Me and Cry where against his car he had me laying on the hood as he hovered over me kissing my neck and rubbing my leg.

I tried staying calm but I couldn't because the frustration of Evan kissing me and not meaning it now being replaced with someone who wants nothing but to make me feel good was hypnotic.

I pushed Cry back and I saw the lust in his eyes, I pulled out my phone and texted Luke.

J - Hey I found a place to stay I'll see you Monday.

L - Alright man and don't get pregnant ;).

I put my phone away and pulled Cry down to me and I bite his shoulder as he dug his nails into my back " Lets go home" I whispered and I felt him shiver.

He pulled me up kissing me before taking his keys out " My dad drives truck so we'll be alone all weekend" he said walking to his drivers side door opening it as I got in.

He backed up and drove to the road once we were on the pavement he was holding my hand as he drove trying to focus on the road.

Something about how confident he is just really gets to me oh wait maybe it's the alcohol hell I don't know but I'm liking this.

We pulled into his house and he helped me out by picking me up and I wrapped my legs and arms around him as he shut the door and carried me inside and to his room.

His breaths were heavy as he laid me down on his bed and pushing himself into me making me lose control of my breathing as my hands explored his sides and chest while he nibbled my bottom lip.

He leaned back and took his shirt off making me bite my lip at the sight of his slightly tanned body and the way his muscles were just toned enough to see.

He started to rub my sides as he bit my neck and he was playing with my jacket.

My cuts!

I stopped him before he could take it off and he kissed me then looked in my eyes " I already know about them and you don't have to hide because I'm going to show you something better" he said and I relaxed letting him take my jacket off.

He gently kissed my cuts then took my shirt off laying me back down and kissing all over my stomach and belt line making soft moans escape my mouth.

I felt a new rush one that wasn't from drinking.

He pulled me up and then laid on his back making me sit on him, I sifted myself so I was straddling him and slowing rubbing against him as I bit his neck making him groan with each pause.

He was rubbing my sides and scratching my back as our tongues battled for dominance and our breaths mixed with each exhale.

I don't know why I'm so ok with this but it feels great and I'm not going to argue.

I put my hands on his shoulders and pushed him into the bed as I bite his neck and rubbed myself harder against him getting a moan to escape from him.

" John" he said painfully and I pulled back looking into his eyes which were filled with painful lust.

" I want you" he said and I smiled leaning down and kissing at his ear while he grabbed my sides and squeezed moaning again.