~Jhope's POV~

"Yeah! Of course I'm okay." (Y/n) said cheerfully, I eyed him carefully, he seemed genuinely happy, his amazing (e/c) eyes were cheerful, gratitude and cheerfulness in them.
"...Okay.." I replied hesitantly, something told me to keep asking, but I didn't see why I should if he's really happy...
I study his eyes, eyebrows and mouth, some of the most expressive parts of the human face, making sure that he really is all right.
"Jh- I mean, Hoseok...?"(Y/n)'s voice interrupted my search, his tone curious and confused, I flush slightly at my staring, and I smile in relief.
"As long as you're okay." I need to use the toilet.." I say, and point towards the bathroom behind him.
"Oh! Oops, sorry." (Y/n) apologizes and steps away from the door threshold.
"Its all yours." He chirps, and I step into it, closing the door and immediately I look around the room for any evidence of cutting.

~(Y/n) POV~

My heart was pounding a mile a minute, as I walked away from the washroom as fast as I could. And my heart froze in terror when I remembered that I'd forgotten to cover up the bloody tissue in the garbage. I felt my veins ice over with pure fear, and the blood drained from my face, I rushed away from the washroom to take refuge from Jhope's most likely discovery with the other members, I prayed silently that if-or when-he found the bloody tissues, he wouldn't confront me in front of the boys.
"Are you alright, (Y/n)? You look really pale..." Jin asked me, his brows crinkled in worry, I nod at him, unable to meet his eyes, and I fidget with my hands in my lap, myind unable to stray from the fear I could be discovered.
I heard the bathroom door open with a slight creak, and I tense, and gasp in a quiet breathe that I can't seem to release.
"(Y/n)...why is there blood in the bathroom garbage..?" I hear Hoseok ask, and I feel lightheaded suddenly, a cold sweat breaking out on my forehead.
"Blood...? (Y/n) what's going on?" I hear Jin ask.
"Are you alright?"
"Are you bleeding?"
I hear question after question bombard me and I stand suddenly, and roll up my sleeves, showing my bandages.
"I did it to myself, okay??"
I exclaimed and my heart stopped as they all saw my arms that were still bleeding in the bandages.
I inched away, and covered my arms again. I just admitted to my most dark secret....I can't tell them how much I've lied! Th-they'll kill me..or worse they'll hate me...
I clench my hands and hide my arms behind my back, and I stare at the ground, my heart pounding more and more, my cheeks coloring in humiliation and I can't help but avoid their eye contact.
I turn sharply and run away, but I only manage a few steps before a strong hand grips my wrist.
"Stop." Jhope said, and he spins me around to face him.
"Wha-" I try to ask, but his embracing and warm hug interrupts me.