" Baby wake up now please" I heard a familiar voice.

Mom?

" Yes" her voice was so comforting.

I'm coming mom.

" No baby I need you to wake up and go home to your sister" her voice sounded closer.

I don't want to go back I want to be with you and dad.

" You need to go home don't worry about us were fine" she sounded right in front of me.

Mom I love you.

" I love you too but you need to be strong not only for yourself but your sister she loves you John your all the family she has left now go back and talk to her" she sounded fuzzy at the ending.

Mom... MOM... NO MOM! Come back...

I opened my eyes and I could feel the tears that were covering my eyes as the wind blew.

Please come back.

I started to cry again but something felt different, I felt warm as if I was in my mom's arms like when I was young.

I looked around not finding her in sight and I looked down seeing all the blood around me and the gaping wholes that are now on my wrist.

How am I not dead.

I felt a warm gust of wind and I stood up then looked at the sky " I want to be with you guys again it hurts so much to be here it's all my fault" I said.

I closed my eyes feeling safe and warm again, opening my eyes I looked at my phone noticing that it's almost time for school to be out.

At least I didn't have to go back today.

I started walking not knowing where I was going but letting my feet guide my way and as I walked I noticed that I must have ran far into these woods.

It took close to an hour before I reached an open field and I kept on walking, I put my hands in my pockets.

She's going to be so pissed.

After another hour I finally heard cars, I kept walking and found a familiar sight, the park.

I looked down clenching my jaw hoping no one would see me as I made my way through bushes and around trees when I would hear someone.