The sky is gray when Mingyu wakes up but he decides that that isn't going to ruin his day. He's going to spend this day with Wonwoo, seeing that it might be his last.

Wonwoo stirs awake, bringing the tall boy out of his thoughts. He looks at his tired boyfriend and smiles. He asks him how he slept to which he replies with "Fine"

They start their day off like any other. Showering, eating, and small talk with the other members. But after all of that, they get dressed and head out the door.

"What do you want to do first?" Wonwoo asks Mingyu.

"I want to act as if it were summer." He says before looking down at him and smiling softly. Wonwoo returns the smile after taking Mingyu's hand in his own.

They then start walking to the ice cream shop that's down the street. Mingyu gets mint chocolate chip while Wonwoo gets plain vanilla.

They walk to the nearest beach while licking their slightly melted ice cream. At one point, Mingyu puts some on Wonwoo's nose resulting in Wonwoo attemting and failing at trying to do the same to the taller.

Once they make it to the sandy area, Mingyu removes his shirt and Wonwoo soon does the same. They then get into the water, not minding the cold.

They stand next to each other, waist deep in the water. Suddenly, Mingyu starts laughing.

"What's so funny?"

"I-I don't know." Mingyu answers, while still laughing. Really he does know. He just can't believe that he's actually dying. So instead of crying, he forces himself to laugh.

Eventually he stops laughing and suddenly Wonwoo stands in front of Mingyu and places his hands on the taller's shoulders. He leans closer, until their lips are almost touching. Then he pushes Mingyu under the water and starts to laugh.

"That wasn't funny!" Mingyu yells playfully before pulling Wonwoo under the water.

They continue to push each other under the water until they end up closer than they planned on. So close that they can feel each other's breath. Mingyu looks at Wonwoo's lips briefly before looking into his eyes. While the tall boy is staring, Wonwoo closes the space between their lips. Mingyu immediately responds by pulling Wonwoo closer by his hips.

Wonwoo accidentally moans into the kiss, causing Mingyu to smirk. Wonwoo pulls back, though.

"We're at a beach. We can't exactly do anything." He says while pouting slightly.

"Who says? No one is here..." Mingyu responds before pulling Wonwoo close to him, once again. Wonwoo looks at Mingyu for a moment before kissing his lips once again.

Soon, Wonwoo has his legs wrapped around Mingyu's waist, while his hands are playing with his hair.

Both moan loudly when Wonwoo suddenly starts grinding on Mingyu, both of them surprised at the action.

"How...is this...going to work...?" Wonwoo asks, in between kisses.

"We'll figure it out." Wonwoo giggles at that before Mingyu starts to gently kiss his neck.

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Once the two boys are out of the cold water, and fully clothed, they head to a little coffee shop about ten minutes away from the beach.

They enter the warm building and immediately smell coffee and pastries.

They sit at a table in the very back and decide on what to get.

After they order, Wonwoo asks a question.

"Why are we getting coffee if we're pretending it's summer?"

"Because one, it's cold. And two, coffee is life."

"Fair enough."

After about two minutes, their coffee comes along with Wonwoo's cookie.

When they finish, they head back out into the cold and go to the first park that they see.

The two sit under the tree, Mingyu's head resting on Wonwoo's lap. Wonwoo plays with his his hair as they talk, enjoying the feeling of the soft strands on his fingers.

Mingyu starts talking about how much he loves Seventeen and the fans and Wonwoo listens to about half of it before he spaces out. He remembers that his lover could die at any moment and he starts to cry. Mingyu notices and knows what's wrong from the start.

"I know you heard us. And even though it could happen soon, I want to forget about it, just for a little while. I want to pretend like I'm ok. Like everything will be fine. Just for a little while, I want to pretend that I'm not dying." Wonwoo just nods and leans down to kiss Mingyu's lips.

They start to talk lightly again, this time about whether or not they should get Minghao a puppy. Mingyu votes yes since he thinks it will help him after Mingyu goes. Everyone knows that the Chinese boy has a soft heart and even though he has Jun, it might not be enough. Wonwoo agrees so they head to the pet shop.

They see a cute and fluffy golden furred puppy. They decide on that one and adopt it, but agree to have the store hold it for them until later, since they still want the rest of the day to themselves.

They say goodbye to the small dog before heading to a small hill near the park that they were at beforehand.

The sun is starting to go down by now, so they sit on the grass, Mingyu's head on Wonwoo's lap, just like last time. They hold hands and talk about how cute the puppy is and how much Minghao will like him.

"I love you." Mingyu says, still looking at the purple sky.

"I love you too." Wonwoo replies.

"Forever?"

"Forever." Wonwoo leans down, kissing Mingyu's lips for the last time.

Mingyu smiles into the kiss right before his heart stops.

Wonwoo notices something is wrong and pulls away, noticing that Mingyu is no longer holding his hand as tightly as before.

"Mingyu?" Wonwoo says, slightly panicked.

"Mingyu..." He feels the years start to flow down his cheeks as he realizes that Mingyu is gone forever.

He then stands up before lifting Mingyu and carrying him to the funeral home that wasn't too far away, luckily.

After he leaves the depressing place, he goes to the pet shop, remembering Minghao's puppy.

It's completely dark by now and he carries the puppy in the his arms, holding it close to his chest as he cries.

He opens the door to the dorm, surprised to see the rest of the members waiting.

"Where's Mingyu?" Seungchul asks, worriedly.

Wonwoo can't bring himself to answer. Instead, he starts crying more and the leader and the rest of the members immediately understand. Seungchul, walks toward the crying boy and hugs him tightly after setting the puppy on the floor.

After the members eventually go to their rooms, Wonwoo picks the puppy up and carries it to Minghao's room. He knocks on the door and it's opened seconds later, receiving Minghao who looked terrible. They sat down on the bed before Wonwoo speaks.

"Mingyu wanted you to have a puppy." He says, putting the dog on Minghao's lap. He smiles softly before holding puppy close to his chest, starting to cry again. Wonwoo hugs the small boy, before starting to softly cry himself.

Wonwoo soon heads to his room that he used to share with Mingyu. He lays down in Mingyu's bed, holding his pillow tightly, while breathing in his scent. He cries himself to sleep that night and many others after that, not coping well with the fact that the boy who made him feel loved, is now gone forever.
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That's is the longest chapter I have ever written wow. 1,260 words(not including a/n)

But anyway, this is technically the last chapter but their will be a prologue and possibly a diary entree