Bree’s POV

After Liam and Niall left, I went up to my room to rest for a while. The guys were right on being  tired. Even though we didn’t do that much, it was tiring walking around under the sun. I wanted to keep sightseeing, but I guess I have lots of time to do that since I’m going to live here now. It’s still weird to say it, but hey, I’ve just been here for almost two days. It’s kind of interesting how everything happens.

I lay in my bed, looking at the roof thinking of everything that happened today. Even though I had my sad moments, I must admit that going out with the boys is always fun and entertaining. I even blush a little thinking on how I fell asleep in Niall’s shoulder. I guess I was really tired after all. I let out a sigh and look at the clock. 5:30 pm. I guess a nap wouldn’t be bad right now.

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I wake up by a knock in my door, and with a lazy voice I reply ‘come in.’ Soon enough, Uncle Paul is inside my room asking me if I want dinner. I think about it, but I’m really not that hungry.

“No, that’s fine,” I reply. “I think I’ll just make a cup of tea.”

“Oh yeah, Liam told me you fell in love with the tea he prepared today,” He says, walking closer to turn on the light. That was true. The tea that Liam had prepared was super delicious. One of the best teas I’ve ever had.

“Did you talked to him?” I ask.

He nods. “I wanted to see what you guys did and if everything went well,” He replies. And I smile because it means that he really cares about me and that he’s trying to play the role of a dad, but at this thought, my smile disappears. Thinking about it, no one will replace my dad, although what Uncle Paul is doing reminds me so much of him. “You okay?” He asks, interrupting my thoughts.

“Yup!” I say, as if nothing has happened.

“So, are you guys going out again?” He asks, walking closer and finally sitting on my bed.

“Yeah, the boys wanted to go to a club, but honestly I don’t know what to think about it,” I admit.

He frowns. “What do you mean? You don’t want to go?”

“No, it’s not that. It just feels weird because I thought I wouldn’t go to a club until I was 21 because of the drinking age,” I explain laughing a little, and he does too.

“Don’t worry, it’s good that you’re going out to have fun,” He says. “You deserve it,” He adds with a smile, which I return quickly. “Well, I’ll go prepare your tea. I think you should start getting ready. I nod and thank him, and when he’s out and closes the door I look at the clock. 8:00 pm. Wow, I was asleep for a while.

I stand up and go the bathroom, debating on whether I should take a shower or not. I decide that it’s not a bad idea, but it’s better to not wash my hair since it was kind of curly and just on the perfect style to go out. After I’m out the shower, I put on my underwear and begin doing my makeup, keeping it light and just natural. When I’m done, I go back to my suitcase and get out some white pants and a navy blue shirt that has an opening at the back. I put on some silver sandals, grab some things that I might need like cell phone and money and then I’m ready to go. I look at the clock and its 9:15. Just in time.

When I’m about to go downstairs, my cell phone rings, meaning that I have a text. I look down and it says Niall. I frown at this because I don’t remember saving his number. I open the text and everything makes sense now.

Niall – Hey, are you ready? We’re going to pick you up soon! Btw, I saved my number on your phone when you were at the bathroom in the restaurant. We all did, actually :)

I smile when I’m done reading it, so I go back to my contacts and I see all of the boys’ name written in there. I shake my head, giggling a bit and then go back to reply him.

Bree – Hey, I was just done getting ready :)

But before I could hit send, there was a knock on my door. I walk towards it and opened it, revealing a really good looking Zayn.

“Hey Bree,” He said, opening his arms for a hug.

“Hey, are you feeling better now?” I ask, hugging him quickly.

He chuckles. “So much rested now,” He replies. “But anyways, are you ready to go?” I just nod and we go out, closing the door behind me later. We say goodbye to Uncle Paul and Clodagh and then we go outside were the rest of the boys are in the black car from earlier. Zayn opens the door for me, but instead of only seeing the other 4 familiar faces, there is one that I don’t recognize.

“Hi,” I say awkwardly, becoming shy all of a sudden. They all reply with a loud ‘hi’ which makes me giggle a little. I turn to look at the only person I don’t know which is a girl. She has curly hair and her skin is a little bit darker than mine. She looks tall and skinny, and I must admit she’s really pretty. She makes me feel so more insecure than I already am. I smile at her and she returns it quickly. When Zayn is finally inside, the door is closed and the car begins moving. This time, Zayn and Harry are beside me, living Liam, Niall, Louis and the other girl in front of me.

