CHAPTER 2

Maddie's POV 

I sprinted out my door, down the hallway, took the stairs two at a time, and swung around the banister with record timing. Demi still stood in the doorway with a huge  smile on her face. "Demi!" I squealed and ran towards her, she opened her arms and swung me in a circle as she hugged me. "Hey babygirl!" She yelled, finally putting me down. She looked me up and down, "Look at you! You're getting so big!" My smiled dropped for a second, but i replaced it immediately with my perfect facade smile. 

See? Even Demi knows you're getting fat. 

     I gritted my teeth and fortunately, Demi didn't notice anything. She ruffled my hair, "I think you're taller than me?" I laughed, "Well that's not exactly hard to do is it?" Demi's mouth fell open. "Oh you so didn't just go there." I cocked an eyebrow, "what if i did?" Demi shrugged, "Then I would suggest you start running." My eyes widened. I turned and sprinted down the hallway and made a sharp turn into the living room, but Demi had predicted my moves and followed me easily. She jumped over the couch and tackled me as I passed it. She landed on top of me and pinned me with her knees. "Take it back!" She yelled, I began to giggle, "Never!" I trued to get up, but Demi wrestled me down again. For someone so tiny, she sure was strong. "Oh so you think it's funny?!" She yelled, I laughed harder and shook my head, "Well let's see if THIS is funny!" He hands shot up and down my sides, digging into my skin. I shrieked and yelled, "NOOOO DEMI PLEASEEE MOM HELP!" Demi just laughed manically, "No one can save you now!" I kicked and yelled but finally after my throat was hoarse and my body was drained she showed mercy and climbed off of me. 

     We were both panting, our hair all over the place. Demi turned to me, grinning. "Selfie time?" I rolled my eyes but nodded. She pulled out her phone, we took a few silly ones before Demi opened them, "Okay now which one for twitter?" My face paled. "Oh, w-we don't have to p-put one on twitter do we?" i stuttered. Demi looked at me, "Uhh duhh? My fans love you! C'mon we can take a nice one if that makes you feel better." I nodded glumly. Demi pulled me onto her lap and switched open the camera, I stuck out my tongue while Demi did a duckface thing. 

@ddlovato: What the..?!! How is my baby sis growing up so fast?!! @Maddielovesyou1 .. Stop growing !!!!! pic.twitter.com/ngdoaWHk 

     I smiled, and pulled out my phone to retweet it. I scrolled a little, and saw all of the people praising Demi and then all of the haters calling me a whale and ugly and that I don't deserve Demi. 

  They're right you know.

   The demons in my head began to chant louder and louder all of insults  that the tweets said. "Maddie. Madison!" Someone called and shook me, I snapped out of it. Demi was looking at me with a worried expression. "Are you okay?" She asked. I nodded my head, "Oh yeah sorry haha I just dazed off!" Demi nodded but still looked at me weird. My inner anxiety began to panic. Did she suspect anything? Did she see the hate? What if she tells mom. What if i disappoint her. My head began to spin and I tried to take a deep breath. I stood, "Maddie? You okay?" Demi said, still on the floor. I nodded and put on my smile. "Yeah! I'm fine I just have some homework I need to do so that I can hang out with you longer!" All of the doubt in Demi's face disappeared, "Okay! Because we're going shopping tomorrroowww!" She yelled. I smiled, great.... 

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      I ran upstairs after I was out of Demi's sight. I went straight to my room and locked the door. I climbed out my window and got my anxiety pill stash from the secret cabinet in the wood pane on the side of the house. No one knew about it but me. That's what made it so great. I quickly swallowed one and sat there, trying to control my breathing. Surprisingly, sitting on the roof calmed me. My demons were quiet. I wasn't suicidal up here. All thoughts of jumping were gone the first time I stepped out here. It's perfect. Soon, I heard my name being called. It was Demi and she was at my door. "One second!" I yelled, and climbed back in. I ripped out my notebook from my backpack and threw it on the bed. I opened the door, Demi stood there looking suspicious, "Why'd you take so long to open the door?" I shrugged, I had headphones in and didn't hear you the first couple of times." Demi nodded. Sometimes it scared me how easily lying came to me. Lying to Demi, the rest of my family, my friends, the world, and even myself. Demi stood there looking at me, "Is there anything you wanted?" I said, trying to laugh it off. Demi seemed to snap out of it. "Oh... yeah mom said we're watching a movie and you're required to come down." I sighed, "fineee" Demi pouted, "You don't wanna hang oujt with me?" She said. I smiled, "Of course I do Dems, I just have alot of work to do." Demi  nodded, "Well you're on vacation so let's hang out! I promise i'll let you do work tomorrow!" I groaned, but followed Demi back downstairs. 

  Hiii! Sorry I took so long to update, it's just this is more of a side project, silence-adopted by Demi Lovato.. but this is the second chapter! Hope you guys like ittt!(: 

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-Racheel