I stood up and pushed past him and into the house while Kino the little trader was loving up to him.

She didn't even warn me.

" Why are you here" I said putting my guitar against the wall and sitting on my bed and he came in and sat next to me laying back on my bed.

" Sure Evan make yourself comfortable" I said rolling my eyes " Thanks I think I will" he said and I gave him a stare of 'really now' and he just laughed.

" Evan" I said giving him a sad look and he sat up relaxing his elbows on his knees " You didn't talk to me at all today and you seemed pretty upset" he said giving me that stupid smile.

" I was and I was ok until I saw you spying on me" I said standing up and taking my hoodie off since I don't have to hid my arms although I still don't feel comfortable.

I walked over and flopped on my bed and Evan laid back and put his head on my chest " Um can you not do that" I said and he chuckled " Nope, you're the one who says I get whatever I want" he said and I smacked his forehead.

" Yeah well I said no" I said and he laughed " But your so comfy" he whined and I groaned " What is with you tonight like for real" I said and he laughed getting off me and staring at me.

" I don't know but you haven't tried to kill me yet so I think I'll stay" he said putting a pillow on me and laying back down " Do you want me to kick your ass" I said and he turned his head and wiggled his eyebrows.

You shit head.

I ripped the pillow from under his head and held it to the side of me " Oh really" he said and I stuck my tongue out " Don't make me take it" he said sitting in his knees facing me and I shook my head.

" Wrong choice" he said.

Next thing I knew there was a weight on my chest " To hell if you do" I said and flipped him off of me and he was laying on his back and I had him pinned " Haha wrong again" he said and felt hands under my arms and I started to laugh uncontrollably.

Fucking cheater!

" You give up" he said pinning me on the ground tickling me as I was screaming my hysterical laugh " Y-Y-YESS S-Stop" I said and he set his hands on the sides of my head and for a moment we stared into each others eyes.

Not again.

I turned to my side pushing him away and sitting against my bed and he sat against my wall looking a little upset " Are you going home" I asked rubbing the back of my neck.

Why do my happy moments always get ruined..

" Uh well I was but it's late now so um would you care if I stay" he said frowning at the floor rubbing his neck " I don't want you on the streets so yeah but next time don't creep on me so long" I said and he chuckled.

I grabbed some clothes from my closet and tossed him some while I made my way to the bathroom " My sister is working late so you can have her bed if you want" I said walking out and shutting the door.

Once in the bathroom I changed and slid down the wall.

What is wrong with me I would kill to have a guy like him next to me and I fucked it up I slept with Cry... wait Evan don't like me so why am I so upset.

I put my head in my hands.

Could I really like him this much, he makes me happy when its just us goofing off and he silences my thoughts... no I cant I'll only get hurt.

I walked back in and found Evan curled up on my bed already asleep I looked at the clock noticing I was in the bathroom for over an hour.

Sighing I crawled into bed after covering him up, I rolled onto my side pulling Kino to my chest and closing my eyes.