The guys were all yelling at each other in the gym but I still wasn't feeling myself, luckily Adam got moved out of this class.

I walked into the locker room and sat down on the bench with my arms resting on my legs and my head hanging down.

I mean I fell for Ryan or was it just because of how weak I was.

Why am I doubting myself I thought I was happy.

I'm happy with Evan but yet Ryan...

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I saw lui sitting next to me.

" Hey man you alright" he said giving me a worried look.

" Yeah I'm just thinking" I said forcing a smile but he saw through it.

" No you look like you're arguing with yourself" he said.

I sighed looking at him " I just have stuff on my mind" I said looking away.

" Well whatever it is you shouldn't be worried to much because everyone has their moments but look at everything you have been through bro I don't expect you to be happy" he said pausing.

" You have Evan and everyone else now so you don't have to worry at all anymore" he said rubbing my back.

I know I have you all but I just I can't help myself.

" Come on" he said pulling my arm and dragging me back into the gym.

David jump in front of us and catch a ball right before it hit Lui.

He turned around with fear in his eyes, Lui's eyes were wide with shock then David smiled at him.

I cleared my throat and they both looked at me then quickly away blushing.

" T-Thank you" Lui said scratching the back of his neck " Any time" David said looking at the ground.

" HEY DAVID THROW THE BALL BACK" Evan yelled and David turned around walking back to the guys.

I bumped Lui's arm and he looked at me blushing and he looks like he just got caught stealing.

" Why aren't you guys together yet" I said and he looked away.

" He doesn't like me" he said and I put a hand on his arm.

" Lui shut the fuck up you see the way he looks at you" I said and he chuckled looked back at me.

" Yeah well it will never happen" he said and I smiled.

" That's exactly what Tyler said" I whispered to him.