Chapter 6: Rain

April 1st, 2009

The day it rained

"Come on Keith, come on!" I forced Keith outside, making him ditch class, even though it was raining cats and dogs.

"Are you fucking kidding me?! It's a goddamn rainstorm! Do you want us to get sick?!"

"I don't care if we do!" I jumped in a puddle, "It's so cool!" I had only been out for a few seconds and was already soaked. I wore my favorite jacket and my casual shoes. Keith was wearing his usual jacket and boots that were a little more durable in harsh weather.

I laughed, lifting my head and sticking my tongue out to capture water droplets into my mouth. Rain tasted good. Smelled good. Everything about rain I loved so much. Especially when it was all over my boyfriend's face, making him look sexy as fuck.

"You look beautiful in the rain." I told him, "The clouds match your eyes..."

"Do they?" He looked down and I took his hand.

"Yes. You are gorgeous in this storm... I'm so glad I'm in love with you..." I was only pumping him up so he'd kiss me and I'd have that romantic kissing in the rain dream scene. And he did and that was by far my favorite time our lips touched.

August 2nd, 2017

Recovering

Who knew it'd rain in summer? I sure didn't. The heavy pitter patter woke me from my nap. I was lucky because the room I settled in had a large window close to my bed. I sat up and faced the window, drawing back the long, velvety curtains. I loved rainstorms more than anything else in the world. It was like the earth was letting itself cry after a long day...

I wasn't like rain. I didn't cry nearly as much as I need to... I watched lightning bolts scatter behind mountains as thunder boomed in the distance like a drum being hammered on. I rested my hand against the window, watching condensation gather around my palm. It was warmer than I expected. As the trees swayed unstably in the wind, they clattered to the ground. I squeaked when the power went out and the room was partially dark.

I sighed and closed the curtains when there was a knock at my door, "Yeah?"

Keith entered holding a candle lantern, "Hey, are you okay?"

"..." I didn't really want to answer, but I turned to him anyway, "I guess..."

"You guess?" He snorted, setting the lantern on the nightstand sitting at the end of my bed, "You just survived a shootout, that must've been really intense."

Zarkon's dead eyes returned to my memory, "I-It was..." I let out an uneasy breath.

He frowned, "I'm sorry... I should've got you out sooner... But I was too concentrated on what Zarkon was saying... When the bullets started flying, I panicked and actually... Ran in after you..." He gulped, "I carried you out and... I heard you call my name..."

I blushed, "Oh shit... You... Heard that..?" I started to get anxious, "W-Well I kinda tend to like, say names or whatever when I go unconscious..."

"Yeah but... It was my name..." He looked me in the eyes, searching my soul like he used to, "Do you... Still have feelings for... Me?"

My brain was screaming 'Danger! Danger! Red alert! Red alert!'. I started tinkering with the plastic blue ring on my finger, "Feelings? For you? Well gee..." I furrowed my eyebrows angrily, "It's not like you used me as your fall guy or anything like that. Or do you not even remember? Hell, you keep dodging it. Touchy topic for you too?"

He blinked a few times before looking down, shame in his expression, "Lance I... I didn't want to do that to you..."

"Then, why did you?" I couldn't hold my tongue anymore, "Why did you leave me back there, huh? After everything I gave you? I gave you my heart, body... I even branded myself with your name!" I gritted my teeth, "I've been trying so fucking hard to forget you and move on! But..." I could feel the water works coming on, "Fuck, I can't forget any of that... Even the insignificant things... The little kisses and your eyelashes batting against my cheek... Feeling every part of you... It's stuck. Everything is stuck..." I adverted my furious gaze from him.

"...You thought I... You thought I forgot?" Keith spoke up after a long moment of silence, "I memorized that shit. I still know where all of your sweet spots are!" He suddenly pounced on me, holding me down by my wrists, "Every plateau..." I gasped as his hand moved under my shirt and toward my navel, "Every mountain..." My breathing hitched as it traveled up my chest, "Every little itty-bitty thing... I never EVER could forget!"

I was panting, feeling that aggressive arousal. Keith was so dominating, so possessive... I missed that... My hand dropped to the side of the bed and the ring slipped off. I continued breathing heavily as his tears hit my face.

"My heart hurts..." He mumbled.

"Mine too..." I clutched his hand, sniffling, "M-Mine too..."

He stared at me before lowering his eyes, choking on a cry, "I still love you..."

I forgot how to breathe for a second, "I still love you too..." I whispered.

My mind went blank; My self-control was gone. Our lips connected with familiar warmth, it was like pressing the reset button. Our slippery tongues fought for dominance between moans and I gave in. I gave in to everything. This was all I ever wanted, and I needed it more than anything in this world. In fact, Keith was my world. My universe. No matter how much I wished it wasn't true...

I yanked Keith's hair as he pulled off my pajama shirt. He let me take off his without hesitation. We knew what we were doing, we'd done it so many times before.

"Keith, dammit..." I groaned as he started sucking my neck.

"It's still there? After all these years?" He touched the back of my neck, tracing the cursive perfectly with his fingers.

"Yes... It'll always be there..." I whispered in response, feeling myself growing weaker and weaker with every bruising bite.

"Let's keep it that way..." He pushed me down again.

"K-Keith..." I huffed, my pants becoming far too constricting.

