" What has you all happy" my sister said as I walked in the door.

" Um well" I stopped thinking about tonight and my sister smiled.

" Did my little brother have fun" she said and I blushed looking away.

" Kinda I still don't fully know how I feel" I said and she smiled at me.

" Don't think too much into it there's a smile on your face and I love seeing it" she said and I walked upstairs.

I laid on my bed and covered my face grunting in frustration.

I stopped and looked out my window " Mom am I doing the right thing because part of me feels wrong because I like Ryan" I said.

I felt a warm all of a sudden and I smiled.

" Is it alright that I like Evan this much and I moved on so quickly" I asked.

" Yes it's perfectly normal" I turned my head quickly and saw my sister leaning against my door with a big smile on her face.

" Hun you can't always save yourself for one person, Cry moved and you guys aren't together plus this smile you have from Evan is brighter than the one you had when you were with Cry yes it's ok to feel bad but hunny" she said sitting on my bed.

" People fall in love and move on so don't worry about Cry it's been long enough and as far as I'm concerned you've liked Evan from the start so don't hold back because you feel guilty or wrong just be happy" she said putting a hand on my shoulder.

I smiled at her and hugged her, she rubbed my back before standing up and walking out my door.

" Don't you dare think anything bad or were going to have another fight" she said smiling.

" Can we not get food involved this time" I said and she walked away shaking her head laughing.

I laid back on my bed and just stared at the ceiling I felt peaceful for once but yet sad at the same time.

No don't think sad Sookie and Sky are right I need to be happy... its just been so long.

I laid on my side looking at the night sky coming out and it made me smile.

Maybe it is my time to be happy.

I laid on my side petting Kino.

Can I really be happy I mean it never lasts.

I curled into a ball hugging her.

I hope things are going to change I don't want to be hurt again.

I started to tear up slightly.

I hope Sookie and Sky are right.