’s so hot. She then bites my lower lip and that’s it. I can’t take it any longer. I flip us over, so now I’m hovering over her. As we keep on kissing, my hands go to the hem of her shirt, slowly pulling it up a little so that my hand rest on the inside. Her hands move from my neck down to my torso and soon, she’s pulling my shirt upwards. She breaks the kiss, and she takes off my shirt quickly, throwing it aside and connecting our lips once again. Now it’s my turn to break the kiss, but only to continue kissing her chin, her jaw, making my way to her neck. Her breathing becomes uneven, letting me know that I’m close to her sweet spot. As I kiss below her ear, she lets out a deep sigh. Found it. I keep kissing that spot and then I start sucking a little, and I know she’s enjoying it by the small whimpers that are coming out of her mouth, and by her fingernails scratching my back. I kiss it one more time and then I make my way up to her lips again. She immediately kisses me back, but after a while I stop, pecking her lips lightly. If we continue this I’m sure I’m gonna do something she won’t like.

“Tell me why didn’t we do that before?” she asks, and I only laugh.

“I’m glad you enjoyed it as much as I did,” I reply, kissing the tip of her nose.

“Why did you stop then?” she asks.

“I didn’t want to do something you wouldn’t like,” I explain. She furrows her eyebrows, but then her eyes widen and her cheeks turn red as realization hits her.

“Oh,” She says. “Okay.”

I laugh at her innocence and peck her lips one more time. “I love you,” I say.

“I love you, too,” She replies smiling.

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I apologize for any errors. It's 4 am.

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