I sat down in art staring at Cry's number debating if I should actually talk to him or not " Hey man you alright" Luke said siting next to me and I hid the paper " Yeah im fine" he gave me a small smile as he looked my face over.

" You don't even have a scratch on you" he said with a raised brow " Well I have a black eye but Cry's friend covered it for me" I said and he just looked worried.

" Well im glad you weren't hurt to bad Adam is a dick" I gave a nod remembering the way Cry protected me and how the guys did as well.

" Hey... John right" I looked to see Evan now siting by me and I kept my head down " Im sorry about this morning but if you ever need help I'll be here" he said with a smile before leaning back and fixing his hair.

Wow is there anything this guy doesn't look good doing.

" Thanks" I whispered and he gave me a smile as the guys came inside " Dude how the fuck did you piss Adam off you don't fucking talk" Tyler said siting down behind us at the normal table and I just shrugged.

" Probably cause you're a faggot" he snorted and both Evan and Luke stared him down.

" What its true I mean look at this queer at least his sisters hot" I slammed my hands on the table and turned to him " Ooo tough guy I see" he stood up and Luke tried to but I pushed him back in his seat before walking to the door.

" That's right faggot leave" he said and I just pushed through the door " Mr. Denis where are you going" I turned around and growled " Bathroom" and from the back I heard his voice again " To suck dick!" and with that I closed the door ignoring the yelling coming from the room.

Why the fuck do I ever think I can be normal.

Staring at myself in the mirror my eyes began to water " He's a nice looking guy isn't he" and I felt hands on my waist as I saw Cry behind me with a smile on his face " Who did it" he whispered and kissed my neck sending shivers down my back.

I cant do this.

I pushed him back " I don't want to infect you with queer" I said and turned to walk away but he grabbed my hand pulling me back into his chest " I wouldn't mind that" he said and my face grew warm.

" Hey John are you..." I turned to see Evans expression go from worry to hurt " He is fine" Cry growled and Evan stood up sternly " And when do you care" Evan growled and Cry held me close.

" Ha why do I care!? Your mister popular and straight as a stick so why would you care because last I knew you don't want to hurt your reputation" Cry put a hand on the back of my head as if he never wanted to let me go and to say im safe.

" I don't care about my reputation" Evan replied to quick and Cry started laughing " What's so funny" Evan asked and you could see the...

Jealousy? He looks jealous?

" The fact you always date the 'pretty' girls and you ditched Lui from your group when rumors went around he was gay and Johns new here and im sure you hear plenty of the rumors from your little buddy Tyler about him" Cry grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers as if trying to give Evan the hint to back off but he didn't.

Please just not now I don't need anything else.

" Yeah well im different" Evan spat and started walking closer to us and I could feel the tears starting " You want to do this now" Cry said holding me beside him.

I looked up at Evan and once he saw my face he stopped and his face grew with worry " We can do this another time" and with that Evan stormed out the door.

Great one more person pissed at me why am I even alive right now.

" Shh its ok" Cry whispered before taking my face in his hands and whipping my tears away " I don't like to see you hurt" he said and kissed my forehead before pulling it into his chest and I grabbed his shirt as I slowly calmed myself down.

I'll deal with my tears later when im alone.