Great it's starting to rain.

On my walk home it started to rain pouring hard as I held my head down over thinking everything that's going on in my life wondering why I'm here and why good people are the ones who hurt the most.

Hopefully my sisters home.

The walk was lonely and only got worse as I read the note on the door, my sister wont be home till tomorrow night because of an emergency.

I walked in and noticed a box wrapped on the floor with another note one it.

My dear baby bother I know I'm not home even when I promise to be, work SUCKS but it wont stop me from making you smile, I know you will love this so have fun and don't be up to late - I love you

I held the note smiling a little as I ripped into the box and stared blankly as tears formed in my eyes.

J - I know you wont see this text till later but you know I love you and you don't always have to get me things like this but thank you I love it.

After sending the text I picked it up and walked to the couch, siting down I tuned it in, I used to play guitar with my sister at times and I really enjoyed it she would always sing to me while I played she has an amazing voice.

The rain stopped and the night sky was out so I decided to go out back and sit with Kino while I played, my heart and head both stopped picking a song that's been on my mind for a while.

*Play song*

" I got a death wish, Her looks can kill, She's got a red dress, Lipstick and heels, Pull me in, Get me hooked like a junkie, You got me feeling so high.."

" Your such a beautiful drug, I can't get enough, Addicted and I'm dying for a hit of your love, Got a death wish baby, Baby, Don't want you to save me, Save me.."

" She lets her hair down and all of mine stand up, Can't help but stare now, Gotta feel that touch, Her kiss, My fix, So sweet, Can't quit those lips are a habit to me, sweet intoxication and I'm never getting sober, I can tell that the effects are talking over, Pull me in get me hooked like a junkie, you got me feeling so high.."

" Your such a beautiful drug, I can't get enough, Addicted and I'm dying for a hit of your love, Got a death wish baby, Baby, Don't want you to save me, Save me tonight.."

" Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa..."

" Your such a beautiful drug, I can't get enough, I'm addicted and dying for a hit of your love, I'm losing it baby.. Keep driving me crazy, Crazy.."

" Going out of my mind, Staring at you, Burning up in your fire that I've fallen into, Got a death wish baby, Baby, Don't want you to save me, Save me tonight..."

I heard a creak behind me and I turned to see that red jacket and those crossed arms leaning against the door staring at me.

How long has he been there... oh god I hope he didn't listen to closely to the words...

" How long have you been there" I said starting to grow nervous as he gave me a soft smile " Well I've been here for the past three songs" he said smiling.

And he didn't say anything... I'm so fucked...