Romantic beach date up top!

Collen POV 

"So where exactly are we going?" I asked Titan on the way to a mysterious place. When I woke up and got ready, he met me in the living room and told me today is his day with me. I feel like I'm on the bachelor, all these men trying to win my hand, I'm enjoying it that's for sure. He told me we are going on a drive and it's a few hours away, that's about it.

"I'm not telling you Collen so you just need to be patient, I know you can be patient since you have Blake as a best friend so just sit back, relax and play some music." He said and I turned on the Bluetooth on my phone and connected to the radio, looking through my phone's music app trying to find good songs to play. 

"When are Blake and Brittney coming for a visit? I talked to Blake last week and I forgot to ask and he forgot to mention it. We were talking about other personal things so it wasn't on my mind." I asked and found a good country mix so I just pushed play and put my phone down.

"Personal things, like what? He said they'll be down after she has the babies, they want to stay close to their doctor in case things go wrong since she's at high risk with carrying four babies." 

"Well that makes sense and yes, personal things like how I felt being alone all the time, feeling like I didn't matter that no one cared, not even Xavier and we were together for four years. About how he's worried he won't be a good dad to the babies, a good husband to Brittney, things like that." 

"Well, I need to say something before you keep thinking how you are. When Xavier and I met, he told me about your plans. He told me that you two were getting married and that he loved you, and you left to go to Italy just because he and I are mates, I felt horrible. I never wanted to make you leave like that Collen. Xavier, he felt like he caused a big riff between you and your family because he met me with your fathers next to him. He was so depressed for weeks and he learned to live with it and since you came back, he's been himself even if he doesn't talk to you much. I know you think that he's avoiding you but he isn't, he still feels guilty about everything so I hope that gives you a better understanding of things." 

"For him yes, for you no. Why haven't you talked to me before about this or about anything for that matter? Am I that unapproachable that you all have avoided me? I'm sure if it weren't for this vacation you all would still be the same as before." I said and he took my hand in his and sighed softly.

"I don't know why I haven't talked to you. Maybe it was the fear of my past and what you thought of me that made me avoid you. I didn't know how to approach you and be like 'hey I used to hunt and kill your kind, want to hang out?' That didn't seem appropriate and as time went on, that worry kept building and with the new guys who keep showing up, things were just crazy and you work a lot, staying in the guest house away from everyone also made it seem like you didn't want to be bothered so I just didn't take the chance. I apologize, Collen, we all should have realized that you were hurting and we didn't, that's on us. It took one evening for Callahan to notice and he wasn't here very long unlike the rest of us. I hope one day you can forgive us." He had a worried look in his beautiful eyes and his hand was clammy so I knew he was worried and nervous. 

"I don't hold grudges and I do understand your fear Titan but you should also understand that I know you're not that man anymore and I know you have a good heart if how Blake turned out is any indication of the man you are, I'd say you are a good man. I'm just glad you finally opened up to me and told me this. I thought you didn't want to be near me because Xavier is your mate and didn't want anything to do with the man who was once in love with your mate. I still love him, we had four amazing years together and he helped me in many ways so I will always love him." I told him honestly and I felt his body relax and I smiled, I don't want him tense and worried about the past, I want to focus on the future.

"Thank you, Collen, I promise to take the time to spend time with you and not be scared to talk to you about things again." He said and I nodded, squeezing his hand gently, letting him know I'm here.

The rest of the drive was filled with light conversation and bad singing on his part but it was fun. 

"I need you to put this on." He said and handed me a blindfold that he took out of his pocket.

"Why?" I asked and he chuckled.

"Because I don't want you to see where we are going, please trust me. I wouldn't hurt you, Collen." He said and I caved, putting the blindfold on. After about ten minutes or so I'm guessing, the car stopped and I smell the salt water and hear seagulls. I smiled and I heard a door shut and a few seconds mine was open.

"Come on." He said and grabbed my hand helping me out of the car. He tells me which way to turn and go and after about a hundred steps we came to a stop. 

"Ok, I'm going to remove the blindfold now." He said and I felt him untying it and took off my eyes. I opened them and gasped softly.

"Oh Titan, it's beautiful." I said softly, looking at the open-sided hut with a table in the middle that had plates covered, sheers hanging from the posts that are tied back, lanterns hanging above the table and the sky is turning darker as the second's pass, there are candles all over the place. It is beautiful. He takes my hand and we walk up the small steps and he pulls the big thick comfy looking chair out for me. He sat next to me and he took the covers off of the plates to reveal a selection of seafood. 

"This is amazing Titan, this whole situation is. Thank you for this. How did you do this when we're hours away from the pack?"  

"I made a few calls to the resort on the beach and asked them to do this." He simply said and I left it be, not needing to know the details. 

"And you're welcome, I heard you like the beach and love seafood so thought a romantic dinner here would be perfect." He's right, this is perfect. 

"You picked a good night for this, it's warm and the breeze is not cold at all. I haven't been to the beach since I came back from Italy." 

