As we exit the stage I cover my face and blush harder. Why did I want Him to wait for me?
I think to myself, covering my cheeks. Maybe it was because...he...looked like he knew me...like he understood the depression I feel...and the things I've done to myself... A voice in my head whispers, rational, as I remember the few times a razor has met my skin. Could this boy be...as sad as I am?...if he is...I will be the one to make him happy. I'm Jhope! I will make myself his hope! I declare to myself, unaware V was copying me with a grin on his face. Looking down at myself I see I had unconsciously clenched my fist and held it up while thinking. I grin at V, who grins back.
"TaeTae, let us rejoice in the love of all that is aegyo!!" I shout out, and me and V aegyo, and Jungkook joins in, then Jimin, which makes me crack up.
"Jiminie~ you can't aegyo! You look seductive!" I call, laughing as Jungkook and V join in, dropping their cute expressions as well.
"Jimin, why do you need to be sexy? There....isn't any ARMY here!!" Tae calls out between his laughter and Jungkook clutches V's shoulder, overcome with his giggles. Jimin glares at us playfully, the corners of his lips twitching.
Suga walks up behind Jimin, slinging his arm over Jimins shoulder, grinning.
"It isn't Jiminie's fault, he is too used to seducing women, he doesn't know how...to do both~"  he says, making a cute yet sexy expression with his free hand and face.
"What are you even saying hyung?" Jimin says while chuckling, playfully hitting Suga's hand.
Suga grins more before letting go of Jimin. I smile at them. They would be cute together...and so would Kookie and V...and Namjoon-hyung and Jin-Hyung...I'm the odd one out... Wait! The boy! I remember suddenly, turning around sharply, and rush out the dorms.
"Hobi? Where are you going??" Jin-hyung calls to me as I rush out.
"I'll be right back, I need to meet someone!!" I call out to them as I sprint faster, exitting the backstage door and moving quickly to the front, throngs of girls blocking me, and slowly they begin to realize who I am.
"Jhope-oppa!? Is that you!?
"Hobi-oppa, notice me!!"
"Sarangheyo Jhope!!!"
"Does that mean the others are here?? Taehyung!?" As soon as I hear the comment, my heart breaks a little, but not too much, I still have my own fans..but I've slown down! I can't reach the door! But...the boy!! I struggle against the girls, pushing myself gently and slowly through the crowd of girls.

Inch by inch, I tread through the girls, trying to go quickly, but there are still girls clinging to me, and pulling at me, hugging me and trying to stop me, and more comments about the other members maybe being here ring in my ears, each one stabbing my heart. I struggle to keep calm, and suddenly the ground is rushing up to my face. Before I realize I've tripped, a strong pair of arms catch me, and the floors movement stops. Confused for a second, I look up to thank who caught me, but get stunned by the same sharp (e/c) eyes, and the same beautiful face...

It's...him!