Evan walked up to me slowly dropping his guitar to the ground and picked me up.

I wrapped my legs around him and set my arms around his neck as we stared into each others eyes.

He slowly and passionately kissed me and for a second I felt like my world exploded right at that second.

I could feel the heat and sparks between us nothing else mattered but the person in front of me and I didn't mind that at all.

" Yes" I said as we pulled away and he looked at me a little confused.

" Yes you can show people you love me" I said and he smiled setting me on my feet.

" John" he said taking my hands making me blush.

" You're mine ok I don't ever want to lose you and I want to watch us grow will you date me" he asked a little nervous.

I put my hands on his waist pulling him close to me and kissing his forehead " Yes I will" I said softly and hugged him tightly.

The tears in my eyes started to stream down my face, Evan looked at me with sad eyes.

" Why are you crying" he said whipping my tears away.

" Because I feel happy for once in how long like fully and truly happy nothing else matters all I see right now is you" I said seeing his eyes light up.

I kissed him and we sat there slowly swaying in each others arms and I've felt a warmth in me that hasn't been there in far to long.

Its my time to be happy.

I looked around and saw my sister and Sookie look like they were about to have a heart attack which made me chuckle.

Evan looked and smiled at them and they put a thumbs up and I looked at Evan raising a brow.

" I may have had some help setting this up" he said smiling.

" I see" I said smiling at him and I saw his face go red which made me smile even more.

" I will never get used to your face" he said and I grabbed his hands making him look at me.

" You every time I look at you it's like this is the first time I'm seeing you" he said and the look on his face said he was telling the truth .

I didn't know what to say I couldn't find the words so I just pulled him into my chest.

Please never leave me.