" Please" he said trying to step closer but I looked away.

" Evan you're all about reputation do you relies the problems that will come" I said looking at him with teary eyes.

" I don't care about them let people talk shit I will shut them up because ever since I first laid eyes on you I couldn't get you out of my head and then when I saw you hurting I just... I wanted to take your pain away I wanted to keep you safe" he said placing a hand on my face.

" When you kissed me yes I was confused but the more everything happened the more I liked you" he said and I grabbed his hand.

" When you told me to leave you alone it hurt me and I wanted so badly just to hold you but I didn't want to hurt you more but I'm done being scared" he said cradling my face searching my eyes.

" I just want you and all of you these feelings are new to me but I want to explore them with you and only you" he said and I felt a tear role down my face.

He gently whipped it away with his thumb and I couldn't take it anymore.

I grabbed his shirt pulling his lips into mine as the tears rolled down my face.

When we pulled away I pushed him to the side " I need to think" I said and walked out leaving him standing there.

I was in the house drinking more when I heard someone clear their throat behind me.

" What are you doing here" I turned to see Sookie with her arms crossed.

" I need to think" I said and she sat next to me.

" No you don't he's falling in love with you so you need to get back there and embrace it" she said and I just looked away.

" I know your hurting and I know Cry left you but you need to learn this guy wants you fully and yes he may be new to this but you were at one point to" she said giving me a glare.

I cant.

" Don't give me that look because when your mind is blank and you see him for the first time in ever I see your eyes light up and your happy" she said standing up and pulling me with her.

" I know you like him anyone can see it so stop feeling like everything's going to hurt you and be happy" she said dragging me outside.

We stopped and I saw Evan with a sad look on his face leaning against the wall.

" Stop being scared and just feel happy" she said pushing me towards him and waving me off.

I walked up to him slowly and I felt my heart racing as he looked at me with a confused look.

I grabbed his face gently and kissed him but this time was different I kissed with everything in me, I kissed him with so many emotions running through me.

We pulled apart and I turned seeing Sookie with a big smile on her face.

What am I going to do with you.