It was now art class and I couldn't help but feel hurt as I forced the tears away knowing that nothings changing with me and Cry but the fact I'm hurting him kills me inside because I knew what it's like to be in his place.

" You alright" I heard Luke say and I looked up at him and gave a weak smile " Yeah I'm just having a bad day" I said feeling the tears wanting to push their way through.

I looked around slightly and noticed Tyler wasn't in art either " If your looking for Tyler he got put in the detention room for bullying and language" Luke said putting a hand on my shoulder.

But yet I noticed someone else was missing until I heard footsteps at the door and I looked seeing Evan walking in.

He had his head down and his hands in his pockets, he noticed me and I saw a frown form on his face and stay the whole way till he sat down.

Not next to me this time but in Tyler's normal seat, I looked back and kept my head down egnoring everything Luke was saying because I wanted to drown.

No I am drowning and I won't scream for help.

The whole class I was focused in my thoughts wanting to shut the world out until I heard the bell ring and I sat up just wanting to make this day end.

In the locker room I didn't bother to change I sat on the bench as everyone started to clear out and that's when I saw legs in front of me.

Oh.

" So John now that were along again let's have a chat" he said sitting down next to me but I didn't flinch.

" If you want to kick my ass then make sure you don't stop" I said staring at my feet and I heard him chuckle.

" Now why would I do that if I want to see you suffer" he said laughing but I still didn't move I didn't feel like doing anything not even running I'm already killing myself inside so he cant do much worse.

" Why do you hate me" I finally spoke up looking at him and his smile grew into a smirk as he cracked his neck.

" Let's just say me and Evan used to be close and the way he looks at you was the way he used to look at me" he said and I saw his face grow red.

" I'm done with him so if you want to talk to him or whatever then go ahead" I said resting my head into my arms on my knees.

" Ha what to much man for you to handle you really must be a bitch" he said standing up and pinning me to the lockers behind us.

He pulled his fist back and I still didn't flinch as I closed my eyes feeling the same pain over and over in my head until it stopped and I feel to the floor.

" Sucks you stopped talking to him because I won't stop and now he won't be here to defend you" he said walking away to the door that lead to the gym.

I walked over to the mirror looking at myself and noticing all the blood on my face and that's when I saw the vision of myself when I was younger after the break in and how bloody my face was.

I punched the mirror angrily making it shatter and blood started dripping from my knuckles but I didn't care because I couldn't feel the pain.