"I'll always be there from now on..." He said sincerely and I couldn't help but believe him as he chanted my name, kissing along my body once more. It felt so nostalgic, like he'd never been gone in the first place.

He let me sit up and I made him lay down. He placed his hands on my waist, rubbing along my hips and rutting into my crotch as I sat on his thighs, "That night at the auction..." I leaned down, licking his nipples, "Everything I did was for you..."

He growled, "I know it was... Fuck... I wanted to take you away from them... I had to stop myself from making a bid..." He tensed up more as I planted hickies along his pectorals. 

"You should have..." I could feel his hardness against my ass, "I would have been yours..." I bit the sensitive nub and he hissed. I knew it annoyed him, but I wanted to punish him in a way.

"Lance, let me have a turn..." He groaned and I stopped. I wanted to feel his hands all over me. I wanted him to take me apart and put me together again like he did before. His hands worked wonders and I wanted his magic powers to fix me.

I stayed sitting up, but he didn't mind. He let me straddle him. I took my cue when he pressed his fingers to my mouth and I started sucking them, not hesitating to deep throat all four.

"Good boy..." He whispered in my ear, causing me to shudder. I got as much saliva as I could on both sets of fingers before he ripped my pants and underwear off. I sighed in relief only to moan loudly as he stimulated me. The fingers on his right hands were already moving inside of me, while the other hand jerked me off. I drooled onto Keith's shoulder, licking his skin; I felt ridiculously needy.

"Shh, I don't want anyone hearing you but me." He said when I started getting loud. I sunk my teeth into his neck to hide my moans.

"You've been neglected for so long..." He sighed, "Your hole is so tight..."

"Work and stuff, been busy..." I laughed shakily only for him to curl his fingers into my prostate, "Y-You really didn't f-forget..."

"How could I? You were always too good to be true..." He moved down his own pants and my hips started stuttering immediately.

"Hah... Hah..." I was shivering at the friction of our cocks grinding. I could tell he loved it too because he was moaning in a higher pitch.

"I-I'm gonna come if you don't stop!" I finally yelled, fear in my voice. I didn't want it to end like this. I wanted him inside me.

"Okay, I'll stop..." He pulled his fingers away from me all at once. I whined at the loss of his touch.

"Fuck Keith, you're still a tease to this day!" I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs; Our first time in years and he was pushing me around.

"I don't have lube..." He pointed to his hard dick.

I rolled my eyes, "I bet you just missed my mouth..." I forced him back down, "I wanna do it in your lap though, don't forget that." I grunted as I licked the tip painfully slow.

"Goddammit... Lance..." He heaved as I sucked.

"Patience, this is only revenge." I sneered, returning to his cock. I needed to get this thing real wet if I didn't want it to hurt. There had to be an alternative that was just as slippery...

I pulled back after a moment, "Oh yeah, there's lotion in the bathroom."

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" Keith was just getting excited from this blow job.

"Go get it, fucker." I winked and he ran for the bathroom. I licked my fingers before sticking them back in my ass, trying to loosen myself up some more. I groaned at the fourth digit and screeched as another two went in. Keith was really pushing me to my limits as he moved in his own fingers covered in lotion.

"K-Keith, I-I can't-!" I choked.

"Right, sorry... I wanted to mess with you more..." We both pulled out at the same time, Keith giving me a minute to catch my breath.

"You're way too eager..." I straddled him once he was on the bed.

"You're one to talk..." He watched seriously as I twisted the cap off the bottle and poured lotion all over my hands. I moved my hands on Keith's length, sure to slick him down nice.

"Are you sure it'll be alright for you? Is it safe?" He asked, concerned.

I gave him a peck on the lips, "I'll be fine..." It didn't burn at all, so I was pretty sure everything would be okay.

I stopped what I was doing, wrapping my arms around him as I maneuvered my entrance over his cock. I lowered down once I felt the tip, letting out a brutal moan as he went in. The tears building up in the corners of my eyes were wiped away with caring thumbs. My mouth was gaping open as I felt the stretch of my hole.   

"Relax..." He assured me, "Move when you're ready and I'll move with you... We'll do this together..."

I moved my arms around his back as he groped my ass cheeks, pulling them apart even more. I yelped, clawing into his shoulder blades. I trembled, pressing my forehead to his as I raised my ass, letting it fall back down when he was out. I gasped, moaning loudly. He kissed my wet lips with his dry ones and I smiled softly. Our sweet moment got ever so sweeter as he thrust up into me, hitting my great bundle of nerves. We groaned together as we moved at the same pace, being gentle, yet so powerful. The squelching sounds, bed rocking, and sweat only soothed me and I was all his within minutes. The ambiance I craved for years was finally making a comeback.

I found myself calling his name a million times even though he was right in front of me, holding me tightly as if he wasn't going to let go ever again like he promised. My back arched at my climax and my head fell back as I screamed out in ecstasy, coming hard against our abdomens. He let out a blissful moan too, coming into me. I flinched as he filled me up, my ass overflowing with liquid heat.

"O-oh god..." I panted into his Adam's apple which was moving rapidly as he panted too.

"It was good..."

"Yeah..." 

He pulled out and we cleaned up as much as we could before we laid down side by side, staring into each other's eyes as the thunder started sounding once more.

We had no idea what was happening, but we knew exactly how we felt. And to me, that's all that really mattered.