"Tell me about Italy and what all you did when you weren't working." So I did just that, I told him of all the places I explored, the restaurants I ate at, the casino, the clubs I went to as well.

"Sounds like you had a good year."

"Mm I did but I'm happy to be home, I was lonely being away from my family so being home and moving my company home is the best decision I made career-wise." 

"I know how you feel since I moved to Oregon, I haven't been happier with a decision that big before. When Blake moved out after school I opened the diner and that took a lot of my time but it was lonely so when I met Xavier and we moved here, life got better. Now being here with you, it's a lot better." He's such a sweet talker, I love that about him. We ate dinner in comfortable silence, too busy enjoying the food to talk. 

"Would you like to take a stroll along the water?" Titan asked once we were finished.

"I'd love that." I got up from the table and he took my hand, lacing our fingers together and we started walking. We picked up seashells and sand dollars along the way and I found a pretty shell, it had pink and a yellow tint to it. 

"Here, as a memento of our date." I handed it to him and he smiled, handing me one of pink and a tint of blue. 

"Thank you, it's beautiful." He said and I caught his eye and I felt my cheeks get a little warm and he moved in closer, I can feel his body heat through his clothes that's how close he is. 

"If I kissed you, would that make this moment better?" He asked softly as he touched my face and all I could do was nod and close my eyes, waiting for him to make the move. 

I felt his hand cup the back of my neck and his other hand lifting my head up and him leaning in, gently kissing me to see how it is and I gotta admit, kissing my best friend's dad is definitely something I can't put into words. He may be a big tough-looking guy but his kiss is soft and sweet, gentle. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to my body, wanting to feel his hard body against mine and I definitely felt his hard length also and I'm sure he could feel mine, he is so sexy that it's not hard to be turned on when we're like this. I licked his bottom lip and he opened his mouth and our tongues met in a sensual dance, our hands touching each other, feeling one another. 

"That was nothing like I had imagined it would be." He said when we barely parted and I smiled, looking into his stunning eyes in the moonlight. 

"Mm I agree, I have always wanted to do this with someone on the beach so thank you, for everything. Tonight was perfect." I said and he grabbed my hand and we walked back to the hut, noticing it was cleaned up and dessert was placed on a tray with wine. 

We sat down on the pillows that were now set up for us and as corny as it sounds, we fed one another chocolate-covered strawberries and fruit. As I took the last strawberry I held it up to Titan for him to take a bite but at the last second I moved my hand and moved in to kiss him, taking him by surprise but he recovered quickly and kissed me back. I got on my knees and gently forced him to lay back and I got on top of him, still kissing his sweet-tasting lips from the chocolate and fruit. We both moaned and I really wanted to feel his skin under my touch so I reached down and put my hand on his lower belly, moving it up under his shirt and absolutely loved how tight and hard his body felt but also soft and silky. I kissed down his jaw and played with his nipple, feeling him shiver under me. 

"Collen." He moaned out when I moved my hand down his body to his hard dick, wanting to feel him like I need air to breathe. I unbuttoned his pants and slid the zipper down, moving my hand inside his tight briefs and touched the soft skin on his penis, moaning at the feel of him in my hand. He tried to get me to stop but I didn't want to, he felt too good to stop so I moved my hand up to the tip slowly and back down to the base, as I did this I kissed down his chest, I pushed his shirt up so his chest is exposed and I took my time admiring his beautiful sexy body. I kissed down his chest and started licking his hard nipple, taking it into my mouth and sucking on it, making him moan loudly.

"Mm Collen, I want you." He said looking down at me as I looked up at him. 

"So do I but we can't, not yet. Once we do though, it'll be worth the wait." I kissed down his chest and settled in between his legs and took him into my mouth, I got him close when I was stroking him so after just my tongue and mouth were on him, he came hard, moaning my name out and gripping my hair as his body shook.

"Holy hell you have talent." He said once his breathing was normal. 

"I've learned a thing or two in my life." I said and he chuckled. 

"What about you? Want me to take care of you?" He asked and I wanted him to but I want to be able to be in him when I cum so I shook my head. 

"That's sweet but no, I can wait." 

"Are you sure? I heard from Killian that you haven't had any kind of release since you and he last were together and Callahan and you didn't have sex, you took care of him but you didn't get any release and now tonight, you don't have to take care of us and not get anything in return." 

"I know but I will be fine, I've sorta adapted to a certain way of life when I lived in Italy so I have self-control and can wait. I know I don't have to please you but I wanted to, I very much enjoy pleasing a sexy man so don't worry about me." I said and he nodded, putting his pants back together. 

"When you are wanting me to please you, I will do it with no problem. I feel bad though that you have to deal with that." He pointed to my hard self.

"Nope, I'll just let it go away on its own, I'll be fine Titan, I promise." 

We cleaned up the hut and since it was so late, we decided to get a room at the resort. We didn't do anything but sleep and the following morning, we got up at six to be home by ten because I have a date with Calder, I honestly can't wait to see what he came up with.