“Bree, this is Danielle,” Liam says. “She’s my girlfriend.”

“Nice to finally meet you,” She says. “These boys won’t stop talking about you,” she adds, and I give her a smile, thinking of what these boys have said about me.

“Nice to meet you, too,” I say. After that, the drive to the club is like any other. Some of the boys start making conversation between each other, and asking questions once in a while. I must admit it made the way there not that long because we were all entertained. I started talking to Danielle, but not as much as I would’ve liked. It’s true that I’m not the social type of person, but Danielle made me feel so much comfortable and there were so many things I wanted to ask her. Being one of these boys girlfriends must be really interesting after all.

When we’re finally at the club, we get out of the car and we make our way to the entrance. Harry, Louis and Zayn are the firsts one to go inside. I follow them and behind me is Niall, Liam and Danielle. I was kind of nervous at the beginning, but the guys in the front didn’t ask me anything, so everything was good. The club was not that big, but then again it was a two story high building. There were a few people here and there, but I heard that later on it would be really full and that’s why we came a little earlier.

Soon enough, everyone started going their separate way. They had a table reserved though, so we would meet once in a while there. I wasn’t sure where to go or with who. Louis and Harry went directly to the bar to get drinks. I don’t know if it was only for them or for the whole table. Liam and Danielle disappeared all of a sudden. I’m not sure if they were dancing or at the bar as well, and finally, Zayn and Niall walked towards the table they had reserved. I walked towards them thinking it was the best option I had.

I sat down in front of them and observed carefully everything around me. With each minute that passed, the place began to fill with more and more people. Niall and Zayn had ordered some drinks and were having an interesting conversation about different bands that they liked. Minutes later, I see Liam and Danielle dancing and I smile a little at the scene. They are so cute, and Danielle is really lucky to have someone like Liam in her life. I could still see Louis and Harry drinking by the bar. They were laughing hysterically, and I just had to laugh at them even though I have no idea what they were talking about. I swear, those two were inseperable.

As more people began to fill the place, I felt more and more uncomfortable. It’s not that I don’t like the place, but right now it doesn’t feel right to be here. I see that everybody is having so much fun and I’m sure that I can be like that in the future, but right now it doesn’t feel right to be partying when I lost my family. I let out sigh, wondering why I agreed to come here. I look at the boys and see how much fun they’re having. I really don’t want to bother them, so I decide to just leave. I really want to go home, but I don’t know any directions here and I’m not able to get there, so instead I just go outside for a while. I start walking around seeing if I can get distracted for a while before I start crying again. I found a beautiful, small bridge. Below that there’s lots of water and you can see lots of little boats. Luckily, there’s a bench, so I decide to stay there for a while.

A few moments pass by, but it’s no use. I can’t get distracted, I can’t think about anything else, but my family and I lost it. Once again, I’m alone, crying like there is no tomorrow. This is no fun at all. I want my mom, I want my dad, and I want my baby brother. I want my family back, but I know I’ll never see them again unless I die, and of course if there is an afterlife. Suddenly, I start sobbing uncontrollably. I hid my face on my hands and I can’t stand it any longer. I think this is the time that I have cried the most since the accident happen, but I guess it’s good. I remember my mom would say that sometimes, crying and letting everything out was good. And that was what I’m planning to do right now.

A few minutes later, I’m still crying. I’m not sobbing uncontrollably like before, but I still can’t stop crying. That’s when I feel somebody sit by my side. I clean my tears quickly, not wanting this person to see me, but then it’s too late.

“Why are you crying?” He asks. “What happened?” and that accent, that voice is now very familiar to me. I look up at the blonde, Irish guy and I can’t help it. Even more tears stream down my face, but instead of hiding my face in my hands, I throw myself at him, hugging him like if my life depended on it. Something tells me that he was there for a reason, not only because they saw that I was gone and they went looking for me.

Something tells me that everything was going to be okay after I talked to him, and I don’t know why I had such a great positive feeling about it. But the weirdest thing is that, even though we met just a few days ago, I felt that I could trust him with my life. I felt that I could finally say what I was feeling to somebody, and that somebody was Niall.

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