I freeze, unsure of what to do.
"Wh-what?" I ask, my voice trembling with emotion, hesitantly I hug him back, and he let's go, holding me at arms length, tears running down his cheeks, he brings a hand to his face and wipes his eyes, before replacing his hands on my shoulders.
"(Y/n)....why do you do this to yourself...?" He whispered, and I knew he knew why, but it seems he forgot with the suddeness and realism. I felt my eyes sting and my nose prickle as I resist the urge to cry. I shake my head, and wipe my eyes before the tears can slip.
"C-can I say when I'm...ready..?" I whisper, and all their arms wrap around me, group hugging me. And I feel an overwhelming sense of love and safety overwhelm me.
I sniff, and smile at them. Then a sharp realization slaps me in the face, I'd been so caught up in myself that I hadn't even noticed. Slowly the hug dissipated, and I ran to the calendar I saw in the kitchen, and heard their surprised cries, and I gasped. Today is Valentine's day!! They follow me as I rush into the kitchen to see if the ingredients for chocolate are here, when I realize. In Korea, only women give chocolates and gifts on February 14th, they give them to the boys they like. But then, March 14th is when men give gifts to women, so now is my only chance...I bite my lip, and see we do have all the ingredients. I nod to myself and narrow my eyes.
I will do this.
I turn and smile at them, they looked more confused, I ushered them out gently, not answering their questions, but they reluctantly went.
A sense of deja vu washes over me, and I frown, trying to remember why I felt it.
Then it dawned on me.
Two months ago, on December 14th, when I bought the tickets for today's concert, I had planned to make and bring chocolates with me to give some to Bts...but my parents kept beating me over the last two months...and it had completely slipped my mind...in fact, I forgot the concert was even on Valentine's day, because every day that passed I kept looking forward more and more to the concert, and every day I forgot Valentine's day was February 14th a little bit.
I shake my head to clear my thoughts, and blush as I spot one of the ingredients, and I rummage more and find the rest of them. Blushing harder, I grab them, and grab a mixing bowl. Technically I wasn't making them from scratch, I was melting pure milk chocolate and adding my own ingredients and reshaping them.
I grab the frying pan with a clang, and jump when I hear footsteps approaching me.
"(Y/n)? What are you doing?" I hear Kookie ask, turning I smile at him.
"Ah, Kookie!!" I'm just making something for you guys." I smile and hope I don't look too flushed, and hope he doesn't figure me out.
"Are you sure? I got voted in to ask, everyone wanted to come but we thought it would help if only one of us came. That's me!" He grinned and aegyoed, but his smile was a little sad, and I saw his eyes briefly flit to my long sleeved hands.
I rub my arm, nodding and smile, hopefully reassuringly.
He studies me a moment, before nodding slowly.
"All right. Oh, Hobi says we're all going to talk before we go to bed." He adds and turns. I glance at the digital clock on the stove.
It already says its 10pm!
"But its late!" I cry and Jungkook chuckles as he walks.
"Yup." And he's out of sight. I sigh, before I place the frying pan on the burner with margerine and turn it on, getting ready to begin. I'll be as fast as I can.

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I pant tiredly, exhausted, and clap my hands proudly as I look at my renewed, unique, heart shaped, and cooled down chocolates. I look at the clock, to make sure its still even Valentine's day.
11:57pm it reads. I gasp and grab the baggies I organized and rush into the dorms living room. All the boys sleeping and lightly snoring. Giggling, I set down the chocolates, some in their hands, others in their laps.
"Wake up~!" I cry and they all jump awake. Groggily, they register the baggies, and V and Kookies eyes light up, Suga raises his eyebrows and Rap Monster, Jhope, and Jin lick their lips.
"Whats the occasion, (Y/n)?" Jin asks me, and Jhope looks back up at me, meeting my eyes, both Jin and Jhope look at me, intrigued, curious, and if I'm correct. Even a little hopeful.
I check the clock on the wall, and it hits 11:59pm. I grin and spread my arms in a 'Ta dah' kind of way, and I blush
"Happy Valentine's Day!!"